Did I ever cross the line after this?
All the sirens break the silence
The memories will fade after the rain, right?
Sing an aubade to my last poem,
as the silence of its verses turns to sorrow
To the bullet that I swallow and never escape
One call away, and happiness disappears like a mist
To clutch this dear, mindless life
To lose in madness of pain, no gain, in vain
Suffer like nightmare of a thousand years
Sweetheart, will you stay longer
Before the dawn explodes and the sun burns me?
Glimmering light that hides from the darkness
To the ambitions that turned me to the ashes
The fire that lights me, deadly, into despair
Here I lay my body, not to be the phoenix
Nothing but the heart that beats in hurricane
If I cross line
Will you save me?
Dec 6, 2024
Dec 6, 2024 at 3:33 AM UTC
Every night of every sedative
Not being addictive but only for reactive
Every of them are the fear and sensitive
Naive? Nope, I am not
In a confusion, restless morning
The hardest to get up
I called them- what should I call them?
Crowded in head
Silent in dead
How's to feel ahead
Mar 16, 2021
Mar 16, 2021 at 10:25 AM UTC
When the dose come with lose
And I'm in hazy wrapped in crazy
Metamorphose in lachrymose
I teared in a breezy dusk to the cozy bed.
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 4:28 AM UTC
I swim into the depth of sulpiride every night
where those times I died like the dead roses
when I took the stairs right to the light
every composes derived the harmony of doses
To swear upon the streams of reckless
To the labyrinth of happiness
here I go to come fire the enclaves
Maybe nobody in home, hopeless
Mar 2, 2021
Mar 2, 2021 at 4:11 AM UTC
I lost in a most tragic post
I can't recall the body when need to give it all
who said freedom is fiery
where all I had is misery
They called it a maze
where I exist with the blacklist
I am in a haze
The time will never end as I did in pace
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 11:29 PM UTC
it is a chaos
within the line
where the rain comes to vain
the sun still in hiding
and the moon on the high
lie in restlessness
the world in a curved of mourn
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 3:08 AM UTC
in the highest name of civilization
in the sinking century
blood-soaked world
the curse of the the wretches'
The torn country in a third count
an electrifying cry
all dressed in without real
bury all the languishing curses
Oct 9, 2020
Oct 9, 2020 at 12:28 AM UTC
Take the nyquil
Ended up swimming the ocean
Laugh at the funeral
Requiem require the pair
Find the heaven
We gonna dive in hell
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 11:33 AM UTC
it was in the late of the dusk
wear off the mask
I stopped the task
do you ask
I was in the bosk
find me in desk
I will make a rusk
for you, the brisk
Sep 1, 2020
Sep 1, 2020 at 2:34 AM UTC
"But my dear, I was the slave of time. The butcher of tragedy. I was there committed to things people called unmatchable world. In a conscious or in a fiction. There will be always the percentage of how society play the role of madness and sanity in the same time. "
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 7:00 AM UTC
