Loved the times you stayed with me when I was at rock bottom
Over the phone your words gave me composure
Venting to you always felt so effortless
Every time your hands are on my skin I got chills
Let me stay by your side for just a little bit longer because
You're so ******* perfect
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
Did we really love?
Or was it just a long war?
At the tangled memories, I smile and I cry
More than any of the good memories with anyone else
I miss the times I spent with you
I want you so I’m stewing in sickness
If love is measured
by how much one was in pain
Then you were a love that I won’t ever have again
Even if it’s in this way, even if it became a scar
Thank you for settling inside of me
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 10:24 AM UTC
Making our way under the moonlight
My heart keeps fluttering when I look into your eyes
You light a fire in my heart
Like the flames that burn without a sound
Let’s have no regrets when today has gone by
So that time can’t tear us apart
So that this moment can be eternal
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 9:53 AM UTC
it seemed like you would spread like a bruise and completely disappear
but you're with me forever,
a deep wound that will grow along
if you're breathing in my tears,
i won't let them dry
if you're still squirming in my scar
i won't let it heal
Even if it hurts, it's okay if it's you
Even if they are sad memories, it's okay if they're mine
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 4:24 PM UTC
i wish there was a way to escape this pain i'm feeling.
i try to scream but the other side takes over and puts the mask on me
not allowing me to express myself.
i wish i could truly be happy with myself and not always think
"i'm a failure"
when others say i'm not.
I feel the tears forming inside the prison in my head but they never
fall.
I wish i would stop hiding my feelings towards other because i think
it'll just bring them into my misery.
I wish one day there is an exit to this pain i'm feeling.
Feb 25, 2019
Feb 25, 2019 at 2:36 PM UTC