In a hot room surrounded
by incandescent lights
a buzz of the karaoke machine
drowning the sound of your voice.
There's a fuzz to the words you sing.
There's a tv that makes you glow from behind
And when the lights are off, I can only see your lines.
In this hot room, I am engulfed
unaware I join your sonnet
The air that fills my lungs is shared
as the words come for a second,
The chained air connected us.
As soon as I exhale, the moment is over
The lights hurt my eyes, and suddenly
I know for certain it's cold in the room.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 3:57 PM UTC
I walked by our hometown.
The chills ran through my hands
as the soft fabric of the clothing
met the cold hanger.
Leaving that store surrounded by
familiar faces I started to see.
I walked as though you were here.
Turned to cross the street looking
for your car as if you still had the same one.
Odd but true, the lights of your house were still on
I wondered if everything is exactly where it should be.
Because as I walked I knew
that the distance and years
could not melt away the next day.
I would go to San Francisco
just to hear your name.
The most loved stranger I know.
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 1:16 AM UTC
Just in a gallon the smell of you on a shelf,
I have lost the way back from that scent,
I have grown and ached from that day,
I have yearned for the scent even if I deny it.
It gets me off guard when the elevator
opens and the air fills my
nostrils with you again.
Saying hello to the past
swaying away in an instant
never grasping the truth.
Dec 5, 2024
Dec 5, 2024 at 1:46 PM UTC
she works at 17
watching her mother suffer
watching her sister play
watching the dogs bark
when the kids have had their fun
and the slient day returns
there’s only room for mistake
as she grows older than 17
I remember that age
feeling the paper like sanding paper
and the flies like pigeons inside the house
without money to support the whole family
without a family to support the animals
a dad without a job
a sister without a degree
and maybe her moms dreams were the only thing real
Jun 17, 2024
Jun 17, 2024 at 3:48 AM UTC
Why must god make me beautiful
in the darkest places of my life.
I can’t imagine peace and beauty in one place.
Only melancholy and a glazed face.
Why is that the puffed face
red eyes, and quivering lips
Get the attention of passerby’s in hope i am that art gallery.
why must god make us like pearls in the night.
Taken for granted, and used to bring something to the picture.
Let me go of this horror and let my mind rest and rot.
if all I can be is a well painted canvas, with a hole on the other side.
let it be ugly then ?
for that too is freedom, and beauty cannot be taken for granted without what I feel.
Mar 28, 2024
Mar 28, 2024 at 2:27 AM UTC
Time is a construct.
When there is a certain time that comes.
It obstructs our perception.
We want to run away.
We want to find the exit.
And somehow still bring ourselves in one piece.
I'm in a world that is breaking
my heart.
Mar 23, 2024
Mar 23, 2024 at 12:23 PM UTC
Looking at pictures i saw
what i thought could’ve been me.
I have this exact feeling over and over.
Strangers and passersby
yet i question the sanctity of it all.
A slight hint of difference in the shape, a
slight improvement on the face.
Maybe the way her hair falls.
It runs so deep now,
but how could i have known
i was next to be destroyed inside
by a man that can’t hide his most ugly side.
Feb 27, 2024
Feb 27, 2024 at 3:22 AM UTC
The dust mites like to eat.
The moths like to feast.
I tried to feed them
I tried to give them.
Glory, glory, glory
can you make the gory sight go away?
The mice trickled down my spine
and every time the sound of wet
chewing of paper wrappers under
the counter, I cover my ears.
I can't face the sob story.
You, with your mask, so sly,
Return only when I've said goodbye.
When I'm fine, standing tall and true,
You reappear, like a ghost, out of the blue.
Feb 1, 2024
Feb 1, 2024 at 5:49 PM UTC
I just want to look into the sun
sinking down.
many people want run
striking down.
I just want to wake up to sun
hear the fabulist sing
and maybe know I understand.
I just want to walk around the sun.
I've been thinking about cycling.
Jan 31, 2024
Jan 31, 2024 at 9:03 PM UTC
I tried again to tie my shoes
I tried to not get them in the mud
and I tried to be the one to tidy the sole
but all over again I notice it's the same pair I've been wearing for so long.
Jan 16, 2024
Jan 16, 2024 at 11:07 AM UTC
