I told myself
I'll change for you
No more smoke,
No more honey
But I ask if you
In my folly
A Christ girl like you
Make me jolly
Come on baby,
Just one night
All I ask
Is that you lay on me
But I know that's foolish
You're too good for me
So I beg, beg I do
That you do this:
One finger on me
And you'll set me free
It'll be a new kind of high
Set my world on fire
I'll stop, I promise
I'll stop, I swear
That today
I'll stop
No more drinks
No more smoke
Is what you ask
That's not hard
Because it's you
Yes you, I'll hold on
And yeah, I did use yesterday
But it starts now
Because I'm trying,
I'm really trying
To change my ways
And set myself for you bae
Ok...maybe just one more
Please, baby let me have one more
All I ask is that I get
Is one more high
Besides, I pleaded
That you touch me
But no, you just want me
To have misery
So please, yes please
Let me set free
Because only my devices
Give me life
I said you're my wife
But you ran away
What a spite
You said, and I recall clearly
"Change your ways
Put it down
Stop punishing me
For your sins.
Because I grieve,
I grieve that you'll be him
The man God promised me
Because I don't recognize you."
Come on baby,
Just one finger
Is all I need
To be set free
Just give me, yes give me
What I need, because
I need you, and you only
To give me wings
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:22 PM UTC
I almost told a girl
"I think you're pretty."
But then I burnt my tongue
Since when did I cower
Oh pity!
Yes, I said it
Well didn't say it
But she's got
A radiant smile
And eyes that glow
I can't tire from her laugh
It gives me strength
I'm entangled in a thousand
No a million thoughts
When I see her
But my friend is closer
Too close I say
She might be taken
I thought, I swore out loud
I never stood a chance
But it's kinda dumb
She's still my friend
We love each other
But I still dream
That she becomes my lover
Oh Misery!
Have pity!
Why can't someone like her
Kiss me on the lips and say
"You're mine."?
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:20 PM UTC
I look at you
And say,
"Not anymore"
**** it!
You lied and stole
My kindness
And whatever
We were
I'm tired of you
You bring me misery
Besides, you need
Not my pity
Besides, if I left you
You wouldn't bat an eye
Because others
Love you too
So why care anymore?
You'll go off to your tower
And shower your love
To all that care
But me, me!
I wouldn't care
Your love to me
Died yesterday
There was once a time
I thought we only part
When the bomb dropped
And the world caved in
But now! Now!
I don't even hate
I just dislike you
**** I only liked you
Anyways, my misery
I'll try to show pity
But don't expect
Love from me
Why care anyway?
You'll go off to your glass castle
And shower your grace
To all that love you
But me, me!
I wouldn't care
Your love to me
Died yesterday
You have friends,
You have love,
So you definitely
Don't need me anyways
So you
My misery
My misery
Let me breath
**** Why care?!
Why care anyway?
Don't you
See that you hurt me
You'll go off to your capital
Of your golden empire
Shower your love
To all that adore you
But me, me!
I wouldn't care
Your love for me
Died yesterday
And I know,
You'll be fine
So in my love for you
I can not try
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:19 PM UTC
God, I got nothing to do
But let me get one *****
Just one would do
Do do do do
Ohh, I'm nothing
But that's fine
Cause baby
I've got nothing to do
I'm just a loner
Playing videogames
Reading boring manga
All day and night
I got a big room
Just waiting for a crew
And maybe a babe
Yeah, I'm a fool
Ohh, I've got nothing
But really man
What can I
Really do?
I'm always in my room
Doing what healthy boys do
I use myself
Since I can't use you
It's honestly boring
It's really sad
That I got a lot
But no one cares
I can do a lot
Let me prove myself
But you won't care
That's only for you and yourself
Oh, I need nothing
Because, man
I used to having
A little or none
Da de da de da dum
La da da de da dum
La la da le da dum
Hum dum dum dum
Hum... I've got nothing
But my manga, my movies
Zines and games
(But maybe I need a babe)
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:17 PM UTC
As the guns go blazin'
And bombs keep fallin'
I wonder what life was
80 years ago
What time it was
Oh...they hated my black skin
But at least my masters
Fought for freedom,
Peace and love
(How charming)
They go about
In their armored beasts
And instruments of pain
Reigning destruction on
The human race
But now I wonder
What will we do?
This oh so wonderful
Sweet-lovin'
Generation of mine
We dare not think
Of the death of our fellow man
But we crowd ourselves
And beckon forth
To fan the flames
Of war, and death and destruction
The pigs in their ivory towers called
And still call upon generations
To sacrifice, to die
For the country we so love
But I wonder,
I truly wonder
When it really matters
Who will bear the cost
Of our death and misdeeds?
Oh, women shall cry
And men of iron shed a tear
Daughters too
For there goes our sons, our brothers
And lovers
To death they now knew
And I wonder what they'll do
When I join them very soon
What can I do?
I'm just a tool , yes a tool
A government mule
And yet I raise my banner
And I march on, I really do
AK in one hand, a machete in the other
On the beach, in the air, in the city
In the jungle, the snow and sands
At the highest peaks
And lowest valleys
In tundra and in heat
I say truly to my country,
"It's an honor to die for you."
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:16 PM UTC
I remember that night
It was full of light
People laughed
And I smiled
You walk to me
A shining smile
Ear to ear
A face of tall tales
You took my hand
I looked into your eyes
I was drawn
But then I realized
Your charm, your grace
I was almost entranced
But I knew clearly
This wasn't right
You're too old
I'm too young
But you tried
To force down your tongue
I cried,
Yes I cried,
You leave me,
"You're not mine"
You were too strong
I was too weak
You dragged me
By my pant's seams
We were in bed
Your fingers on me
But oh Lord
I make my plea
She forced me
She told me
No one would care
No one would try
Besides, I'm a guy
She's a gal
If we were tried
They'll say:
"Why didn't you try?
She's just a woman,
You're a fool,
A disgrace"
I'm not her man
I'm not a man
Just some boy
With a broken wing
She was my Lord
She was the Queen
Me? Well...
Just a pleb
So it didn't even matter
Cause why not?
She's reclaiming the power
Her people lost
January 5th,
I walk to my room
Breathing in the cold air
For it will be my last
A rope around my neck
Tears in my eyes
I told the truth,
But they said it was a lie
Now I call Death,
Oh beloved Death
To take me
As her lover
The pain was too much
The insults too many
I'm a man
They say in envy
I shall never fly
I shall never soar
She clipped my wings
My lust, my soul
I breathe my final breath
Lord forgive me,
But after her
I know hell
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:15 PM UTC
His men still,
All at arms,
Young of age
Not readied for all harm.
"Fire the artillery,
Send for the Calvary,
Get them there,
Hold the line!
Die not for yourself,
A simple trade:
Life for eternal glory,
No soul is wasted,
In these fields of death"
He watches, he waits
He thinks, he stumbles
All in vain
As his plans fall the drain
"What now?" they say,
All is lost, none stand,
Great autumn orchids
Stained red
With youthful pride and vigor,
Gone for a pointless dream.
Guiding hand
To earnest and certain doom,
He sits on a throne of corpses,
Wasted genius, wasted effort,
All for naught, all far gone.
Tactician, intellectual,
Butcher, fool
Hero, Angel,
Villain, Devil,
A man of no equal,
A man of all folly,
A leader and a killer,
A man , in his hands
The hopes of nations
And empires,
A man with no where to go,
"There's nothing we can do.",
He says at last,
"Here's my Waterloo ; all is lost.".
As he stands in surrender,
Both flawless general
And flawed man.
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 5:06 AM UTC
I got a new suit
A new Rolex
A new Dodge
For you
A bouquet glowing bright
I had as well a ring
It seemed like gold
It was so bright
But it couldn't compare
To your light
I was ready
To show you a new life
Make you my wife
I said to myself
"I'm gonna make it right."
But then I saw,
That's when I knew
I missed, how sad
I couldn't have you
I didn't even put up a fight
But whatever
I guess
Besides, I said after,
"I'll have a coke,
Cause I'm alone tonight."
At the bar,
Music rang
With sailors in hand
And then I realized
I had no life
I am alone
I am forgotten
But that's alright.
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 5:04 AM UTC
He's just a wallflower
Wilting by the hour
Has no life
And is always sour
He's hooked
He's turned
Can't stop himself
From enjoying it more
That 'it' ?
He is ashamed
Ashamed to talk
Ashamed to say
Degrade himself
Damage himself
Yet he seeks love
He craves feeling
She is not a person
She is an idea
She is perfection
She is an escape
She is his dream
The love he wants
The affection he seeks
A companion he can adore
He spends nights
Looking into nothing
But her light
Her glowing light
He looks at her
As God
And him devil
The shadow to her light
The joy he could have
That he chased her
Sought her
But no avail
He tried, tried
Traversing through
Halls and classrooms
Cafeterias and stories
Lovers lane?
Walks not there
Student Center?
Far from him
It doesn't matter
Who she is
She's his fix
His salvation
She's the reason
His temptation
The purpose of life
And her gone means death
Oh...oh why?
Why won't there be
The one I call she?
One for me
He finally tries,
But she's not his
She's everyone's
And no one's
Lover to me
Lover to you
All have enjoyed her
One way or two
And thus,
He resides in his fate
He will never meet Girl
Before it's too late
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 5:02 AM UTC
Bright, yet far—
Shining light
I hold dear,
A sacred soul.
A guardian ember,
Luminous as it is—
A heavenly beauty
Yet to be seen.
In darkness, I call:
Canopus, Moon, and Sirius—
Only they I adore,
Only them do I long for.
A path I trek
Only I can see.
The stars shine
To guide me.
A lantern, this lantern—
Only it compares
To the starry night
That I yearn for.
That heaven embraces earth,
That light shines
Even when darkness lurks.
For that, I seek
To call peace.
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 5:01 AM UTC