
I love you
and the language is poor
I have thousands of words
but not even all the words on this earth
would be able to express
what you are
to me
you are my friend
- best friend
my home.
How do I explain what you are?
when the men before have been
an unofficial fairytale
disgusting
weird
normal
short
and you..
so much more.
How will I continue without you?
I have tasted the apple from the garden of Eden.
It was never forbidden - but they got seperated
and who can live in the normal world
with the thought of the apple in paradise
that you once had?
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 4:34 PM UTC
you have become my picture
of fortune, happiness
and most of all
love
i used the wrong camera
and now we lie here
collecting dust
maybe one day
we'll get a proper camera
and take our pictures
anew
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 4:23 PM UTC
Under my scalp
flows a river
from the outside you would think
that it's calm and lovely
the one you saw as a child
running, soothing
But my river is wild
and in spite of its wildness
so beautfiul
- because I see your face.
I see it in the waters surface
and the ghosts of our memories
flow with the stream
an endless turmoil
Normally the river wouldn't affect anything but the head
but now that you're gone
it flows out into my heart
- into my hands,
that can no longer hold you
into my feet,
that no longer point in your direction
into my lips,
that haven't been quite satisfied since they last met yours.
My body runs over
I can't control the river
because you've filled it
it all runs over
and I cry
I cry when I don't have you.
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 4:14 PM UTC
every time I see a, or any
part of
you
my heart hurts,
aches
out of sight
out of mind
but i can’t erase you
traces of you
linger
everywhere
my whole existence somehow
intertwined with yours
maybe it’s just that
you have a piece of my
heart
- it’s unbearable
I long for either
someone else,
to take the rest
or for you to take,
what has always
belonged
to you
Nov 3, 2021
Nov 3, 2021 at 12:07 PM UTC
i have written words
in the same pace
as my history was being written
i tried writing my past
as so many had suggested
and yet
it never worked
so i started writing my future
and look where i am
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 3:41 PM UTC
my writers block
takes my breath a way
- but not in a good sense
i’ll grasp for air
searching for words
i’m not breathing
but i’m not dying either
Dec 28, 2019
Dec 28, 2019 at 6:48 PM UTC
we drive home in silence
because someone wronged us
and therefore
we wrong each other
Dec 22, 2019
Dec 22, 2019 at 5:47 PM UTC
when christmas came around
the world wrapped me
in wrapping paper
made of anxiety
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 4:22 PM UTC
angel wings
or devil horns
eagle eyes
or flower thorns
i mean really
who the **** cares?
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 4:45 AM UTC