Give up,
there's nothing for you here.
I know you want to stay.
keep giving,
for a miracle
Give up
there's nothing for you here.
what if he'll change?
what if I had a chance?
if there was a chance,
it would have already happened.
he would've changed a long time ago
Give up,
there's nothing for you here.
No matter how much luck you have,
from your socks,
to your pockets,
to the locket around your neck,
your presence does nothing
Give up,
there's nothing for you here.
I can no longer entertain my delusions
I've reached a dead end
there are no more "what ifs"
no matter how hard you'd wish
Give up,
there's nothing for you here.
Move on.
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 5:12 PM UTC
hi, again!
I look at you
and I smile,
hiding my face
behind a sheet of paper.
you talked.
I listened.
"But you've heard this before."
I know.
I want to hear it again,
or a million times
just to hear your voice.
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 4:22 PM UTC
he was the first
to treat me like a person
not as an object
to be looked at
for my body
he wasn't like that
he liked me as a person
but I don't think
he liked me at all.
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 4:12 PM UTC
i don't want to see you cry again
in your closet
alone
knocking on the door,
calling my name,
please don't cry alone
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 4:06 PM UTC
Spotted in a sea of musicians,
there you are
playing your violin
bouncing along
to the rhythm
plucking each string
bowing each chord
some classical tune
that I don't understand
but you love it.
In this sea of musicians,
you stand out
because I knew you
and I know how much
you love
your music
Please keep playing
your music
your violin.
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 4:02 PM UTC
do you find me repulsive?
are you afraid of me?
how can my favorite
person in the world,
hate me?
you hate me
don't you?
disgusting,
repulsive
how could I ever think
that for a second
you liked me,
cared about me,
or thought about me.
i'm suspected to believe
that you hate me,
don't you?
Jan 12, 2023
Jan 12, 2023 at 3:43 PM UTC
I'm just a female
who has empathy
a really nice
female friend
who has feelings
that you lack
you get scared,
at the thought
that I cry
you distanced yourself
from me
because I feel emotion.
intense
feelings
Oh, I'm just a female
who has empathy
who's there
if you need a hug
or there to understand
but am I just a female to you?
am I nothing more?
I was just a female.
that's all I ever was.
Jan 11, 2023
Jan 11, 2023 at 5:01 PM UTC