i miss writing so much
pouring my thoughts
loving writing
i've lost you and
now i found you
Sep 3, 2021
Sep 3, 2021 at 1:39 AM UTC
every day i always find a reason to live
but it seems like
every day i was given a reason to end it
Jan 31, 2021
Jan 31, 2021 at 8:46 PM UTC
that i forget you
**** me so hard
that i never look back on you
**** me so hard
that tomorrow
i’ll forget myself too
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 12:33 PM UTC
and when you think about love
you need not worry
to speak your language
for that someone could simply
understand you
no translations needed
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 7:16 AM UTC
you see my *******
but what i want you to see
is what lies beyond the
skin and ribcage
i want you to see
my heart
and how it yearns for
the admiration of who i am
and not what you see
your fingers pull my hair
but you never seem to reach out
to the mind thats endlessly
aching for you to remember
that i am not an object
made for pleasure
i am human with a mind and soul.
but you’ll see my *******
you’ll remember the scent of my hair
you’ll touch me in places
that will only give you
a moment of satisfaction
and never a lifetime of contentment
you will finger me and have me wrapped around you
you will admire me endlessly,
whispering sweet nothings
like you're used to saying them
but will you see me the same way
when the morning touches the sheets?
will you kiss me good morning
and tell my eyes the beauty they behold?
this, i think
as i yearn for your warmth
that has become non-existent
when you left me alone in bed.
the bed that was once our heaven has become my hell.
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 11:35 AM UTC
is my conscience
then
who’s listening?
Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 10:14 AM UTC
it was said that we are more closer to 2050 than we are to 1990. It has the same gap of 30 years and yet both have a different feel towards each other. the past seems so far off because it had lacked what the future only had: hope.
yesterday seemed forgotten but tomorrow was an endless thought. what was done before could never be changed. the things we are about to do hereafter could still be.
now where was the concept of now? it is not forgotten nor is it a thought. it is just “now”. no thoughts no lingering feeling. it is now. and perhaps that is why we dont think about what happens. we think about now.
and that is what we should focus on.
now.
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 10:39 AM UTC
the mind is a restless soul. it speaks and it listens.
but it will never feel. that is why it is restless.
the mind cannot know contentment. it cannot know satisfaction. it could only resent but it could never forgive.
the mind is a restless soul. it speaks and it listens.
but the mind could never tell what the heart only knows.
Dec 28, 2020
Dec 28, 2020 at 10:38 AM UTC
are you afraid of commitment?
or
are you just afraid
of wasting your time?
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 7:04 AM UTC
do they make you swoon?
do you sigh at the sight of them?
do you think of them often?
are they a part of your prayers?
do you like their smile?
would you want to see their smile?
do you stare at their eyes?
is your worth not being judged?
does it make you think of other people to replace?
do they make you smile?
do they reciprocate what you feel?
are they open-minded?
do they make you love love?
do they make you feel different?
and lastly,
they dont make you question about love.
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 7:01 AM UTC