let me forget that you ever said you loved me as you bite my chest and tell me i'm a good girl please spit on me and call me a **** so i can forget about our naked bodies becoming a tangled sweaty mess in our sleep please **** me till i claw at your back and you scream about how much you hurt
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
when you smoke you meet people every day because we are lonely ******* creatures people are looking for a smoke to fill the void in their lungs in their heart in their throat in their soul but more likely looking for someone to keep them company in the ten minutes it takes to breathe in all the toxins
a homeless girl comes up to me all ****** up and puts the cigarette i give her behind her ear
it falls and she stumbles trying to pick it up
are you a leo she says?
yes i am, i say.
i can find leo women anywhere she says. we've seen some **** we're strong, and no man can resist a leo woman.
i finish smoking my cigarette and i feel blessed i feel connected i feel touched in all the right important ways
she's wandering she's lost but she finds the leo women who've been ****** and battered but are still hanging on and we become friends on the side of the road just because of a cigarette
we speak of the men who've touched us in places they shouldn't have and we hug briefly and go on with our days
leo woman you are ****** up on the side of the street with absolutely nothing but a pair of jeans you cut yourself they're uneven. your shoes are falling apart and your hair hasn't been washed in weeks. leo woman you tell me to resist and be strong you're giving me advice to hang on when you have nothing to hang on to.
i am glad the world brought me to you.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:41 PM UTC
maybe being alive is exhausting because
i still wear the clothes i was ***** in and
it takes all my energy to do my laundry
if i swipe right for a man named jesus will he save me?
Apr 7, 2015
Apr 7, 2015 at 8:23 PM UTC
i have lived with you for an entire year but i don't think i have hated someone so much in my entire life
you have seen me every day but you have never studied my body
i have never seen your shadows
i surrendered all of myself but you just cut off a fraction
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 2:43 AM UTC
the moment i realized i Really hated you was when i heard you called me a disgusting feminist
was the moment i realized that you have no respect for my life
or any life besides your own
when i offered myself you gladly took
but never reached in return
i wish my brain could just open up and **** you in
explaining everything i have ever felt but instead
i will stuff my mouth so words won't come out
and i will deal with the pain and pity alone
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 2:41 AM UTC
our bodies are just vessels for our souls and
dorm rooms are not homes
just shelters we pay for
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 11:36 PM UTC
i would like to cover my face with flowers so i am masked with something pleasant
we sleep with pillows between our legs because it mimics the feeling of you (i hope)
you are a touch i have never felt
if i was a flower i would be gifted with every touch
a short beautiful life that gets to crumble away when ready
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
i know the bites on your neck were wrong i was told not to leave traces of my Self
because i do not belong
sorry for screaming your name
(but i guess it was worth it)
when you choked me and said quiet down
the stain on my ******* looks like the ****** mary
(i think she's mad at me) because i begged you to **** me
sideways and backwards
digging screaming sweating pounding sighing
the ****** mary is crawling out of my ***** trying to make me
pure
you are the closest tangible thing and you don't even exist
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 9:02 PM UTC
i see the way they look at the Rest Of You
versus the way they look at me, or Us,
the league of Others
with scaling peeling skin and
sweating glands
red bumps and scars and
curves in all the Wrong places
stretch marks expose me I Am A Tree that has been cut open
every line marks an experience like a ring on wood
I sip my beer and mimic plump lips on a **** locking eyes with yours but you look away because I take up too much space and
I am too visible for you to handle
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
your hands pressed into my jello sides when you lifted up my skirt and slid yourself into me
i looked into the ****** mary your mama planted in your backyard
into her crumbling marble eyes i prayed that one day i would be a beautiful girl
enough to be touched in the sunlight, feeling your flesh
understanding that your eyes want as much as your blood
enough to feel your teeth digging into my skin
leaving a mark that You Are Here
not just ****** in the poisonberry bush at 2am next to mama's ****** mary
so high that i feel her more than you
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC