Trace your thoughts slowly
Across the moon’s lit Primrose,
And ponder not on how she belongs to the
Twilight.
Linger not on the notions of Beauty’s
Contrast…
Of utter radiance amongst the Eventide—
Lest you crave her
Shadows.
The unworthy swoon on false intoxications of allure,
Betraying pheromones that lead only to
Ruin.
Breathe not in her presence and still your thoughts, which race ill-intended towards
Premature release of longings—
Unrequited.
Dark Goddess of the Abyss
Siren of Shadows
Seeker of none, yet yearned by
All.
Accursed Aphrodite
Preternatural Persephone
Devourer of Darkfall,
Merciless Maven of moon-drunk men
Who quake with trepidation
Under the pressure of your
Wrath.
Know that your fleeting fury fuels
Fiery passions.
Fulfills my need to know you
If only briefly.
Shall I caress legendary layered labyrinths
Of thou’s lucid lithe mind?
Soothe seared sacred chambers
Of thine frostbitten
Heart?
Beautiful forlorn creature you are
To only be seen for Carnality’s
Delight.
Know that I perceive you.
Past Ethereal Elegance
Beyond the bonds of
Crescent Shackles.
Embodiment of Evanescent Evenings
Impermanence intertwined in
Insufferable aching…
Understand that your
Acrimony is
Admired.
This altruism
All-encompassing.
Allow me to detect deformities
Deep within
Defenses Deterred—
Hollow conclaves concealing
Corrugated corrupted
Compliance.
Humor my heartfelt hubris…
Humble yourself before this
Haunted man.
Entreat, Embrace, Entrust
This harrowed human husk
With an ounce of your Obsidian
Opulence.
I proclaim to pronounce you as my
Pessimistic Paramour.
To never underestimate
Our most unholy
Union.
To know that you belong to the
Night Sky
And must be unbound…
Understand my ululating plea,
To adore your admonishing
Yet never resign to its
False
Adherence.
Jun 4, 2022
Jun 4, 2022 at 3:43 AM UTC
I yearned for peace,
To silence the chaos of my mind.
Craved a quiet solace
Sought to close my heart
Until Fate wove
Our bonded twine.
Two wayward souls
On separate paths—
“Coincidentally” align.
This perfect pairing,
Our missing piece
A testament to
Divine Design.
We navigate this expanse
Unknown
For which only the boldest
Are inclined,
Of life’s tumultuous spectrum—
Erratic fluctuations, vacillating
From arduous to Sublime.
It takes an acute endurance,
Coupled with two spirits
In their prime
To overcome insurmountable
Obstacles
Which so often bend
The Strongest
Of
Stalwart
Spines.
And yet our love
Transcends all trials
And to you Alone,
I resign…
To the man who mends
My heart
I am yours, and you
Are Mine.
I vow to cherish you
Until my last breath,
Until the fabric of
Time
Unwinds.
To my Saving Grace,
My Singular Proclivity—
My
Everlasting
Valentine.
Feb 17, 2022
Feb 17, 2022 at 3:44 AM UTC
Because you're in Hell,
Suffocating in Degradation...
Lost, Stolen, Swallowed--
Taken.
Breathe in Acceptance,
There's no Room
For Lies...
God Does Not Atone
False Alibis.
Alas, The Devil will Welcome all
His Ripened Fruits,
The Darkest of (His) Children
With the Blackest Roots.
To Rot in Primal Horrors
Of the Great Below
Where Truculence is Transcendent--
You.
Must.
Reap.
What.
You.
Sow.
"Human morality (tsk), it's so fragile--
so frail.
Such hubris--to have free will
yet still fail.
Such folly, the notion
of tipping Death's Scale.
Abandon All Hope,
Here no Souls Prevail.
Silence your Pleads--
I wont be compelled.
Stifle your Prayers...
They never leave
Hell.
And Between your
crescendo of cries,
shrill shrieks--
lamented wails...
Remember to breathe in
Child
Breathe
in
and
InHale."
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 10:43 PM UTC
I Entrusted you
With My Being, My Essence, My Life.
Displayed my Chimeric Tormented Spirit—
Bared my Skin and Shed my Soul
I showed you the depths of my Hurt—
An endless Chasm—
Suffocating Wretchedness,
Spoke to you of True Pain—
Endless torture; boundless ruptures
Tumultuous Lightning Storms
Within My Chest,
Of Sorrow Simultaneous—
Drowining in Tears
Too Bold to Shed.
You viewed my sacred landscape
Riddled with War
Ravaged by the Merciless
***** by those who plant
Seeds of Birth...
And still Brought only
Death.
My Blackened Heart further Decaying...
In your Hands—
A Testament to My Desolation
My Wrath.
You Squeezed—
Forgetting you weren’t the First—
To
Attempt
My
Annihilation.
Mar 6, 2018
Mar 6, 2018 at 2:11 AM UTC
She ascends into this
World with Hellish intent,
From the Blackest of Chasms
From the Deepest Pits.
Her Dark Beauty enraptures—
It Corrupts, It Ensnares.
With Cataclysmic savagery
She devours the unfortunate,
The Unaware.
Her Crimson lips lie
Speaking sultry words so bold.
Watch her Deadly Touch,
So Tender
Yet Cold.
She will draw you in close
All are Moths to her Flame,
‘This Devil in woman’s guise’
Primal Evil
Untamed.
With words that smolder
She whispers sweet temptations
In your ear.
“Come to me now—
You have nothing to fear”.
As your defenses fall
Her Depravity gives rise
Drunk on her intoxicating aura
On lustful promises...
Rhapsodized.
“ *The price to pay is so small,
And all must pay My toll.
I’ll give you everything your
Sad heart desires—
For your Sacred immortal Soul ”.
You resign to her words
And once again she has won.
Another one turned victim—
Only the Deed left to be done.
Hand in Hand you walk
To where she will not tell...
But you descend into the
Blackest of Chasms
Into the Darkest of Hells.
Remember, It A l w a y s starts with a
Pernicious wish,
With promises of Eternal bliss...
Kisses upon Deadly Lips
From a being
so
Devilish
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 3:02 AM UTC
Unburden my Heart
The very one that used
to Beat so Fiercely for You.
Unravel my mind,
and Reclaim every crowded thought
I hold on To.
Take away the light that once
Shone in my eyes
Rid me of these cruel Sands of Time--
Flowing endless as the sea,
Seize my tumultuous Soul--
****** it away from me*.
Take away all nostalgic recollections
both the good and the bad
Steal away with my fractured emotions--
Those I wish I never had.
Take away the love I can no longer Give,
Take away my Fight, and my Will to Live.
Remove every aspect, Swipe every lingering Lie,
Rob me of the Crushing Weight
of our Final Goodbye.
Unhinge All my Sorrow
Release All my Hate
Strip from me from All this Pain
That I feel so Late.
Take back our First Hello
Take back our First Kiss...
Wipe away this Accursed Phantom--
The constant Taste of You worn upon my Lips.
Reacquire Every Intimate Moment once Shared,
Every deep breath, Chaste touch;
*Fingers that once combed
Longingly through Raven Hair*.
Take away the failed notion of Us
To make room for a Solitary Me,
Take away how things once were
And leave behind what must Be.
Detach your Essence from my Spirit--
So Broken and Weak,
To Allow myself to swallow Selfish Words,
Words I can no longer Speak.
Pull every Volume of our shared story from my Shelves,
So that you may set every page ablaze
And leave Nothing
But Myself...
To pick up a pen
And Begin
A
New
Page.
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 5:59 PM UTC
I have cried
silent, bitter, and angry tears.
I have bled
internally--externally
for the past Seven Years.
I have endured the Nightmare
of your Invasion,
of your pernicious touch.
Sickening and Intrusive
Plagues upon my skin
For Seven Years...
Yet Here I am--
I Begin Again.
The cells of my skin Reborn
as all of you Recedes...
I am the Phoenix
And I will Never Concede.
Your Toxicity no longer corrupting,
your assault all but faded--
Never Forgotten or Forgiven
your depravity--your degradation.
Whole once more
no longer shattered
I put Myself together
I am what matters.
Seven Years
Shackled in body and skin
that once belonged to You.
Never again, Nevermore
I am no longer subdued.
I am no longer a prisoner of fear,
I look at my skin...and it no longer sears
I. See. Clear.
My Body
My Soul
is Cleansed.
And
it
only
took
Seven Years...
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 7:28 PM UTC
I sought it on the Devil's lips,
in his embrace
We intertwine, We twist
The savagery repugnant
as bodies collide
Intimacy culminating---
my sins give rise.
Between labored breaths
within satin sheets
Here--Dark meets Abysmal
And two tortured souls meet...
Building
Reaching
Pulsating
Both mind and body spent...
He sees through hazed hazel windows
And offers Recompense
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 5:30 PM UTC
I hide you in my poetry,
In every ink stroke, blot, and flow.
I hold on tight, clinging to your memory,
Not ready to let you go.
I hide you in my dreams,
In order to visit you every night.
We'd live forever there together,
Until I'm robbed of you by light.
I hide you in my actions,
In every decision, in every thought.
Remembering your mannerisms,
Only to repeat what you have taught.
I hide you in my tears,
In every drop, stream, and stain.
Pondering in stoic sorrow
On your affinity to cause pain.
I hide you in my soul,
And tether your essence to my heart.
I still cherish what once was had,
Despite this rift, despite this part.
I hide you in my smile,
In recollections of together.
However, it is time to say goodbye,
For nothing lasts forever...
Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 11:09 AM UTC
My heart yearned to be fixed...
ached to be rebuilt with the tender hands of
an everlasting forever.
My Sprit, long broken and shattered,
lifted with an optimistic hope
at your entrance.
My Soul...if only for an evanescent moment
returned from its self-induced isolation.
But your touch was dangerous,
Your lips were toxic, and your words hollow.
I was lost in our temporary lust,
lost in the cold fire beckoning behind your hazel eyes.
Shackled was I, in the flames of a fiery passion.
(We so often forget that it is the inferno's we nurture and create ourselves
that consume us whole. In entirety.)
You were my all consuming,
Devouring what was left of me...
Shameful was I,
For enjoying my own destruction.
I felt bliss instead of pain,
I inhaled ecstasy and breathed in fantasy,
All the while choking on the effluvium of your lies.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 3:54 PM UTC