Perhaps you introduced me to your mind.
Perhaps you came into my life,
perhaps we became friends
and I loved it.
perhaps you listened.
perhaps I still see your smile.
perhaps I dreamt about you
and it was awesome.
perhaps we touched
and your touch left me some happiness.
perhaps we hugged
and your hug made me relieve.
perhaps you sung for me
in your cheesy voice.
perhaps you made my nights and days
and It felt great.
perhaps I learnt when to say sorry
perhaps you are still beautiful
perhaps we can talk.
Perhaps you made me love again.
perhaps you are happy.
and perhaps,
I am
alive.
-tompoet
Nov 1, 2019
Nov 1, 2019 at 3:53 PM UTC
maybe i am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back.
I met you on sunday
on my way to church
I was happy and fine
and when i saw you
my mounth paused
my recent thoughts closed
my mind dissapeared
until the time you faded.
I held in church
and when the choir started singing
I started thinking
about you
how your beautiful eyes looked me
how your natural black skin made my eyes stuck
how your smile destroyed my mind in seconds
and how i will see u again.
maybe i am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back.
I spent my whole day thinking about you
in my dreams and slumber it was you
more than thirty nights thinking about you
those chats and phone calls in bed
and outside the bed with you
no seen
no late replies
because i needed you
don't tell me that u didn't value that.
maybe i am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back.
all those days i cared about you
those birthday parties i made for you
the smiles and dimples,
I made them grow on your face
the gifts and poems
I made you swing and dance.
don't tell me that you didn't value that.
maybe i am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back
you committed three crimes
One,
you hacked the password to login to the acount of my love
Two,
you stole my whole love
Three
you immersed deeper in my mind.
you made me feel you on every single breath i make
in the morning.
maybe i am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back
I don't care if you love me
I don't care if you understand me
I don't care if you lie to me
or if you wanna go away from me
I don't care what you think
what I know is that
you are the reason that makes me
feel that i am still alive.
maybe I am doing this wrong
but you have to love me back
love me back
love me back
love me back
love me back
love me back
because if you don't...
shshhhhh
[Suffocating]
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 11:20 AM UTC
I am fighting the inner self
i can only fell the smell of devils
I hold my breath
on the tip of my tongue
and pause its rhythm
out there in a grief
that causes my body to shiver
and shake abruptly
as my voice vanishes
like baby teeth.
I am fighting the inner self
with much sorrow and pain
i wish for a save
but what's coming is rain
GOD please listen
and help me
break these chains.
Jun 11, 2019
Jun 11, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
what do i have to say
in this puzzled situation
what do i have to do
if it is destroying my ambition
what do i have to tell
people around me
if they keep asking me what's wrong
if the same question is becoming a greeting
for all the passerby and all human around me
what do i have to tell them
should i lie them
should i tell them that i am ok and fine
should i sit there stoically
pretending not to speak out about my problems
even when they trying bang my head
almost bursting
even when i'm alone in my room
and all i can do is crying
until my tears smear on my cheeks and
front surface of my pillow
i believe that speaking out can help
but i just lost the power to execute
my senses are telling me not to trust anyone
my eyes are only picturing evil things
my thoughts have drowned in negativity
all i can think about is commiting suicide.
i have a family that loves me
i have bestfriends that care about me
i have a sweat lover who promised to
stay by my side
but now i don't need anyone
i just wanna be alone
its all i think it can help
i just feel that i don't wanna live in this lousy world
and all the peoples are becoming annoying to me
i don't even wanna think about them.
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 2:00 PM UTC
so did i
break your heart,
so did i
say something bad,
so did i
let you down,
or i was just not
enough for you?
Apr 19, 2019
Apr 19, 2019 at 8:51 AM UTC
belinda
what can i be able to say?
where should i be stable
and lay
and describe this bae?
my mind is ready
so let me rhyme about this lady
her black elegant eyes
can only make her see
the world as a beautiful place
her brownish black natural skin
cannot make her mind spin
it only makes her voice sound
like vibrant violin
and always make her win.
her natural beauty
with very brilliant face
makes her get ready to embrace
her grace
and know how to reach her
desired place.
behind her smile
there is a kindness style
and when her mind dissapears
her heart make it re-appears
she's not dorinda
or a daughter of chlorinda
her beautiful name is belinda.
Feb 13, 2019
Feb 13, 2019 at 5:41 AM UTC
i know the world
will call you names
that maybe shatters your self-esteem
because you are
a big girl or fat girl
but it doesn't mean
you have big walls
around you
do not mistake your fatness
for kindness
or loneliness
or knowless
or elegance
you are beautiful
believe it
and be confident about it
know that you deserve better
a lover who cares
nice clothes to wear
right to go anywhere
so you don't have to tear
yourself up
because that's unfair
remember you've created in image of God
just go after your dreams
and remember that
you were born to build.
Feb 11, 2019
Feb 11, 2019 at 7:44 AM UTC
if you leave me alone,one day
and your mind takes another way
your heart reminds you not to delay
and your feet tells you not to stay,
i don't know what i will say
maybe i will scream like yebabaweee
if you ever push me away
and you opt to run away
my eyes will become a river of much tears
and they will stack where they will smear
your beatiful words will never leave my ears
i will fell my spine cracking like gears
and my arms will be shivering with fear.
if our ways turn black
and our relationship seems no coming back
our memories will never leave my mind
such beautiful symphonies of super kind
they'll never be blown in me with wind
because
you have immersed deeper in the entire me
i will have no chance to stop
the lovely you
over
the haunted me.
Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 2:16 PM UTC
I am circled with awesome seeming symphonies
L ying my mind that nothing's special
O wing my heart an apology for these feelings
V ery hard to stop these
E mpty beautiful nothings
Y awning,overthinking,loosing sleep
O h God plz make me have some strength
U hmm strength,power and confidence.
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 1:38 AM UTC
If what i loved
Was loving you,
If what i wanted was only you
If all my pretedings was for
You to love me back
If my hands were there only to
Touch you
If my ways became lousy
Fighting for you
If you were the only light in my
Puzzled paths
If my thoughts were always about you
If only you knew my stealths
If the kind you, made me fall in deeper
And immerse yourself in my veins
Then,
Why did you leave me?
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 10:38 AM UTC