vanadiumsykes - Hello Poetry

I reached for your hand You already slipped away like smoke from a pipe.

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May 24, 2016

May 24, 2016 at 9:24 AM UTC

I reached for your hand You already slipped away like smoke from a pipe.

I stare at my laptop screen waiting for ideas to form in my head Emotions are coming but my words can’t be contained Hatred, disgust, betrayal swirled like the storm My heart and my brain needs some reform One question was stuck in my mind, Why do they make you feel important but still leave you behind? I asked myself “Was being with me just a game?” Why do people find it hard to remain? I have the right to ask specially when I’ve given them parts of me Parts that I shared though I know I will need them eventually Gave them shards of my heart though it was broken, My encouragements, my kind words were my love’s token. You know, these heartbreaks may come anywhere, everywhere- Your mom, your dad, your aunt, your pet, your best friend They could all leave you in the middle of nowhere The sad thing is, even in their minds, you could find yourself dead. To prevent this, follow my one and only rule. Don’t get attached Don’t tie the string if they’re going to loosen it up and leave. Don’t build bridges to reach them when they haven't done anything to be with you. Don’t get attached for in the end they would all leave you You're going to be alone with your thoughts and feelings Feelings that seem so strong but no one cared for You'll just pity yourself like never before.

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May 24, 2016

May 24, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC

Rule # 1

I stare at my laptop screen waiting for ideas to form in my head Emotions are coming but my words can’t be contained Hatred, disgust, betrayal swirled like the storm My heart and my brain needs some reform One question was stuck in my mind, Why do they make you feel important but still leave you behind? I asked myself “Was being with me just a game?” Why do people find it hard to remain? I have the right to ask specially when I’ve given them parts of me Parts that I shared though I know I will need them eventually Gave them shards of my heart though it was broken, My encouragements, my kind words were my love’s token. You know, these heartbreaks may come anywhere, everywhere- Your mom, your dad, your aunt, your pet, your best friend They could all leave you in the middle of nowhere The sad thing is, even in their minds, you could find yourself dead. To prevent this, follow my one and only rule. Don’t get attached Don’t tie the string if they’re going to loosen it up and leave. Don’t build bridges to reach them when they haven't done anything to be with you. Don’t get attached for in the end they would all leave you You're going to be alone with your thoughts and feelings Feelings that seem so strong but no one cared for You'll just pity yourself like never before.

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Your touch is fire, my body a forest. Together we burn, we touch and turn. The night is young, our hands roam everywhere. Hearts palpitating, -desire waking. Silk blouse now gone, body at your dispense. Skirt is now lifted, how talented. Your mouth is breeze, gives me foreign shivers. Taking me higher, makes me quiver. Nibbled my neck, pure lustful ecstacy. -You found the sweet spot, showing no mercy. Blows continue, you show me your skills. Intertwined our hands, while our tongues dance. Your body is heaven, my piece of wonderland. You pulled my hair, taking me there. You own my body, willfully surrender. Pushing it harder, I slowly shudder. The light's now out, Warm body against mine. Lay with me and rest, sweet valentine.

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May 24, 2016

May 24, 2016 at 9:20 AM UTC

You

Your touch is fire, my body a forest. Together we burn, we touch and turn. The night is young, our hands roam everywhere. Hearts palpitating, -desire waking. Silk blouse now gone, body at your dispense. Skirt is now lifted, how talented. Your mouth is breeze, gives me foreign shivers. Taking me higher, makes me quiver. Nibbled my neck, pure lustful ecstacy. -You found the sweet spot, showing no mercy. Blows continue, you show me your skills. Intertwined our hands, while our tongues dance. Your body is heaven, my piece of wonderland. You pulled my hair, taking me there. You own my body, willfully surrender. Pushing it harder, I slowly shudder. The light's now out, Warm body against mine. Lay with me and rest, sweet valentine.

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The day I died Was full of unsent letters And unsaid goodbyes Full of longing, Tears in my eyes. He turned his back, Strong hands reached for the door **** Morning breeze blowing Ready to leave, Not even speaking. The day I died Was full of life long regrets And lasting moments. Years of waiting, Mournful laments. Never returned, Those strong hands now somewhere else. His heart now beating- Time may have passed, I’m still wanting. The day I died Was full of haunting nightmares, And barrel of tears. No dark shadow, My deepest fears. Just memories, Strong hands I will never touch. You’re always in here- Never forget, Will wait many years.

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Apr 6, 2016

Apr 6, 2016 at 9:01 AM UTC

The Day I Died

The day I died Was full of unsent letters And unsaid goodbyes Full of longing, Tears in my eyes. He turned his back, Strong hands reached for the door **** Morning breeze blowing Ready to leave, Not even speaking. The day I died Was full of life long regrets And lasting moments. Years of waiting, Mournful laments. Never returned, Those strong hands now somewhere else. His heart now beating- Time may have passed, I’m still wanting. The day I died Was full of haunting nightmares, And barrel of tears. No dark shadow, My deepest fears. Just memories, Strong hands I will never touch. You’re always in here- Never forget, Will wait many years.

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Hugs for sanity Plea for help Swollen eyes waking Need you in bed Not for *** But for ********** I would smile Take me back darling Laughs for mask Pretend its good Eyes still swollen Need your touch Not for love Just to feel warmth I’d still smile Want to be in your heart Words for wounds Cuts too deep Head now pounding Sing me to sleep Not for affection Just to survive Now I would laugh Bleeding in bath Box for home Bringer of peace Eyes now closed Pray for me please Not for salvation But for penance No more laughs On-going cremation

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Apr 4, 2016

Apr 4, 2016 at 10:38 AM UTC

Stages and End

Hugs for sanity Plea for help Swollen eyes waking Need you in bed Not for *** But for ********** I would smile Take me back darling Laughs for mask Pretend its good Eyes still swollen Need your touch Not for love Just to feel warmth I’d still smile Want to be in your heart Words for wounds Cuts too deep Head now pounding Sing me to sleep Not for affection Just to survive Now I would laugh Bleeding in bath Box for home Bringer of peace Eyes now closed Pray for me please Not for salvation But for penance No more laughs On-going cremation

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Your deep stare unveils the secrets I have kept for so long Every flick of your eye strips me down to my bra and thong Naked and raw, I find it hard to lie My scars, my imperfections become the apple of your eye Now you see the reason I won’t tell my dad that my mom is cheap and easy That every Friday night she hides in another man’s blanket while he is busy -With workloads of paper he has to finish to bring home money Yes, he was less of a husband but he was a provider than any of her men could ever be. You told me I should free myself from what I know But this is the only family I have, I have nowhere else to go. Now you see the reason that I let the guy- the only guy I loved -find his way out of my life and build new memories with a new crowd It’s because he was unhappy, and she was the only thing that could make him feel good. That is why I set him free, like every true lover would. I felt so broken, you told me that this I shouldn’t regret But I am always hoping that one day he’d end up with me instead. Your deep words echo into my unwavering soul Making love to my mind, sending me to an ******** fantasy Slicing my insides like a dull knife, making my head go crazy Piercing through every vain, making me remember that I am living in regret Every whisper lingers in my head and makes me want to take a bullet But without your words, I know I’d still end up dead. With those words, you told me once that I am a woman of independence -that I imbibe strength of character But every wall I built you managed to tear down and shatter You make me fall short and I even surrender You uncover my secrets faster than I learn them, in my mind you create a mayhem. A giant twister of ideas I could put into paper but before I even put it, you’ve already read them. As I run out of ideas, I remembered the way you looked at me Like I was a piece of deep and emotional poetry Captivating and enchanting yet full of misery, That moment your eyes were so skeptic but kind, Making me confused or am I just blind? Blind from all the hints you’ve dropped, Deaf to the sound of my heart Numb from all the emotional beatings You expose my body and my soul, you take me willingly as a whole I’ll let you take everything though only a piece was left I’ll let you lust for me, please make me lose my breath. As I end this poem, I want to make you feel the same way. I want to make you give in to the pleasure-ride with me in the storm A storm that started the moment you stripped me out of every piece of my clothing Now, let me be the one to take yours off and see you blushing I’ll uncover every inch of your secrets, expose your every desire I want to see if you could handle this raging fire But deep inside I know you’d have the control in our little bedroom game And I ‘d still be the one who’s tied in your bedpost frame.

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Apr 3, 2016

Apr 3, 2016 at 12:57 AM UTC

Unveil me

Your deep stare unveils the secrets I have kept for so long Every flick of your eye strips me down to my bra and thong Naked and raw, I find it hard to lie My scars, my imperfections become the apple of your eye Now you see the reason I won’t tell my dad that my mom is cheap and easy That every Friday night she hides in another man’s blanket while he is busy -With workloads of paper he has to finish to bring home money Yes, he was less of a husband but he was a provider than any of her men could ever be. You told me I should free myself from what I know But this is the only family I have, I have nowhere else to go. Now you see the reason that I let the guy- the only guy I loved -find his way out of my life and build new memories with a new crowd It’s because he was unhappy, and she was the only thing that could make him feel good. That is why I set him free, like every true lover would. I felt so broken, you told me that this I shouldn’t regret But I am always hoping that one day he’d end up with me instead. Your deep words echo into my unwavering soul Making love to my mind, sending me to an ******** fantasy Slicing my insides like a dull knife, making my head go crazy Piercing through every vain, making me remember that I am living in regret Every whisper lingers in my head and makes me want to take a bullet But without your words, I know I’d still end up dead. With those words, you told me once that I am a woman of independence -that I imbibe strength of character But every wall I built you managed to tear down and shatter You make me fall short and I even surrender You uncover my secrets faster than I learn them, in my mind you create a mayhem. A giant twister of ideas I could put into paper but before I even put it, you’ve already read them. As I run out of ideas, I remembered the way you looked at me Like I was a piece of deep and emotional poetry Captivating and enchanting yet full of misery, That moment your eyes were so skeptic but kind, Making me confused or am I just blind? Blind from all the hints you’ve dropped, Deaf to the sound of my heart Numb from all the emotional beatings You expose my body and my soul, you take me willingly as a whole I’ll let you take everything though only a piece was left I’ll let you lust for me, please make me lose my breath. As I end this poem, I want to make you feel the same way. I want to make you give in to the pleasure-ride with me in the storm A storm that started the moment you stripped me out of every piece of my clothing Now, let me be the one to take yours off and see you blushing I’ll uncover every inch of your secrets, expose your every desire I want to see if you could handle this raging fire But deep inside I know you’d have the control in our little bedroom game And I ‘d still be the one who’s tied in your bedpost frame.

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