Everyday I fall more in love with you
and everyday you play me like the fool that I am.
And yet, for some reason, I believe that tomorrow will be different.
Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC
This pain is too much for me to handle.
My chest squeezes my heart in a way that makes it impossible to breathe.
I miss you, oh God I miss you.
Jun 7, 2017
Jun 7, 2017 at 10:07 PM UTC
I loved you, oh how very much I loved you,
and I can tell you that with every waking breath that I breathe
but you will never believe me.
All you've chosen to remember is the day I left you.
You seem to have forgotten that I was always there for you,
until the day came that I grew old of you always pushing me away.
I gave you every piece of my heart.
It was only until you took everything and I was left with nothing that I realized
I needed someone willing to build me up, not tear me down.
Oh how I love you
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 9:38 AM UTC
I was a moth.
Drawn to your flame, yet unable to get close without feeling the searing pain you’d inflict upon me each time.
And yet, I could never stay away.
However,
there came a time in which I learned to instead bask in the sweet nectar of another.
And it was then that I finally became appealing to you.
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 9:25 AM UTC
It hangs above my head as though a chandelier anticipating its collapse. And at every moment of my life that I believe I may have moved from underneath it, my thoughts are brought back under its grasp to serve my constant fear.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 6:33 PM UTC
In the time that I had believed you were angry with me, never once did I consider the possibility that all along it was you mad at yourself.
And since that day I’ve made my hugs a little tighter, for I realized just how broken you truly are. And maybe, just maybe i’ll hold you long enough to glue your pieces back together.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 6:25 PM UTC
You knew I was crying yet you chose to leave.
You knew I was angry and you blamed me for it.
You knew I was afraid and you showed me no comfort.
You knew I was happy yet you managed to bring me down.
I knew you were crying so I chose to stay.
I knew you were angry and I understood.
I knew you were afraid and I encouraged you.
I knew you were happy so I did everything to keep you that way.
You knew I was broken yet you threw me to the ground.
I knew you were broken so I held you tight.
I loved you, yet was shown no love in return.
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 10:36 PM UTC
"I love you"
One of the hardest things for me to say to you.
Not because I'm shy,
but because I'm not necessarily sure it's true.
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 10:26 PM UTC
I surrender to this darkness,
that seems to be my life.
I sink deep into this madness
that kills me like a knife.
I withdraw from those around me
to give time to heal my heart
For if what I've become, you were to see
we'd surely drift apart.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 9:05 PM UTC
I hold on tight
but you push me away.
You want me to leave
but I choose to stay.
I want to fight through this
but you think we should quit.
You want to give up
for a wall we have hit.
You're no longer the one
that makes me smile.
You'll forget who I am
in just a short while
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 8:27 PM UTC