I’d split my vein
Just to stop this pain
But I don’t want to hurt you
My sorrow is uncontained
Trip in front of the fast train
Jun 18, 2024
Jun 18, 2024 at 4:15 AM UTC
I never wipe my face when I cry
I let each salt water stream warm my cheek
Burn every tied connection between you and me
I let my tears pour over the bruised heartstrings
As if they were saline solution to a cut
I let my tears cleanse me of you
I let them blurry your image and memories we shared
Until I can’t recognize your false promises
I let my tears heat me like a furnace
When tonight’s loneliness is too cold to bare
With these tears I can stop empty dreaming
And give you back all of your unkept “forever’s”
So tomorrow’s happiness is rewarding
Like a fresh bloom after aprils showers
I will never wipe away my tears..
And I will heal with no bandage
Mar 8, 2022
Mar 8, 2022 at 2:49 AM UTC
Because she would rather hurt
Than be hurting..
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 8:26 AM UTC
We never made sense
I should've listened to myself
It's crazy how you left me, for me
And not for someone else
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 2:06 AM UTC
I'd be lying if I said
This isn't hurting me
I'm a sucker for telling you
This is hurting me
I can't tell the difference anymore
Admitting a problem
Is that my solution
Or is this my problem
Numbing the pain
Doesn't make it ok
I'm gonna get you back
And still won't be ok
Trying to keep my wrist closed
So I don't **** me
And you're unphased by my pain
And that's what kills me
Aug 20, 2018
Aug 20, 2018 at 1:55 AM UTC
Baby won't stay
Body not a home
Doc looks for heartbeat
But baby's long gone
Dec 25, 2017
Dec 25, 2017 at 6:07 AM UTC
Cry myself to sleep
You aren't here anymore
Loneliness sinks
And strikes me right to the core
Our love was forbidden
And the world kept us apart
But I’ll forever keep your secrets
On every page of my heart
Hate that you came home too late
And yes I waited too long
So now I stare at old text
And replay your voice like a song
Dec 25, 2017
Dec 25, 2017 at 5:56 AM UTC
My razor is so powerful
Always fixing me when I'm broke
From cutting lines in my arm
To cutting lines of coke
My razor is my weapon
Only used to defeat myself
And I can't tell if my tool is good or bad
Since I'm not hurting/"fixing" anyone else
Jul 12, 2017
Jul 12, 2017 at 4:51 AM UTC
So intrigued by my lips
How could you notice the slits in my wrist
You fell in love with my mask
And couldn't taste the drugs in my kiss
Mislead by my smile
You thought those were tears of joy
Are you choosing to be blind on purpose
Or did you fall for my ‘happy’ decoy.
You hold conversations with a body
Because my soul already left me
Trying to show me what love is
But I'm completely empty.
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 1:36 PM UTC
You took something I can't ever get back..
But I'll try..
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 6:31 PM UTC