He loved me.
I pulled off my blouse.
He loved me.
My bra was next.
He loved me.
The camera shutter sounded.
He loved me.
I clicked send.
He loved me…
Jul 9, 2021
Jul 9, 2021 at 9:10 PM UTC
i am the beast
that never learned to write
who's story lay untouched
killer embasking in glorification
because my story
just like my pleas
hang in the air
Jun 21, 2021
Jun 21, 2021 at 11:56 PM UTC
I am the wilted petals of the magnolia,
Intoxicatingly sweet as they caress the very ground which you tread upon.
I am the sweet sap protected by the rough bark of the tree,
I nurture the birds, the bugs, everyone who stumbles upon me.
I was never bold enough to say no.
To deny you of my syrupy fountain of life.
I am… A beautiful rose just beginning to bloom,
Petals unfolding from her shelter which guaranteed protection all her life.
She needs the shelter no longer.
Jun 15, 2021
Jun 15, 2021 at 12:45 PM UTC
all eyes fall to hell,
death's insidious touch,
a battle with grace
their enticing little ways,
as the fight goes goes awry.
Jun 8, 2021
Jun 8, 2021 at 6:27 PM UTC
reading old literature,
tainted words that tell us to go against morals
to lose onselves to savagery,
to lose ourselves to desire and finally break free.
May 27, 2021
May 27, 2021 at 8:48 PM UTC
There are these 'beautiful yet cursed dreams,'
that haunt me day and night,
causing me to lose touch with reality
as I hopelessly dream of flight.
These dreams are the kind that destroy me,
causing my day to become disrupt,
letting me fall back down
as soon as my eyes open back up.
I grasp and search, high and low,
waking up with utmost dismay,
when these fragile little wisps disappear,
broken and pitiful- beautiful in their own way.
my dreams have ruined me once more...
and i think i'm ready for them to do it all over again.
May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021 at 2:33 PM UTC
i've been ruined by my dreams,
pitiful little things,
carrying the weight of my hopes, fancy and reality,
crushing me with the realization of something I won't be able to achieve.
but here they are carrying me up, up, up...
only to let me fall back to the hard soil once more.
I've been ruined by my dreams.
May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021 at 1:01 PM UTC
i'm tired of apologizing for every little memory,
just your mere existence,
frail little words broken by the side-looks given to me,
as if i can't help every little reminiscence.
they claim my apologies for wanting you...
meaningful words dripping off of my lips
sugary sweet in their own way, rising.. falling..
without so much of a clue
that all i was doing was missing... grieving,
simply just wanting you.
i'm sorry.
May 24, 2021
May 24, 2021 at 8:04 AM UTC
i want your coffee coated lips,
your tongue stained with beautiful words,
your leather-bound journal,
brimming with words, spilling off of the pages.
i want your stories,
held tightly between thick frayed pages..
your fairytales your fantasy,
the horror and the mystery
i want you so **** bad.
May 21, 2021
May 21, 2021 at 3:29 PM UTC
i want to kiss a girl.
a twisted lip sugary sweet brush upon the lips,
a flower budding, a proclamation of affection given to the other.
is that okay with you mom?
May 19, 2021
May 19, 2021 at 9:59 AM UTC