thisissarah - Hello Poetry

I've been real low I'd never **** myself though I've seen the light And the future look bright I've been high as a kite I smoke blunts all night It's the only way I won't feel so tight I've come to far to end it now I'm going to live, and I know exactly how I will live every day like its my last And I will not be held down by my past

0

Jul 8, 2017

Jul 8, 2017 at 9:13 PM UTC

I'd Never **** Myself

I've been real low I'd never **** myself though I've seen the light And the future look bright I've been high as a kite I smoke blunts all night It's the only way I won't feel so tight I've come to far to end it now I'm going to live, and I know exactly how I will live every day like its my last And I will not be held down by my past

11

My throat always tightens or burns when someone asks if I'm okay Of course, "I'm fine, I'm great," is what I tend to always say But my mind can't seem to forget what happened that day The screaming and hate I saw in your eyes always brings me to the same question, 'Why'? I still remember our last goodbye When all you gave me was the evil eye Without a word I walked on Wondering what would happen, to the black swan.

0

Jul 7, 2017

Jul 7, 2017 at 1:20 PM UTC

The Black Swan

My throat always tightens or burns when someone asks if I'm okay Of course, "I'm fine, I'm great," is what I tend to always say But my mind can't seem to forget what happened that day The screaming and hate I saw in your eyes always brings me to the same question, 'Why'? I still remember our last goodbye When all you gave me was the evil eye Without a word I walked on Wondering what would happen, to the black swan.

8

What you were supposed to be, Was someone who was there for me, I wonder what our friendship would be, If you didn't run off and flee, That **** stung me like a bee, You burned me to a third degree. How come I never left, We were always fighting, always out of breath It felt like I was living around death. **** I should have left.

0

Jul 7, 2017

Jul 7, 2017 at 1:07 PM UTC

I Should Have Left

What you were supposed to be, Was someone who was there for me, I wonder what our friendship would be, If you didn't run off and flee, That **** stung me like a bee, You burned me to a third degree. How come I never left, We were always fighting, always out of breath It felt like I was living around death. **** I should have left.

11

You're a strong little girl And your going to rule the world You look beautiful with your natural hair curled Your little eyes have seen a lot You heard your parents, and oh how they fought and they fought Your brother is learning, and he is just as strong as you Your partners in crime and I love you two

0

Jul 6, 2017

Jul 6, 2017 at 9:57 PM UTC

You are strong

You're a strong little girl And your going to rule the world You look beautiful with your natural hair curled Your little eyes have seen a lot You heard your parents, and oh how they fought and they fought Your brother is learning, and he is just as strong as you Your partners in crime and I love you two

7

What is a friend? Someone who will be there until the end? Weren't we supposed to blend? Was I only a trend? I still miss my best friend Even after all the pain Even after you treating me like a game Even after you made me feel half insane So what was the aim? You created the flame Why did you hurt me like that? You turned out to be the rat And I won't ever forget that You are not a friend.

0

Jul 6, 2017

Jul 6, 2017 at 9:38 PM UTC

What's a friend?

What is a friend? Someone who will be there until the end? Weren't we supposed to blend? Was I only a trend? I still miss my best friend Even after all the pain Even after you treating me like a game Even after you made me feel half insane So what was the aim? You created the flame Why did you hurt me like that? You turned out to be the rat And I won't ever forget that You are not a friend.

14

I miss you sometimes But only around bedtime When my brain can't stop thinking I wonder why you kept drinking I wonder how this came about Who led you down this route? Who turned you into this How'd you fall into this bottomless abyss? How did this fall into my hands? How did I fall under your command? I'll continue to miss you And the days will still feel blue Knowing there's nothing that I can do

0

Jul 6, 2017

Jul 6, 2017 at 9:21 PM UTC

Sometimes I miss you

I miss you sometimes But only around bedtime When my brain can't stop thinking I wonder why you kept drinking I wonder how this came about Who led you down this route? Who turned you into this How'd you fall into this bottomless abyss? How did this fall into my hands? How did I fall under your command? I'll continue to miss you And the days will still feel blue Knowing there's nothing that I can do

13

I am the shot that misses I am the furniture you stub your toe on I am the spam email I am the Junk mail I am the gum you accidently step in I am the cramp you get while running I am the slow Wi-Fi I am the person who never made it I am everything you hate

0

Jul 5, 2017

Jul 5, 2017 at 7:19 PM UTC

Everythng You Hate

I am the shot that misses I am the furniture you stub your toe on I am the spam email I am the Junk mail I am the gum you accidently step in I am the cramp you get while running I am the slow Wi-Fi I am the person who never made it I am everything you hate

9

Blunt in my mouth Ash on the ground Cant feel anything Cant hear a sound The world around me Has begun to blur As I hear your voice start to slur That look in your eyes That I've always hated Shows me your intoxicated I stay up at night Listening to the fight In hope that things will turn out alright These things have scarred me in no other way I don't know you anymore and that's sad to say.

0

Jul 5, 2017

Jul 5, 2017 at 6:59 PM UTC

How do i forget this?

Blunt in my mouth Ash on the ground Cant feel anything Cant hear a sound The world around me Has begun to blur As I hear your voice start to slur That look in your eyes That I've always hated Shows me your intoxicated I stay up at night Listening to the fight In hope that things will turn out alright These things have scarred me in no other way I don't know you anymore and that's sad to say.

15

I can see it in her eyes when she comes creeping in. She's been somewhere she promised me she'd never go again. She thinks that I won't know it. She thinks that I can't tell. She forgets how many times she's put us through this hell. She's sitting right beside me, but She's not really there. There mothers slowly dying, Killing herself without a care.

0

Jun 28, 2017

Jun 28, 2017 at 9:13 PM UTC

Killing herself, without a care

I can see it in her eyes when she comes creeping in. She's been somewhere she promised me she'd never go again. She thinks that I won't know it. She thinks that I can't tell. She forgets how many times she's put us through this hell. She's sitting right beside me, but She's not really there. There mothers slowly dying, Killing herself without a care.

12

If it was a year ago today, and you had texted me, Like you did I would have wanted to try and fix our friendship. But i’ve come to terms with the fact that we can't. I cant, i should say, it had always been a one-sided effort. I used to always fall into that hole of “hope.” Hope that we could rebuild things, Hope that our friendship wasn’t completely over But I don’t think i can keep falling into that hole because it’s gotten so small i can barely feel the hope anymore. The feeling now is so small that i don’t want to rebuild, only to crash again.

0

Jun 28, 2017

Jun 28, 2017 at 9:03 PM UTC

Letting Go

If it was a year ago today, and you had texted me, Like you did I would have wanted to try and fix our friendship. But i’ve come to terms with the fact that we can't. I cant, i should say, it had always been a one-sided effort. I used to always fall into that hole of “hope.” Hope that we could rebuild things, Hope that our friendship wasn’t completely over But I don’t think i can keep falling into that hole because it’s gotten so small i can barely feel the hope anymore. The feeling now is so small that i don’t want to rebuild, only to crash again.

9