if i was given three wishes, the first would be to forget every word he's ever said.
the next would be for my parents, even though they haven't gotten everything right.
the last would be eternal happiness for everyone else, because mine would be attained with the first.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 11:03 PM UTC
loving you has caused me the most hurt in my short life, but somehow i can't bring myself to stop.
all of the other pain has come and gone, but you have been a constant since the day you entered my mind.
it hasn't all been bad, loving you. some days my feelings put me on top of the world.
but others i'm at the bottom of the ocean because i am just another fish in your sea of lies.
loving you has shaped me into who i am, but i still don't know if that is good or bad.
if given the chance to do it all again, i hope it hurts you to know i'm not sure if i would let you in again.
Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 11:01 PM UTC
it was always a competition
between you and myself
to see who could win the most
be most liked
and have the most.
but then one day
i realized you never mattered
and it was just a competition
between me and myself.
because half of me
hated who i was
and the other half
simply wanted to be happy.
you were never in the equation
and it took too long for me to see
that it was never about you
and always about me.
Apr 21, 2015
Apr 21, 2015 at 3:38 PM UTC
1
Modern love is that which comes much
To those who do not wish to feel
The shocking nature of its touch
Upon which it does not seem real.
2
Those who find despair in the dark
Will never taste another’s love
Until they find and hear the lark
As he sings his praise to the dove.
3
It arrives quicker than you think
But it can leave you just as fast.
Fate lives and dies swift like a wink;
Like a crowded room, it won’t last.
4
She knows that true love is a storm.
Two perfect souls do rarely meet
Before the world makes them conform
And their connection takes its fleet.
5
It takes too much to join two parts,
So love lives in a middle state,
(Still, Love depends on our two hearts)
And if it passes, all will wait.
6
But when the giddy heaven wins
Against the torn down Earthly smoke,
Two become one and so begins
A bond like the earth to Oak.
7
When paths so destined do both meet,
And Fate takes this round’s victory,
That love will flourish as concrete
In all the world’s supremacy.
8
Therefore Love which holds them near
And defies the odds of poor Fate,
Is rare as when the night is clear
And will for none a lifetime wait.
Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 12:34 AM UTC
fate is a funny thing.
all these years, i thought it was on my side.
i thought it had my back, and would bring us together some day.
but that day came, and we lost each other.
fate didn't even give us a chance to be beautiful together.
we were right there next to each other, but somehow we missed it.
we missed the moment that they talk about in the movies,
when you see someone and suddenly your entire world changes.
we missed it, all because fate wasn't on our side.
and now we'll go our separate ways and probably never get a second try,
because fate is telling us we would never work out anyways.
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 8:35 PM UTC
It's 12 AM and my brother is playing guitar,
And wishing that his ex was still his girlfriend.
It's 12 AM and I'm writing this poem,
thanking God that she is not longer his burden.
Sometimes the world works in odd ways,
And the people around us see clearer than we do.
This is what my brother is experiencing for the first time,
Because he is heart broken and I have never been happier for him.
God is upstairs pulling the strings,
Knowing us better than we can ever hope to know ourselves.
And we should take every big change as a message
From above that we need to venture down another path.
Because sometimes happiness and bliss
Are in the last place we would ever look ourselves.
It's 12 AM and I am thanking the world for saving my brother
Even though he does not know it yet.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC
1. Write. Write until your hand hurt and your brain gives out. This is what makes you happy.
2. When you're 18, a boy is going to kiss you for the very first time, and you're not gonna like it. This is because he is not the right one for you.
3. It's okay to watch 5 episodes of a TV show in one day. These are the days that you will never remember, but they are also the days that will keep you sane.
4. That girl you call your best friend; she's going to betray you. And it is your choice to forgive her or not.
5. Your real best friend is your brother, because he has always had your back, and you will always have his.
6. No matter how sad and lonely and worthless you feel, none of the bad things you think are true. You are worth more than the bad days.
7. Your high school graduation will not be what you want it to be. And you will never be okay with that. But it's okay to not be okay with the way the world works sometimes.
8. The friends you make in your first semester of college will outweigh 90% of the people you have met up until then, and that it absolutely okay.
9. Your mom is better than you have ever given her credit for, and you will realize this more and more each year.
10. Wait for him. Wait for the guy that will sweep you off your feet from the very first glance. Do not settle. Ever.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
i wonder if it's true that people fall in love in the weirdest ways
because i have imagined you falling in love with me too many ways to count
and each one has a different story and a different scenario
none of which will ever happen
but i keep imagining it because i know how much i could love you
and i know how perfect we could be if you would just follow my script
but then i think about how real love doesn't have to be forced
it just happens
so maybe one day you'll see me and you'll realize
that no one will ever be more perfect for you then me
and then maybe i'll believe that love happens every day
rather than just in the stories and poems i write about you
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 12:00 PM UTC
You are a star that will never burn out. Your flame will never be dim or washed out by others. You are the brightest star in the sky and you will always burn in my heart, but I will always be just another planet that revolves around you, trying to get closer day by day.
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC