You strike a constant spark,
and I'm gone in an instant.
Ignite my soul in flames,
every time I fall in your eyes.
My thoughts let go,
like smoke I can't get ahold,
and I'm weaker than I've ever been before.
And still I come closer,
on my knees, crawling,
a moths burning light,
obsession.
Even though heat engulfs me whole,
I will find my way to you.
Mesmerising like a siren hymn,
you are every wish dressed in sin.
Slurring more than just my words,
I am blurring the line between a blessing and a curse.
So I won't hold my breath any longer,
I won't overthink every step I take.
I won't wait,
or sit alone in silence.
I want you,
no one else in this world.
Even if I was blind and I stepped wrong,
I hope you can let me love you right.
Feb 16
Feb 16, 2026 at 2:34 PM UTC
I push daily,
Getting out of bed,
Brushing my teeth,
Going to college,
Trying to sleep.
It got tiring,
This cycle never ends,
I lost my face in the mirror,
Don’t even know who I am.
Miss the sky,
Stars shining all over it,
I think to myself sometimes,
Hoping that I will be apart of it,
My light being up there,
To guide the blind.
Feb 8, 2025
Feb 8, 2025 at 1:30 PM UTC
A void inside my chest,
Inside my body I'm a guest.
My reflection is never the same,
Stole even my last name.
Sand drips slower today,
Real boy confined in cold clay.
Watching through a peephole,
Desperate of nothing but
Control.
Jan 27, 2025
Jan 27, 2025 at 3:01 PM UTC
Far from real,
A empty shell of a being,
Suppressing its ****
Many eyes yet blind by all seeing.
A void in its eyes,
Forced to see through lenses,
Human by its lies,
An animal depending on its senses.
Bruised finger tip,
Scattered across different views,
Scraped around the lips,
Broken glass and breath stinks from *****
Head laid back,
Fingers tap the beats of his heart,
Notebook and a Jack,
Dead besides what once he called art.
Jan 22, 2025
Jan 22, 2025 at 11:42 AM UTC
I need it,
I crave this feeling,
More than smoking or drinking,
The feeling of being seen,
Of being loved,
Cared for...
I need it,
I crave this feeling,
More than anything on earth,
More than money or drugs,
That feeling makes me alive,
Like no other...
I need it,
But do I deserve it..?
Did I do enough for it..?
Was I good enough..?
Smart enough,
Beautiful enough,
Wealthy enough...
I need it,
Use me,
Break me,
Tear me,
Throw me away,
Just say it one more time...
Look in my eyes,
Hug me,
Love me.
Jan 21, 2025
Jan 21, 2025 at 12:53 PM UTC