you’re my favorite chemical reaction
Apr 10, 2025
Apr 10, 2025 at 5:19 AM UTC
you lie as a disguise
and want me to love the mask I see
when I claw to reveal
the scars always end up on me
you kiss my war wounds
after my trample under yo feet
you scrape my tears
then plate them n serve em back to me
Aug 31, 2024
Aug 31, 2024 at 1:42 AM UTC
I see The Most High in you
yo demons hate that. . .
Jan 12, 2024
Jan 12, 2024 at 1:43 AM UTC
most times,
I’m without words
without emotions
mute and frozen
reoccuring spurts of sadness
strikes me
and my heart becomes burden and heave
see, no one is more disappointed in me than me
I know that
no one hates me more than I hate myself
I show that
still, somehow
it’s a sick satisfaction I relish when my worse enemy glares back at me everyday
May 4, 2022
May 4, 2022 at 12:01 AM UTC
he swallows me in his arms at night
and wears me when he’s most vulnerable
In honor,
I clothe him
unbeknownst to him
while he sleeps
the angels and I meet
and we celebrate him
Oct 11, 2021
Oct 11, 2021 at 9:35 PM UTC
it all ends with the inevitable, you hating me in the end.
Sep 26, 2020
Sep 26, 2020 at 10:14 PM UTC
*Why, even, start something so beautiful...when it’s going to end so ugly?
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Jul 21, 2020
Jul 21, 2020 at 3:05 AM UTC
Painting with a twist
Paint me with your kiss
Stroke me with your brush
Stroke me till I blush
Oil me in your pastels
Your lavenders soothes me well
Hang me on your wall
Until you’re ready to use me...
again
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Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 10:19 PM UTC
My thoughts alone arrest me
Your fresh iron bars fills my vicinity &
it protects me
from my anxious flights
I fight with
with my back against the wall
and an uncontrollable tremble
my body rains this dew of unwavering terror
uncertaint
thoughts of errors
forms theses arrows
and I follow them to my demise
but if he opens this cage
and I can see further than my eyes
I may just as well
walk to my own ****** suicide
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Dec 31, 2017
Dec 31, 2017 at 2:56 AM UTC