She is underneath the willow tree.
A gun in her hand.
She grips it tightly.
She closes her eyes as the wind caresses her cheek.
Her skin so white, so fragile.
She has destroyed it.
The blade of a knife has damaged her.
This life has damaged her more.
With each breath she brought the gun up to her head.
With her own piercing scream she pulled the trigger.
She shattered like glass.
She left behind a ****** note,
“Don’t pretend to care.
Don’t pretend to love me.
Don’t pretend to know me.
Don't pretend that I exist.
Don't pretend.
You never loved me and you never will.
I stare at this moon as I finally write goodbye.
Just look at the moon to remember me."
He found her underneath the willow tree.
He dropped to his knees and held her in his arms crying.
He picked up her gun and said,
"You can't rid of me that easy my love."
With a sad smile on his tear streaked face,
He pulled the trigger and for once..
…The world went deathly silent for this suicidal love
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 5:32 PM UTC
What am I to do without you by my side?
What am I to do without you in my arms tonight?
Every second without you a little bit of me has died.
Can I even make to the morning light?
Empty inside is how I feel without you around.
Please come back to me before i die.
Just give me a whisper, or some type of sound.
I need something to say goodbye.
You're my everything.
You breathe life into me.
Without you here im falling.
I'm falling into death for all eternity.
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 1:02 PM UTC
Nobody cares for her pain inside.
Not even her parents or anyone around.
Every night all she has ever done was cried and cried.
She screams for help but out comes no sound.
The pain she feels is unhidden at night.
Everyone knows what troubles her mind.
Nobody cares about her self-fight.
Because of that I pity what they soon find.
She had given all she could take.
She walked over the edge.
Ignoring her pain was a big mistake.
So she jumped from that ledge.
She took her final breath.
It came to me as no surprise.
Everyone blamed themselves for her death.
You say you're sorry.. that's nothing but lies.
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
I love your personality,
The way you look when you smile.
Your brown eyes are as kind as can be.
We stay up talking for a long while.
Why can't you be mine?
Why must you she do this to me?
They ask whats wrong, I say im fine.
The truth is i want you but that you could never see.
Nov 23, 2015
Nov 23, 2015 at 9:25 PM UTC
The emptyness I feel inside destroys me.
I am unable to feel or to even be.
It's a sad thing to believe.. or to know.
But all I can do is question if I have a soul.
What has happened to who I once had been.
That person, I hguess, has been filled with so much sin.
Sep 7, 2015
Sep 7, 2015 at 2:37 PM UTC
There is darkness in everything I see.
It seems to surround me.
Everywhere I go, it stays by my side.
What's wrong with my mind, I may never know.
All I ask is for you to take my hand and never let go.
This darkness, this evil, tries to tear me apart.
I this to let it succeed, to let it steal my sanity.
I do not ask for your pity.
Just to not abandon me.
I will not let this darkness win.. because
This is my battle and this is my sin
Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 11:34 AM UTC
I sit here wondering what to write.
My inspiration has been destroyed.
I don't know what to even feel.
Its been 75 days and I still don't miss you.
I should've mourned and cried but I didn't.
I should've felt guilt but I didnt.
I remember every torturing second and it does not faze me.
I remember your glassy eyes staring at me.
I remember watching your tiny soul leaving your body.
Yet I feel nothing.
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 4:22 PM UTC
I sit here wondering what to write.
My inspiration has been destroyed.
I don't know what to even feel.
Its been 75 days and I still don't miss you.
I should've mourned and cried but I didn't.
I should've felt guilt but I didn't.
I remember every torturing second and it does not faze me.
I remember your glassy eyes staring at me.
I remember watching your tiny soul leaving your body.
Yet I feel nothing.
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC
I miss the happiness you seemed to bring.
I loved you with every bit of my heart.
you were my everything.
now I'm completely torn apart.
I'm left here broken and afraid.
afraid that this is all a reality.
afraid that this nightmare won't fade.
afraid that when I open my eyes there won't be any part of you to see.
I wish I could see you again.
I wonderful.. what if that didn't happen to you?
I wonder how life could've been.
I don't even ******* know what to do..
I killed you and it completely destroyed me.
I didn't mean to cause you harm or pain.
I was mentally shut down but you practically set me free.
..but now my heart is once again sorrowful like the rain.
Jul 23, 2015
Jul 23, 2015 at 8:17 AM UTC
nothing can quite match your radiant beauty.
nobody can make me quite as happy.
only you can, make me smile.
for you I'd walk 1,000 miles.
you brighten my day because you're my morning star.
you'll be in my heart no matter where you are.
you are my everything and so much more.
when you showed up you ended my inner war.
if that doesn't show you how I feel.
then I will just tell you what's real.
I love you with my heart, soul, and body.
and forever that will always be.
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC