tiberius-thomas - Hello Poetry

Waiting for the one I'll love having faith in those above lonely days, empty nights why bother putting up a fight Abandoned in a crowded room eyes wrinkled with gloom attention given but not received smiles shown but not believed Alone among friends and peers body in flow, full of drear careless with lonesome desire warmth of love I cant acquire why bother putting up a fight lonely days, empty nights having faith in those above waiting for the one I'll love

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Nov 3, 2014

Nov 3, 2014 at 11:19 PM UTC

I'm All I've Got

Waiting for the one I'll love having faith in those above lonely days, empty nights why bother putting up a fight Abandoned in a crowded room eyes wrinkled with gloom attention given but not received smiles shown but not believed Alone among friends and peers body in flow, full of drear careless with lonesome desire warmth of love I cant acquire why bother putting up a fight lonely days, empty nights having faith in those above waiting for the one I'll love

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eyes wide open limbs hot to cold blood slowing unbreakable focus tears flowing consciousness lost panic ensues fighting for control pulse increases mind self aware reality in grasp

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Jul 22, 2014

Jul 22, 2014 at 2:03 AM UTC

mood swings

eyes wide open limbs hot to cold blood slowing unbreakable focus tears flowing consciousness lost panic ensues fighting for control pulse increases mind self aware reality in grasp

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sitting in pity and self loathing pondering what i am proposing anguish increasingly near questioning what was clear things that used to make me smile dancing in my brain, staying awhile tears about to burst i give in back to the past with a grin young in love, cuddling my girl "ill never leave you" we concur skin tingles i feel her touch nothing but warmth in my clutch satisfied my brain evens keel enough to allow me to deal alone again cursing cupid how could i have been so stupid?

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Jun 26, 2014

Jun 26, 2014 at 2:26 AM UTC

when the past has you in its grip

sitting in pity and self loathing pondering what i am proposing anguish increasingly near questioning what was clear things that used to make me smile dancing in my brain, staying awhile tears about to burst i give in back to the past with a grin young in love, cuddling my girl "ill never leave you" we concur skin tingles i feel her touch nothing but warmth in my clutch satisfied my brain evens keel enough to allow me to deal alone again cursing cupid how could i have been so stupid?

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your attention, so euphoric i want to run and hide moments of pure happiness i squeeze my head under a pillow a smile that melts my being eyes closed my anxiety vibrates she walks away and the world glows pain so happy as it comes and goes

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Apr 23, 2014

Apr 23, 2014 at 12:22 PM UTC

happiness that kills you

your attention, so euphoric i want to run and hide moments of pure happiness i squeeze my head under a pillow a smile that melts my being eyes closed my anxiety vibrates she walks away and the world glows pain so happy as it comes and goes

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a body laid flat over an unmade bed nothing budges but whats in his head muscles relaxed he stares at the ceiling the only thing alive is his being the sun crosses through the sky suddenly coming down from a high euphoria exits leaving holes memories and yearning for past souls the end of a journey his eyelids close rushed back to the world he knows reality of what wasn't meant to be chained to the past he'll never come free

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Apr 20, 2014

Apr 20, 2014 at 9:23 PM UTC

Time Traveling ******

a body laid flat over an unmade bed nothing budges but whats in his head muscles relaxed he stares at the ceiling the only thing alive is his being the sun crosses through the sky suddenly coming down from a high euphoria exits leaving holes memories and yearning for past souls the end of a journey his eyelids close rushed back to the world he knows reality of what wasn't meant to be chained to the past he'll never come free

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engulf me in a haze of black veins turn hard, vision blurs world so distant and forgotten childhood i yearn to go back no more than seconds time mind alters with desolation alone with no relation dead, buried and back alive reality swarms in a gasp eyes soaking in light fighting the evil within sanity back in clasp

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Feb 27, 2014

Feb 27, 2014 at 2:03 PM UTC

Moments of Intractable Darkness

engulf me in a haze of black veins turn hard, vision blurs world so distant and forgotten childhood i yearn to go back no more than seconds time mind alters with desolation alone with no relation dead, buried and back alive reality swarms in a gasp eyes soaking in light fighting the evil within sanity back in clasp

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eyes gaze, a hypnotic stare transient energy i'm unaware ocean blue spheres engulf my brain without a word she drives me insane shoulders brushed by red hair smile gleeful without care walking closer, feeling numb breathing deep squeezing my thumb my body turns to butter "hello", a word i cant utter greeting each other with a nod an encounter already flawed her boyfriend comes by greeting us both with a "hi" a mutual friend and great man happiness over before it began painful reality rips my heart love like this isnt smart walking away in disgust dreams shattered and crushed

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Feb 16, 2014

Feb 16, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC

time stands still

eyes gaze, a hypnotic stare transient energy i'm unaware ocean blue spheres engulf my brain without a word she drives me insane shoulders brushed by red hair smile gleeful without care walking closer, feeling numb breathing deep squeezing my thumb my body turns to butter "hello", a word i cant utter greeting each other with a nod an encounter already flawed her boyfriend comes by greeting us both with a "hi" a mutual friend and great man happiness over before it began painful reality rips my heart love like this isnt smart walking away in disgust dreams shattered and crushed

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Body still, thoughts wander Many things left to ponder Early morning coffee pours Sleepless nights i do abhor Day goes by in a trance Stimulants cant enhance Space consumed with no soul Passage of time beyond control Communication with a nod No existence just facade Zombies walking, slowly passed Hallucinations will outlast Sleep is distant and crude Mind and body in a feud Neither living nor dead Just a mind full of dread

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Jan 15, 2014

Jan 15, 2014 at 11:41 PM UTC

Insomnia

Body still, thoughts wander Many things left to ponder Early morning coffee pours Sleepless nights i do abhor Day goes by in a trance Stimulants cant enhance Space consumed with no soul Passage of time beyond control Communication with a nod No existence just facade Zombies walking, slowly passed Hallucinations will outlast Sleep is distant and crude Mind and body in a feud Neither living nor dead Just a mind full of dread

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walking down a street pitch black, not a soul lurks houses quiet and unassuming feet pound to a beat dizzy, i stumble mind wanders aimlessly raindrops graze my face in distress, i tumble where could i be such a lovely place peace transient but unwavering a light i begin to see blocks go by puddles pool deep time stands still my body rises high fingers tingle with bliss home stares me down truth within a myth reality never as good as this lost but cant lament i am finally here journey long and painful confused but content

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Jan 2, 2014

Jan 2, 2014 at 12:18 AM UTC

blissful confusion

walking down a street pitch black, not a soul lurks houses quiet and unassuming feet pound to a beat dizzy, i stumble mind wanders aimlessly raindrops graze my face in distress, i tumble where could i be such a lovely place peace transient but unwavering a light i begin to see blocks go by puddles pool deep time stands still my body rises high fingers tingle with bliss home stares me down truth within a myth reality never as good as this lost but cant lament i am finally here journey long and painful confused but content

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the world hits like a train obliteration and pain an unstoppable force no alternative course the world has no care emotionless and unfair eyes only to **** apathetic of gods will the world tells jokes they're mostly a hoax raising hopes high hanging you in the sky the world is sympathetic in a fools aesthetic it allows you to live with nothing left to give

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May 10, 2013

May 10, 2013 at 4:06 AM UTC

the world in my eyes

the world hits like a train obliteration and pain an unstoppable force no alternative course the world has no care emotionless and unfair eyes only to **** apathetic of gods will the world tells jokes they're mostly a hoax raising hopes high hanging you in the sky the world is sympathetic in a fools aesthetic it allows you to live with nothing left to give

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