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the_parasite
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sometimes i analyze myself what kind of soul i burden everyday, try to understand what am i? who am i? what sort of traits i hold? what are the things that made me like this? where to keep so much of me? am i the only person to understand my deepned things? i realy, i really do not get anything that would fit in my head! i crave so much of everything like i become the most nonchalant one or become the most saddest one. it's not like i deeply want of everything it's more than something else that i can't even place in me. sometimes i think i know too much of me and sometimes not and i feel like i am a big ******* paradox myself. one thing i know and it's kind of certain to me that i profoundly want to just vanish to the nowwhere may be blending into to mud or something else i don't know. i feel like it's just better if i just don't exist in this world not beacuse i went through any traumatic phase of my life but more importantly my saddness in everything. i feel happy at the same i feel sad i am middle of nowwhere. nowhere to the nothingness.. oh god! i am a big ******* paradox to myself.
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Mar 2, 2026 at 6:04 PM UTC
oh god! i am a big ******* paradox to myself.
sometimes i analyze myself what kind of soul i burden everyday, try to understand what am i? who am i? what sort of traits i hold? what are the things that made me like this? where to keep so much of me? am i the only person to understand my deepned things? i realy, i really do not get anything that would fit in my head! i crave so much of everything like i become the most nonchalant one or become the most saddest one. it's not like i deeply want of everything it's more than something else that i can't even place in me. sometimes i think i know too much of me and sometimes not and i feel like i am a big ******* paradox myself. one thing i know and it's kind of certain to me that i profoundly want to just vanish to the nowwhere may be blending into to mud or something else i don't know. i feel like it's just better if i just don't exist in this world not beacuse i went through any traumatic phase of my life but more importantly my saddness in everything. i feel happy at the same i feel sad i am middle of nowwhere. nowhere to the nothingness.. oh god! i am a big ******* paradox to myself.
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