my heart pounds
as you hold me in your arms.
crying quietly,
while I fall to your charms,
my dear anxiety.
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 12:27 AM UTC
I yearned to soar through the clouds of your color,
But these feelings, I no longer harbor.
Now, when the skies are born anew,
It simply reminds me of you.
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 6:31 PM UTC
Then I woke up,
From the sweet dream I've led.
Mom's heart came to a stop.
We went to a nearby bakeshop,
Telling jokes while buying bread.
Then I woke up.
Never knew you needed a checkup.
And now you went ahead.
Mom's heart came to a stop.
She complained about her makeup
And I laughed about it instead
Then I woke up.
I thought you'd stay until we grew up.
I still have so many things left unsaid.
Mom's heart came to a stop.
I could feel my tears drop
Seeing you there on the hospital bed.
Then I woke up,
Mom's heart came to a stop.
Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 3:33 AM UTC
My dear,
Its been a year,
My feelings, fluctuate as it will
But, here I am, loving you still.
Even after a year.
Sep 18, 2018
Sep 18, 2018 at 10:26 AM UTC
the next time you'll see me,
would be attending my party
as I am lowered slowly
while everyone says they're sorry
to the smiling me.
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 7:18 AM UTC
There you are again,
Standing under the rain.
Your mind filled with thoughts
That cannot be explained.
A wave of emotions flow through you,
Sadness, happiness, anger, regret.
In pain because you confessed
The things that should've remained unsaid.
Unsure how much time has passed,
As you stare blankly at the gloomy sky.
Recalling the memories you've had together,
Knowing they're precious and unlike any other.
You start to take a single step,
As you plan your next move.
Because now you have to accept the truth,
That things won't go back to the way they used to.
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 2:53 PM UTC
I never expected to hear those words,
From you who I trusted, from you who I loved.
Yet I do not feel any resentment.
Was I broken too much?
Tears stream down my eyes,
As I watched you go.
Yet I continued to smile
As it was the only thing to show.
I welcomed the truth,
No matter how much it hurt,
Because that was when I knew,
That I was truly happy for you.
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 3:06 PM UTC
Its different when you're with me.
Because all I paint is black and gray
Don't you agree?
Your smiles are filled with glee,
Like a finished canvas I daresay.
Its different when you're with me.
I make things a little blurry
Like an old painting that starts to decay.
Don't you agree?
When you're with them, I am filled with envy.
So colorful, so faraway.
Its different when you're with me.
I am a bit too gloomy
Maybe I should stay away
Don't you agree?
Your life is already a beautiful harmony
I'll just be in the way.
Its different when you're with me.
Don't you agree?
Mar 31, 2017
Mar 31, 2017 at 3:02 PM UTC