"I am sorry"
are nothing but empty words
that mean nothing at all
to me
it is the same ****
every day
nothing will ever change
you will always be
the same
why do I even try?
You will never see
the fault in your ways
you will always be
the same
no matter what
I say
it never gets through
to you
you know how
it makes me feel
like I am
all alone
like I am
second
you will always be
the same
so
get out of my way
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 10:27 PM UTC
clouds swirling up in the sky above me
depression
like a funnel
waiting to devour me
to conquer me
to finish me off
in the end
would it even matter?
A waste
of precious space
Getting in
your way
Although a
Part of me
Wishes you would ask me
to stay
I don't want to fight anymore
why should i even try?
but
I am not fighting
this alone
I have to
remain strong
for all the people
I love
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 9:03 PM UTC
trying to find
the words
to make you
understand
what you
mean to me
but for now
i will just take your hand
i will
be your light
and guide you
through the dark
i hope to be
your shooting star...
just show you
how special you truly are.
and in the end
it is just you and me
just the way
it is meant to be
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 7:58 AM UTC
They say
"let there be light"
but all I see
is darkness
corruption
in the hands
of those
I was supposed to trust
now I know
that they
are no different
than anyone else
they will
discriminate
just like the rest
but I
will not stop
until I am
the very best
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 6:18 PM UTC
always
in
a
rush
even though
you have no place to go
are broken bones
worth it?
is another life lost
worth it?
you
are
going
20
miles
per
hour
over
the limit
crash
life as
you know it
is over
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 7:20 PM UTC
can't remain content
need to strive for more
and if you don't
life will become a bore
talking about the
same ****
on a
different day
better tweak
the conversation
before I
go away
dreams
goals
motivation to achieve
are all things that
I desire
to reach
there is
no telling where
I'll go
but it won't be
with you
and that
I know
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 3:11 PM UTC
an ice cream
cone
topped with perfection
a flawless curl
I can still hear
the ringing of
customers entering the
drive through
in my ears
three *****
of ice cream
with a perfect curl on top
a banana
split
in half
placed
diligently
on each side
chocolate
pineapple
strawberry
with four stars of
whip cream on top
to this day
I have never
forgotten
how much weight
one could gain
while working
at an ice cream shop
Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 4:07 PM UTC
you sat
three rows away
i did not even bother
to get to know your name
now it is too late
a month ago
you passed away
but I really wish
you would
have stayed
we received
an email
two days later
informing us
of your passing
it was
Easter
and
you were already gone
18 years young
but
you are already
up with God
in Heaven above
May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
I don't want a
diamond ring
I don't care
about the bling
all I want
is someone
that could
hold me close
I go to sleep
at night
with no one
by my side
when the
Sun rises
I am
still walking alone
what I would
do
to have you
here
when I
need you the most
and when
you need me
my insecurities
keep creeping
In
and keep
tearing my heart
into pieces
until there is
nothing
but ashes
left
of me
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 8:27 PM UTC
a window
sealed
by a wall
of bricks
there is
no means
of escape
I am
surrounded
by strangers
who haven't bothered
to find out
my name
I have tried to
escape
but I won't accomplish
anything
that way
I will
prove you wrong
I am worth more than this
I deserve more
than this
you just watch
and see
what I'm
capable of
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 9:14 PM UTC