Oft do I find myself
Stumbling at the door
Leading to the memories
That I shut myself from
Oft do I think
To turn the **** over; rather trigger
Let the memories explode through
Pierce through me ; devouring until I'm no more
Oft do I think
Why I contain em anyhow
Since either way it kills
On either side of the door
Keeping them put on one side
Hole in heart bothers quite more
Feels empty and restless
This abyss consumes whole
Whilst letting em run on one side
Brings urge to feels, see, hear her
Failing ; this slowly kills from inside out
This pain I feel more
THOUGH oft do I think
Passing out whilst reminiscing
Would me much more sweeter
Than passing out with
Feelings
Shut
Nov 25, 2013
Nov 25, 2013 at 12:11 PM UTC
These little moments that always bring
little feelings which crave her sight
moments which bring her words back
that crave her voice so stirring
always her words so beguilingly deceitful
bring sight back stirring deceitful despair
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 10:40 AM UTC
oft do I wonder
how tiniest of the things
can make biggest of the difference
lit a smile on the face ; of someone you care
and how sometimes these tiny things
can bring about despair
and hope that stings
oft do i
wonder
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 3:33 PM UTC
with the silence ill confess the truth
bound within the crooked lips for it lies
drenching away the slightest of the ruth
stuttering unspoken words
echoing silent cries
gushing blood
heart shook
Reckless
Tries
Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 4:52 AM UTC
since the enchanted dream
In the night i saw
my insides are twitching
craving to draw
the exquisite meadow
luxuriant with wonders
cumulus clouds
narrowing in row
whence the water
Hastily sprang
hushing rapids
melodiously sang
prismatic reflection deceitfully shifts
the way the birds chanted in bliss
crimson sky
vibrant pattern it formed
beguiling wind
something it want
left me wonderstruck
rolling in stream
I glided the fall
ended the dream
Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 8:58 AM UTC
swooshed the wind right through me
as bleakly whispered in my ear
the unspoken muzzy words
left my stun as they steer
for now I knew something
I knew not before
as I saw the utmost ray of hope
consumed by the darkness
craving for more
such was its haste
mollifying the very urge
just like sun relieves its ray
right at its verge
Jun 18, 2013
Jun 18, 2013 at 2:13 PM UTC
For a single glimpse of your face
sickly this heart craves
Dear falling in love with you
Has put me in a sickness so grave
sired by your mesmerizing eyes
spellbound by your ravishing smile
dear this heart thinks of no one else
will do anything to light that smile
the unforgettable moment,
the very first sight
when I got held by ur exquisite face
dear im still stupefied
by its gravity's might....
still do I think how I fell for you,
the incorrigible thirst to be by your side,
developed the moment I saw you,
Since then to absorb the gleam of your face,
Dear do I strive,
I cannot simply describe this feeling
dear ur name round my heart looms
will love u till i'm breathing
All I can say is that I'm consumed...
Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 11:27 AM UTC
how happened?
how drove ?
is delusion ??
is love??
none said
none done
face red
heart run
repeated glance
lasting bliss
unknown stance
notional kiss
innocent look
deceitful glare
heart shook
moment rare
feelings heightened
heart numb
eyes stunned
brain dumb
looks exchanged
heart faint
presence staged
sense taint
head rumble
must struggle
feet stumble;
talk plan
all crumbled
gone soon
like wind
left along
feelings bing
Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 12:13 PM UTC
this sick, euphoric feeling
despite destortion is bold
gate to enchanted world unveiling
so intense and cold
that angel throughout the night I've been dreaming
am I oblivious of something?
since even in the limbo ; her mesmeric presence I had been feeling
hovering abruptly with its flaky wings
swooshing tepidly ; gradual and low
even the fragile of its touch stings
so disruptive and slow
showering illusionary dream ;
gentle whispers
kissing with the crimson lips;
firmly clustered
my shriveled face effervescent
her elated aura phosphorescent
sudating through the very pores
deluded ;
was this really a dream
had I not been in a state so worse
suffused
with the prismatic love stream
Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 5:07 AM UTC
harbouring virtuousity, curious to express
exhibiting, she firmly held the pen
to jot down the mystic emotion,
the exquisite dream
oblivious of the mounting stress
pouring
the dissipating words recklessly fading
confused up wit
unable to sought down, the oblivion of sleep
knew not what to indite
unable to contemplate the very dream
but thoughtfully only was such the fuddled sapidness
the psychic images ; a subtle dream
dreary eyes
thirstily awaited
till the very amnesia faded
for the sole muzzy feeling, this the only manifest
suffice the unenviable question
whence crept the feeling?
whence the love aviate?
where rested the answer?
sudden diaphanous streak
stroke sorely to the pounding wit
paralyzing her for the moment being
the sudden egest
whatever the persistent burden
gone
for now
them thoughts voyaged operosely
beyond the abyssal pupil now dwelt
the glamorous face, snowy heavenly dress..
the very words ; euphoric conversation
lasting gentle tepid touch
that had dourly crept and haunted
throughout the delusive night...
penned down
finally incurred
peace
May 30, 2013
May 30, 2013 at 1:32 PM UTC