After the light passed through
the windows of my soul
After the moon shine so bright
on that lonely autumn night
After the talks, the sharing,
the small moments of truths
and smiles so genuine
You and I, even if we hide
Even if the world put a
great distance between us
for so many times,
You and I, We are possible.
And this is not the end,
Because every moment that
seemed too charcoal to see
The sun rises for new beginnings
No to goodbyes, I’ll see you again,
A new chapter to begin with you,
for us to start again.
Oct 22, 2017
Oct 22, 2017 at 2:58 PM UTC
This earthly life
is too much for me.
I need to go home,
to the constellations;
Where I share
with the stars,
the same destiny.
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC
You’re no
stranger anymore
Let me walk you
From that jaded cold night
when we talked to
all the stars in the sky
about the secrets we hide
And you didn’t even try
when the spark ignite
the trapped happiness
between my eyes
when you said to me
I love doing this with you
In all kindness; no lies.
So if you like saving me
then where are you now?
When will we do it again
Because you did, somehow,
left me waiting and shaken
from those questions and replies
You left me hanging, half broken,
wondering why, it’s too dark outside
but we are glowing now
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 9:09 AM UTC
Like the falling star,
out of the blue
and you, Out of the dark
Showed me I’m not really
completely falling apart
Like the stars,
you talked to me
Showering me with
kindness and vulnerabilty
Keeping me company
from my wavering sanity
and starting anxiety
Like the moon, it feels like
I knew who you are
but you’re a stranger afar
from the simple world
I created so far
Would you come again
like you did before?
would you show me again
How it’s easy to fall
and crawl and feel alive
Like how you patched
the constellation for me
on that lonely autumn night.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 5:57 AM UTC
The girl I’m praying for
Is somewhere being hurt
by some guy she thought
will be her forever
But calm down, love
It’s not yet over
Someday, I’ll meet you
and we’ll make it together
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 5:19 PM UTC
Having a broken heart is,
no matter how many words you write
or how it weighs you down at night,
no matter how hard you cry
And how persistently you try,
Once the person decided a future
Without you in it, in the end
There’s no way you could go back
from being the loved one again.
Oct 15, 2017
Oct 15, 2017 at 3:28 PM UTC
I never regretted loving you
In fact, I blame myself
For not loving you more
For not flooding you with butterflies
For not making a spark
in your earthly colored eyes
For not hugging your pain and flaws
For not being there
when your skin need me the most
I blame myself
For not being the perfect match
That I didn’t make it literally
After I said I love you so much.
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 6:08 PM UTC
The scars I tried to bury
are now floating
between my ribs
trying to **** all the blood
that runs through my heart;
that flows to my hands
that she used to hold
and loved.
My visions became narrow
pointing to the future where
I am alone and she’s happy.
Then slowly, there are tears
in my eyes that no muscle
in my system could lift back.
I miss her so bad; so much
I’ll dive to hell and
search in heaven.
I’ll fly to the milky way
to plead and pray
that if she’s not for me
then I am now willing
to give myself to flames.
I miss her so bad
I’ll do anything
to take her back,
I’ll do everything
for her not to leave.
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 7:48 AM UTC
The last time I spoke
with deep sincerity
was when I told her
I’ll never ever leave
Now, I’m on the subway
waiting for the train
to take me away
from the harsh reality
Because it’s been
so long, perhaps a
decade already
when I used those words
without clear clarity.
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 9:44 PM UTC
I could feel the heat
of her touches like
I’m being glued to the sun.
She’s that too much;
too delicate but warm
As my fingertips linger to
all the places she allowed me
I kissed her like she’s water
Like I’m comforted by the sea
I crave more of her soul
and sweet murmur of please
between my mouth, she pushed me
To go home, to go very deep
I wander through her spirit
While our hands fit perfectly
I lift her up, she bury me,
I gave her all my love
I let them free.
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 10:53 AM UTC