She hugged her best friend tightly and he just stood there and watched.
"Hug her for me too." He said. "I don't wanna get in trouble."
She turns around and walks to a spot, a fair distance away from him. She stretched out her hand towards him,
"Hand hug." She says and smiled at him.
He reached out his hand and took it the way he did every time he greeted her. Only this time, he pulled her towards him.
They just stood there, in the most perfect of ways.
This wasn't a hand hug, it was better.
Much, much better.
Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 9:30 PM UTC
I hate you...
That is what my head has finally decided but as I ponder on this decision I'm trying to find reasons to back up my reason and.....
nothing.
Not one piece of evidence.
The thing is, I have every reason to hate you.
You go out a lot and you stay out late and here I am wondering what you're doing who you're with what the hell you're up to and still.....
nothing.
Not one doubt in my heart.
Yes, I specified my heart because my mind has a mind of it's own and as I try to convince it of all the reasons that you'd never in any sort of way hurt me nor have I given you a reason to, it still doubts.
So I let it take me to all the possible scenarios where you'd do me wrong and I try to find by any possible means in which this can be true and again.....
nothing.
Not one second do I mistrust you.
Although all good things must come to an end....
I wish you to be forever.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:55 AM UTC
why is it,
that the water keeps getting colder?
why is it,
that i can't seem to hold you?
why is it,
that i keep going under?
why is it,
that i can't seem to hold you?
why is it,
that the water keeps getting colder?
why is it,
that you're fading away further?
why is it,
that i'm not getting any warmer?
why is it,
that instead of being able to hold you,
the more I'm going under?
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:54 AM UTC
I don't want to miss somebody,
who isn't missing me.
But baby if you are,
say something, please.
It feels like I'm drowning without you now,
please come back to me somehow.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:53 AM UTC
i want to know you, better than anyone,
to understand you, to help you out,
to be there when you're in doubt.
i want to let you know you're not alone,
even when you feel out of place,
i'll be your home.
i want to tell you that i won't leave, i won't go away,
because i made a promise i'm gonna stay.
i know everything is new,
but trust me i'll learn to love you the way you want me to.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:52 AM UTC
beautiful, he calls her. but is she really?
in her purest essence, in what it means to be her, is she beautiful?
according to her, she is not.
according to the world, who knows?
but he thinks she's beautiful. and he would.not.stop. repeating it.
perhaps she's beautiful because of the hints of vanity in her face,
or the twinkle in her eyes, the brightness in her smile,
or maybe it's the way her hair falls on her shoulder.
but that doesn't make her beautiful.
the traces in her face, only he sees
the twinkle in her eyes, he put it there,
the brightness in her smile, it's because of him
the way her hair falls is a natural mess.
she isn't really beautiful,
she doesn't possess beauty within herself,
it's him that makes her beautiful -
and it's only him that's seen this beauty in her.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:51 AM UTC
with you I finally knew joy.
i smiled until my cheeks hurt,
and i laughed until i can laugh no more -
it was nice while it lasted.
with you I finally knew peace,
i looked at you and and everything disappeared,
one look and everything became oh so crystal clear -
it was lovely while it lasted.
with you I finally knew love,
the kind of love that is radiant from afar,
the kind of love that you can feel though apart,
the kind of love that drives you insane,
the kind of love that jumbles up your brain,
the kind of love that gives you that adrenaline rush,
the kind of love that makes you constantly blush,
that kind of love that gives you reason to wake-up in the morning -
it was mesmerizing while it lasted.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:49 AM UTC
i'm hoping;
that someone will care for you in the ways i couldn't.
that someone will show you all that i couldn't.
that someone will love you like i couldn't.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:47 AM UTC
is it just me or is it easier when she's not there?
when she's nowhere near me - near us.
it's as if without her i can breathe, like i'm free.
she's the type of person that makes you feel like you're choking.
best friends?
i think that term is overrated. i think it's more life frenemies,
more like she commands me and i must respond,
but no more. i'm done,
the hell with her and her ******* morals.
she makes me want to push him away,
to lose him and there's no way that's happening.
but if she has a problem with it, too bad.
because sure, jealousy is a ***** but then karma is one too.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC
i say this with tears in my eyes and a shattered heart,
i have to push you away - it's for the best.
i love you,
so i'll let you be.
and yet, i still hope that one day
the tides will bring you back to me.
Nov 9, 2017
Nov 9, 2017 at 10:36 AM UTC