keep me out of the cycle
where i try to mumble
every pain and trouble
and still try to be subtle
for my heart can only take so much
before it finally says "stop, that's too much"
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 11:45 AM UTC
i'm not a fool to want you again
talking **** about me was your only friend
i thought my love for you had no end
i don't even want you now as a friend
how funny of you to say
that i'm not happy to this day
i'm more than happy with what i have today
more than my feelings for you in may
don't go around feeling special
my world doesn't revolve around someone so in denial
i don't want someone who saw me as someone so trivial
you ain't it, you ain't worthwhile
losing you wasn't miserable;
it was a blessing.
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 11:48 PM UTC
ilang oras pa ba ang dapat hintayin
para tanggapin ko'y wala ka na sa akin
tila parang sinaksak ng isang patalim
ang puso kong patuloy nagkikimkim
tinatago ang bawat pait
dinadama ang bawat sakit
inaalala ang bawat saya
umaasang ika'y babalik pa
bawat oras ika'y naiisip
ikaw parin hanggang sa panaginip
Jan 17, 2020
Jan 17, 2020 at 5:32 PM UTC
why am i still breathing?
why am i still alive?
why am i still here?
when my existence
caused more wrongs
than rights.
Nov 10, 2019
Nov 10, 2019 at 8:00 AM UTC
body shaking
lips trembling
slowly feeling numb
trying to hold it back
heart pounding
heavy breathing
fear creeping in
how long should i hold back
still hoping
but slowly wishing
i could let go
and not hold back
always wishing
i wasn't the one chasing
and now realizing
another tear fell from my eyes
Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 6:42 AM UTC
a love that will last is what we thought
who would've thought it would end so soon
do you regret the days when we both thought
that our love would take us over the moon
for my days with you were not too long
i wouldn't mind living those days again
the love you gave was as sweet as a song
but the love I gave you were only thrown in the rain
darling, i don't regret anything with you
every day I still want to stay with you
even if it hurts me, I would still love you too
even if you don't want me to
if i ask you, do regret being with me too?
would you say no like you used to?
did you change your mind about me too?
because whatever happened, i didn't change my mind about you
i know I have to go on with my life
but can you hold me tight one last time?
a wise man once said,
"one of hardest and painful goodbyes are not the ones that are said. but the ones that have not yet been said and heard by your ears but you can already feel it in your heart. i still want to believe that if we're meant to be, we will be. maybe it would take weeks, months, years. but, i'll wait. if we see each other one day and you realize that you still love me, just remember that i still love you. because it is impossible for me to unlove you.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 2:45 AM UTC
kaliwa't kanan ang tingin
naghahanap lagi sa dilim
ang iyong buhay na puno ng lihim
ngayo'y ayaw kang patahimikin
kaliwa't kanan ang naririnig
sa mga tunog na hindi naman himig
mga salitang tila nakakayanig
ng pagkatao mo dito sa daigdig
kaliwa't kanan ang nararamdaman
ang saya na napalitan ng kalungkutan
unti-unting nababalot ng kahirapan
ang dating tayo'y puno ng kasiyahan
kaliwa't kanan akong humihiling
sana'y bumalik ka sa aking piling
bumalik tayo sa masaya at puno ng lambing
sana'y ikaw talaga ang para sa akin
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 10:10 PM UTC
iwanan ang lahat
bago pa lumalim
ang mga sugat ng puso
na hindi na gagaling
kung ngayon ako'y lilisan
ako'y humihingi ng kapatawaran
sapagkat ito ay nararapat
upang hindi na kayo masaktan
pagdating ng ilang buwan
unti-unti niyo akong malilimutan
sa aking pagpapaalam
sana'y tanggapin niyo ang aking pagbitaw
May 7, 2019
May 7, 2019 at 9:22 PM UTC