if i remember who You are
and all You can do
i need not worry because my life is in Your hands
and You have written my story
and whatever happens will be for Your glory
nothing i can do will change that
and i trust that You love all You see
and the plan You have will prosper and not harm me
therefore God, help me never forget
as all i do has already been set
tors
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 8:23 PM UTC
how could i go from not caring
to this overwhelming feeling of inadequacy
so quickly
its all fallen apart
and the only thing getting me through
is that there's someone helping me pick up the pieces
Sep 10, 2016
Sep 10, 2016 at 12:20 AM UTC
maybe the reason i cannot write
is in having someone to confide in completely
i lost the need to put pen to paper
because everything has already been said
Aug 31, 2016
Aug 31, 2016 at 3:29 AM UTC
i want to write
i want to write so i can empty my brain from all the unnecessary thoughts
so i can look back tomorrow or next week or in a decade
(with you next to me)
and remember how i felt
feel
now
but i cant
there are too many words
too many thoughts
too many events
too many emotions
that nothing is coherent
and im so spoilt for choice that i dont know what to say
tors
Jul 28, 2016
Jul 28, 2016 at 12:00 AM UTC
i can see the secrets in your eyes
as you probe for mine
what you claim to despise
you say will come out in good time
why do you get to hold back
is there something wrong with me
that justifies your lack
just tell me who you want me to be
because ultimately
if you were to share
the doubt of your intentions
will no longer be there
tors
Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 3:44 AM UTC
our actions reflect our feelings
i dont hide it anymore
and it seems that
neither do you
why then are we in this limbo
when you can change everything
while i 'know'
the flicker of uncertainty
is bound to grow
please catch it before it becomes a fire
tors
Jul 16, 2016
Jul 16, 2016 at 10:41 PM UTC
i look around and i see
heartbreak
the honeymoon phase is just that
a phase
and divorce is more common than ever
til death do us part be ******
i don't want to become a statistic of another failed marriage
i don't ever want to lose that spark
i may be naive,
ignorant
of the 'inevitable'
but i never want to love you with any less passion than i do now
yet you pushed me to
and i don't know if i can be with someone who's okay with that
tors
Jul 3, 2016
Jul 3, 2016 at 12:27 AM UTC
are my inferences logical
or am i stitching innocent gestures together
you're getting in my head
and i don't know whether you put yourself there on purpose
tors
Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 10:38 PM UTC
my self control is failing
those tiny moments of happiness have been prioritized over the hours of analysis and regret
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 12:13 AM UTC
when people focus on the world there is pain
You tell us that worldly things do not matter
that they are meaningless
yet we find excuses to make them priorities
why?
for short term gain?
pleasure?
satisfaction?
in reality this lust for more, for better, for best
only causes pain
why is it hard to listen to you God when you are only looking out for us
why, even in knowing this, can i justify that what i want will help me glorify You
because if it were true
i wouldn't need convincing
tors
Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 8:20 PM UTC