you're my weakness
even though you make me feel stonger
you're kisses opened the gate
to a place
I thought will be locked forever
the keys hidden underneath my biggest fears
you're my biggest weakness
but you're eyes touch my soul
I won't fear anything at all anymore
an abundanced aspiration
of a demanding soul
an abundance of passion
lingered by two lovers longing
a love
that opens long hidden places
a love
that makes you feel weak and strong in the same way Ying & Yang is balanced
a bond given by the ancestors
held together by the universe
two souls
you're still my biggest weakness
but I won't fear your love anymore
An unprotected love
Hands Down
the flowers in my garden guarding the gates of my fragile heart
lost all their thorns
Hands Down
tearing apart the sidled ivy
tossing away all heavy stones
holding my pure heart
in you're bare hands unprotected
and protect it
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
I'm afraid that one day you'll wake up and you're tired of waking up next to me
- insomnia
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 11:03 AM UTC
we were strangers
we were strangers until we decided to see each others universe
to see how your soul fits into mine
and how my palm fits perfectly into yours
we were strangers
until you kissed me for the first time
and I had the chance to taste stardust on your lips
lips I couldn't get enough of
lips sweeter than any chocolate I'd ever tasted
Sweet, bittersweet
A bittersweet feeling
knowing you'd fade away
like a shooting star in the night sky
knowing there comes a time your fingers wont touch my skin anymore
they wont make me feel having a whole thunderstorm in my body
we are not strangers anymore
but your fingers wont touch my skin
my lips wont taste your stars
your soul will forever complete the universe you once discovered
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 11:01 AM UTC
there are places in my body nobody discovered yet
because I used to play hide and seek with my emotions
you're hands touched my heavy heart and it feels like heavy turns into heaven right after your eyes searched for the universe in mine
there are places in my body only you discovered
Because I dont play hide and seek with you anymore
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 2:10 AM UTC
Deep down I was broken
like the ship that capsized
broken into two pieces
a heart releases a spell
waves could whisper
and shells would keep forever
Deep down my emotions became motionless
calm like the waves
while the sky
was dipped in light blue
ablaze with light that
hartdly ever seeps through
Deep down all tell breaks loose
Deep down I barely lose
my stormbound soul
my capsized soul
picking up the pieces
the shells kept forever
Deep down I can't decide
whether I'm the
falling tide or
the rising light
Or just another drop in the ocean
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
thunderstorms in summer
remind me of the night you left
because it was warm
and calm at first
but I had this feeling
deep down my heart
that peace turns into war soon
the rain started quietly, soft.
I was prepared.
I should've been.
thunderbolt.
loud and still unexpected.
unquiet but quick.
and then the rain stopped, gentle and noteless.
closeness made it hard to breathe.
but I had this feeling
deep down my heart
that war turns into peace again
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC
i am losing parts of myself
at night
drinking five shots of *****
while pretending to have the time of my life
i am losing parts of myself
at four a.m
walking home alone
starting to feel the ache
i've tried to numb
with another shot
i am losing parts of myself
at breakfast
eating three slices of bread
but hating every inch
of my disguisting body
i am losing parts of myself
at two p.m
home alone
hoping for better days
i am losing parts of myself
in you
cause you are the only one
who could save me
but you safe her instead
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 5:46 PM UTC
dear little me,
i know your tiny little heart
is overstrained
i know your tiny little hearts
tries to figure out ways and means
to hold yourself together
believe me
you'll survive
all the heartaches and all the panic attacks
you'll survive
feeling so different
and being afraid
dear little me
please stop tearing yourself down
it hurts to see you
hate your existence
it hurts still feeling
your hatred
i promise better days and thoughts are coming
dear little me
i know your tiny little heart
needs advice
but you are strong
i believe in you.
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 5:42 PM UTC
till hell freezes
the sun always rises
till death do us part
you're forever in my heart
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 5:40 PM UTC
you chose to be happy
feeling relieved and in peace.
feeling like your whole body
is filled with nothing purer than love.
breathe the magic.
and memorize every happy cell in your body
for bad days
May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 1:16 PM UTC