does no one hear my screaming?
the water keeps rising
in this room that’s just walls
there’s no window or door
no glimmer of hope
the water is rising
and there’s nowhere to swim
but no one is coming
and pleas echo unheard
what do i do?
how does no one know
i’m fighting this battle
completely alone.
this is what i feel
inside of my mind
but it’s only i
who can break down the walls
no matter how loud
i scream
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 1:20 AM UTC
We bounce together
On a clear spring day
Got home from school
And together we play
“Let’s play a game”
We’re jumping on mars
And all of a sudden
We’re falling through the stars
But somewhere between
The then and the now
You drifted away from me
And I don’t know how
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 12:24 AM UTC
pressure.
your hands, on my ribs
one
two
three
why
can’t i breathe?
crack
your rhythm steady
this is supposed to save me
right?
pounding
keep the heart beating
fill my lungs
one
two
pain
ribs break
lungs empty
heart slows
wasn’t the pain supposed to save me
someone
please
save
…
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 12:22 AM UTC
slow down
don’t rush the music
there is no point
if not to make it sound lovely
and to feel it as you play,
why try to get
through as soon as possible
if it ruins the process?
is that not the answer
to the meaning of life?
slow down
smell the flowers
and listen to the music
the point is the simple
act of living.
so feel and breathe and soak it all in
for if there is no depth
no ups, no downs
no decrescendos
followed by careful pause
there is no beauty
and no point.
so take the time
and make the mistakes
because my dear,
what are you trying to rush through?
the simple act
of being alive?
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 12:33 AM UTC
that person
is not me.
yes, i am she,
but not in the way
i want to be.
she is skinny
and smart
and pretty.
successful
talented
fast
and witty.
the things i’d give
to be her now
did you lose yourself?
why? how?
but isn’t she still you?
yes, but she’s the same
it seems that now
life is just a losing game.
you used to laugh and stand with pride
you were living and loving in a way that could not be denied
but here we are
four years later
and all i want
makes me, my own
traitor.
Mar 4
Mar 4, 2026 at 12:04 AM UTC
contradiction;
elements opposed to one another
like the different parts of my brain
a round square
i’m too passionate but i don’t care
i’m too selfless but i’m not kind
i am a walking contradiction
or am i a standing one
how do you care too much
and too little
at the same time?
fill every minute of my schedule
when all i want is a break
i strive for a simple life
but i work towards hyper success
i will never be satisfied
because of my own standards
at my very core
all i am
is a shell
i am a contradiction.
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 11:10 PM UTC
if i can only have you in my dreams
then i guess i’ll just long for the night
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 9:46 PM UTC
a face
i used to call friend
laugh and smile
feel like home
which I would no longer
even acknowledge if
it passed by.
a place
with items long gone
and a shell
which i no longer
fit into.
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 11:15 PM UTC
if i can’t have you
then i don’t need to
but i do need to
know you.
i still want to know
your hopes and dreams
and how your day was
and how that thing went
and how you are doing;
i still want to hear
your thoughts on religion
or that new book
or new law.
i don’t need you,
no matter how much i may want you,
but i do need to know you,
and have you in my life,
or else i fear
i will spend every waking day
trying to fill the void in my life
that is your presence,
your thoughts,
your voice,
your smile.
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 11:00 PM UTC
no one can understand
how deeply i believe
that you were made for
me.
i just wish that i
could make you believe
that i was made for
you.
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 12:42 AM UTC