i think its so unfair that you read what i wrote. you saw me say i love you online, but not to your face. don't act like they're the same.
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 9:30 PM UTC
feeling this out and i might be able to write it out before its too late
and i hope i make you feel like this
Dec 18, 2019
Dec 18, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
trying to figure out
how i fell in love
when i was so fenced in
and thought that i was all alone
i built these walls exactly 8 feet tall
the only one who knew the combination on the wall
the gate wouldn't open unless you broke it down
and my tears were enough to make you drown
but then it rained
it rained so hard
i was in the pool when the thunder rung
and next the lightning,
it was all the same
i opened my eyes, i was robbed
for my walls were all gone
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 8:56 PM UTC
i guess
you did help me here and there
but you brought up this and that
and the time difference set us off
but theres more to life now
and we cant figure it out
this isnt a movie
or the next episode
and im not sure if i should feel bad because i guess i didnt earn this
Sep 27, 2019
Sep 27, 2019 at 9:41 PM UTC
taking a little time to myself
hope ill find you in my process
thinking about the time
i saw the curve of your thigh
turn into something heaven sent
but i dreamt it away
just cause i couldn't stay
and i would be with you
but i got better things to do
Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 7:53 PM UTC
wondering if, i can make something so seamless turn reality into a dreamland
thats enough of the talk about it
instead of the being about it
youll never know if you dont try
and keep trying
and if you fail over and over
while people succeed the first time
maybe your just a rare breed
that will make it in time
Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 2:05 PM UTC
all the words, punctuation and periods cannot describe the constant feeling of laying on my back and the hoping that i can get back up.
this lack of spine seems to be unfortunate because im not sure if i mold to everyone whose ever past by me. this bone structure doesnt seem to be fairing me while with nothing to work on except the dead weight.
but i thought i thought differently, and saw this sideways when it was right side up laying on its side
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 6:05 PM UTC
if this is a stream of conscienceless then i have to give myself a break
if i keep bending ill just end up out of sorts
and i know i can do this
but i keep coming up short
i have to follow through and finish what i started
it'll lead to something better
thats where my heart is
Sep 8, 2019
Sep 8, 2019 at 4:41 PM UTC
im ******* ****** and i dont even know it
feeling so emotional but i dont even show it
and if i could get you off my mind
i shouldve couldve wouldve of
but nothing beats the times when i thought youd show up
instead youre too busy liking him
so i mind my business once again
never getting what i want
just slowly nodding off
and i think you would be more interesting with me
but what do i know
i cant even spit out a word
so soon ill ******* choke on the adjectives and the verbs
nothing new to describe her
except that i maybe kinda love her or maybe im just lonely so ill shut the **** up
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 5:17 PM UTC
sweating out the messes of last night
i wish we kissed but i dont know
you swam around in circles
like an angel floating in my mind
why the **** do you like him and not me
am i alone, am i even here, how do i shake this feeling
i wish you noticed me, but i dont know how to say it
Sep 1, 2019
Sep 1, 2019 at 11:41 AM UTC