Sedate me with your stare
Bring me high above the clouds.
Your touch is exhilarating;
In the cover of darkness our hearts meet;
Our fingers, our thighs;
A secret is burgeoning.
You keep on stealing from me.
Your glances.
Stop; don't stop. Take it all.
My doors are unlocked.
But what does it all mean?
In my mind I rest my head,
On your shoulders;
My hands are reaching out to you
Yet our hearts never felt so far away.
Can I tell you my secret?
Your hands are rough,
But I want it around mine.
Do our lips fit like puzzles do?
Come on, lets fan the flames,
Of this candlelit romance.
Is it really you I'm meeting in the dark?
My head keeps hitting the window;
Potholes on the road.
Another day. Another dream.
The airwaves between us are silent.
Am I a fool for honing in on your signals?
It's so exciting, my one-sided romance.
Mar 17, 2020
Mar 17, 2020 at 9:30 AM UTC
Nothing feels like this.
Empty feeling
Droning on
And on
People are behind me.
Can you stop? I don't want to think about that right now.
Right now.
Right now.
Can you leave?
Can I leave you?
Bye.
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 2:34 AM UTC
You can't love me
The way I want you to
The way that I do.
You can't look at me
The same way that I do
The way I steal some
Glances
From across the room
That sometimes you do too.
You can't hold me
The way I want you to
Because I want you to
Hold my hand
And my heart
With you to
Where I'll say 'I do'
And you'll say
'I do too'.
You can't love me
The way that I do
And you won't love me
The way that I do
Because you don't
Share my view
Or see things
The way I do
But now
I'm not
The only one
Looking at you
The way I do
And loving you
The way I do
And I know he can do
So much better
Than what I do
So stop pretending
Not to know what to do
Because you know
And I know too
That you should
Chase that feeling
Grasp it
Hold it
And cherish it
Before it bids
Adieu
Chase it for me
My friend
Before he, like me
Gives up too.
You can't love me
The way I want you to
The way that I do.
But love him
The way he wants you to
And want him
The way he wants you to
For I know deep down
That you want him too.
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 12:45 AM UTC
Please don't leave me.
All I want is to talk to you once more
All I want is to have one more day
With you
Excuses are all I can make to persuade you
To make you think otherwise
Because
All I want is to have one more hour
With you
I will do anything to stop you from leaving
Anything
Everything
Because
All I want is to have one more minute
With you
I will remind you of the good times we had
As well as the bad.
But who wants to dwell on the past
When you have
The future.
Do you see it now?
Do you see us?
The ones holding hands by the bay
The ones watching the movie together
The ones with their heads leaning against each other
And their hands in each others
Hearts
They look inseparable
Inseparable
I thought we were inseparable
Inseparable
I thought we had forever
But forever is about to leave
So
Please
Don't leave me
Because
All I want
Is to have
One
More
Chance
With you.
Jan 2, 2018
Jan 2, 2018 at 2:25 PM UTC
In the dark of night
Deep in my slumbers
My mind wanders.
Trees swaying
Glass gleaming
Snow falling
Then
I see us.
Frolicking in the fields.
What fields?
The fields of lovers.
I see us.
By the moonlit bay
Leaving the rest of the world
Behind us
I see us.
On the top of a mountain
Embraced in each others arms
I see us.
Together
Just how I
Pictured it to be
It is a shame
That what I see
This perfect fantasy
Only exists
In
My
Dreams.
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 10:26 AM UTC
I plead,
Take me back!
Take me away from here!
Take me from this horrid place!
The lies
The deceit
The greed
It is pungent, it is putrid
You can see it in the air.
Spreading like wildfire
Everywhere.
Oh, take me back!
Take me back to a land
Where the grass is always greener
Where the skies are azure
Where the birds chirp
Where the trees sway
Where the breeze flows gently.
No one is there to answer me
As I lay on the damp, dark ground.
I could feel myself slipping away
Into nothingness
Or perhaps
Into a deep sleep.
I cry my last
And see
That they were there all along
Standing idly by
Never stopping to mind the now cold body
Lying on the sidewalk.
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 9:44 AM UTC
My heart has been
Wandering
Searching
Finding
Yet I seem to be going in circles
I yearn for something
That I don't seem to understand.
This feeling inside
It is consuming me.
Should I let it continue?
should I surrender?
My heart has been
Wandering
Searching
Finding
Yet my heart always leads me back to you
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 9:20 AM UTC
Three years is a long while.
A long while indeed.
Three years is enough
To forget
The memories of you and me.
Three years is enough
But still, I haven't forgotten.
I haven't let go.
Three years is a long while
For me to forget.
But my heart still skips a beat
Whenever you lay your eyes on me.
Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
I still remember the day
When our arms would go around
Each others shoulders.
I still remember
You acting crazy
And asking me to do the same
I still remember the day
You became another person
And when I didn't approve
You left and went to someone else
Don't you lie to me,
You're the one that started it all
Where has it all gone?
Memories of us now undone
Why did it have to end?
After you went down that river bend
You don't need me anymore
Just leave me here and go!
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 8:34 AM UTC
My body cannot comprehend,
My mouth cannot utter,
My mind cannot construct thoughts
Correctly
At the thought of living life without
Seeing
Meeting
Talking to
The one I drool over every single day.
It seems like I can no longer function.
But I know
That the one I drool over
Does not answer to my affections
Yet,
It's as if I can't stop thinking about
Can't stop living without
Can't stop loving without
You
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 8:31 AM UTC