I keep going, even on the days I can barely breath,
I keep quiet and I listen carefully to my own needs.
I may not feel joy yet, and that’s okay.
I’m learning to take care of myself, while having nothing to say.
For now, that is enough.
This is my win.
Jun 9, 2025
Jun 9, 2025 at 8:33 PM UTC
Discern my heart as you do my curves
the lines stretched across my hips.
Don't let your lips tell me lies,
just gentle strokes along my thighs.
make me safe, and I'll keep you enamoured
Illuminate my abyss and ignite my desires.
Mar 26, 2024
Mar 26, 2024 at 12:05 AM UTC
His gaze told me
he saw me.
and it told me I had never been seen before
Mar 25, 2024
Mar 25, 2024 at 7:27 PM UTC
Was it really heart break?
Or was it just deeply rooted trauma that he had plucked from within me and laid out to whither?
Nov 8, 2023
Nov 8, 2023 at 9:22 PM UTC
I must be losing my mind
I thought I left you behind
Sep 20, 2023
Sep 20, 2023 at 8:29 PM UTC
You have felt the rays of my immense love;
now shade will feel especially cold.
Mar 13, 2023
Mar 13, 2023 at 10:32 PM UTC
uncertainty sets me ablaze.
I combust and I implode.
Life revises itself and I lose my balance
I am a child again, feeling unsafe, feeling the floor cave in from under me. My arms outstretched, I reach at everyone and everything just to grasp anything. But everything disintegrates from my grip and I slip through the cracks. Broken bones and bruised, but you tell me heal every time.
How?
Jan 24, 2023
Jan 24, 2023 at 11:57 PM UTC
I round on geriatric patients in the psych ward every morning.
Today my patient said something that rattled me to my core. She said,
"Don't ever pluck your eyebrows they're so thick and beautiful,
don't ever change yourself because they'll all tell you to,
I did it...." she trailed off. For a moment, I wondered if she was lucid.
I asked her what she meant, but she began rambling unintelligible words. I couldn't get much else out of her except what little wisdom her old tattered brain could muster up.
Jan 23, 2023
Jan 23, 2023 at 11:36 PM UTC
Seen but have never been heard,
Heard but have never been listened to.
Loved but have never been in love,
Kissed but have never been touched.
Dec 30, 2022
Dec 30, 2022 at 1:37 AM UTC
