theEternalDarling - Hello Poetry

Dear Mason, I met you on July 16, 2016 A day after my birthday I had begged my mom To take me to the animal shelter And when she did I was so happy So, so happy I was surrounded by one of the things that made me the happiest Cats I walked in there And I looked around Some cats were sleeping Most of them were grooming And others stared at me Like they wanted to **** me up (or rip up my new trendy top) I looked around some more And all these cats seemed pretty neat Just not the one for me You understand? My mom told me to hurry up So we could leave (the smell wasn't that great) And then I saw you Oh Mason You looked at me in such a way That didn't get me scared like the other cats So I crouched down Looked into your cage And you looked at me With those eyes Oh your eyes were beautiful I stuck my finger in your cage And you batted at it playfully (Even when the lady working there told me not to. How could I not(those eyes)?) I was fixated on you You were fixated on me And finally the lady Asked if I wanted to hold you I have never agreed to anything so fast She got your attention With her long acrylic nails rattling against your cage And you jumped into her arms She told me some things about you And finally handed you over to me I placed you against my chest And you immediately began purring (My heart) I stroked your shiny black coat While the lady explained to me How a young girl like me Could miss out on some fun opportunities Because of this cat I didn't really care. I held you like you were going to leap away from me at any given moment But you didn't leap away so that meant I was doing something right, right? My mom was snapping away And I was falling in love with you And you were licking my arm and Making biscuits against my chest After the long, long conversation Between my mom and the lady I had to give you back. I almost started crying. I made a noise in the back of my throat And you looked up at me with those eyes I kept stroking your fur I really didn't want to leave without you in my arms But I had to. My goodbye to you was a kiss on top of the head And you placed your head in the crook of my neck. (Oh **** here comes the tears from all this reminiscing) I gave you back You put back in your cage And before I left I looked back at you And of course you looked up at me With those eyes I left the animal shelter with a heavy heart. The next day I went on the shelter's website Looking for your picture to show my grandma, to showcase how photogenic you are And you weren't there I searched And searched And searched I thought it was a glitch But I knew it wasn't I knew it before I even realized. You got adopted. I cried. Quite a lot actually. I had made plans to got to he shelter the next week So you could meet my sister Eventually, I got over it And I was happy for you You got adopted! You have a home! The hard part is the fact that it isn't my home. Sometimes I look at a box and think 'Wow, if Mason was here, he would've loved that box' Or I could be alone in bed and think 'If Mason was here, he'd be laying next to me, purring like crazy' I miss you, Mason.

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Sep 5, 2016

Sep 5, 2016 at 3:55 PM UTC

To The Three Month Old Black Cat That Broke My Heart

Dear Mason, I met you on July 16, 2016 A day after my birthday I had begged my mom To take me to the animal shelter And when she did I was so happy So, so happy I was surrounded by one of the things that made me the happiest Cats I walked in there And I looked around Some cats were sleeping Most of them were grooming And others stared at me Like they wanted to **** me up (or rip up my new trendy top) I looked around some more And all these cats seemed pretty neat Just not the one for me You understand? My mom told me to hurry up So we could leave (the smell wasn't that great) And then I saw you Oh Mason You looked at me in such a way That didn't get me scared like the other cats So I crouched down Looked into your cage And you looked at me With those eyes Oh your eyes were beautiful I stuck my finger in your cage And you batted at it playfully (Even when the lady working there told me not to. How could I not(those eyes)?) I was fixated on you You were fixated on me And finally the lady Asked if I wanted to hold you I have never agreed to anything so fast She got your attention With her long acrylic nails rattling against your cage And you jumped into her arms She told me some things about you And finally handed you over to me I placed you against my chest And you immediately began purring (My heart) I stroked your shiny black coat While the lady explained to me How a young girl like me Could miss out on some fun opportunities Because of this cat I didn't really care. I held you like you were going to leap away from me at any given moment But you didn't leap away so that meant I was doing something right, right? My mom was snapping away And I was falling in love with you And you were licking my arm and Making biscuits against my chest After the long, long conversation Between my mom and the lady I had to give you back. I almost started crying. I made a noise in the back of my throat And you looked up at me with those eyes I kept stroking your fur I really didn't want to leave without you in my arms But I had to. My goodbye to you was a kiss on top of the head And you placed your head in the crook of my neck. (Oh **** here comes the tears from all this reminiscing) I gave you back You put back in your cage And before I left I looked back at you And of course you looked up at me With those eyes I left the animal shelter with a heavy heart. The next day I went on the shelter's website Looking for your picture to show my grandma, to showcase how photogenic you are And you weren't there I searched And searched And searched I thought it was a glitch But I knew it wasn't I knew it before I even realized. You got adopted. I cried. Quite a lot actually. I had made plans to got to he shelter the next week So you could meet my sister Eventually, I got over it And I was happy for you You got adopted! You have a home! The hard part is the fact that it isn't my home. Sometimes I look at a box and think 'Wow, if Mason was here, he would've loved that box' Or I could be alone in bed and think 'If Mason was here, he'd be laying next to me, purring like crazy' I miss you, Mason.

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It always starts out as a question "Can I do this alone?" That's how it begins. You'll start out as strong as you can Putting all your effort into whatever you're doing And then your strength begins to dwindle You tell yourself "I've made it this far I can keep going". (Motivation always helps. Even If you feel like it isn't. You always last that extra minute That you needed.) When you feel like giving up the first time, That's when your palms become clammy Your heart starts to pound And your brain runs wild "What if I can't keep going? What if I need to stop?" That person you saw giving in the other day Is now becoming you. Oh God, now you're that person And that pushes you even harder (Who knew you still had something left?) And when you crash You don't realize what's hit you. "But I was doing fine! I don't know what happened to me!" And then the tears flow. And you begin to f a l l What are you falling into? It could be anything actually Depression Anxiety Your self-esteem could crash And then come those thoughts (How far could you drop down? Far enough) Those thoughts that eat away at your being And your mind And your body And your soul And everything you thought couldn't be touched Now your tears are flowing freely And you're eating yourself alive There is something wrong with this picture You are alone. Completely, utterly, alone. Where is that person, dog, cat etc.. That is supposed to be there Comforting and caring for you When you drop so low Are they dead? Did you push them away? Did they push you away? Whatever the circumstance maybe You are alone. The right thing to do now Is go look for that person, dog, cat etc.. And convince them (if they aren't convinced enough as they see the bags under your eyes and the way you've lost the pep in your stride) Once you've got that down Pour it out All of it Let it go (Like the song) And pray they are the person you think they are And comfort you the way you think they should You'll feel better afterwards You'll pick up all your pieces. But them in jar Carry that jar with you And hope You never, ever have to endure that Ever again You'll regain that pep in your stride And with that person, dog, cat etc.. You think to yourself 'I'm not alone in this fight' (Unless you push this certain person, dog, cat etc.. away and that is when you fall into the vicious cycle of learning, forgetting and learning again the hard way.)

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Aug 31, 2016

Aug 31, 2016 at 7:13 PM UTC

You Can't Deal With Some Things By Yourself

It always starts out as a question "Can I do this alone?" That's how it begins. You'll start out as strong as you can Putting all your effort into whatever you're doing And then your strength begins to dwindle You tell yourself "I've made it this far I can keep going". (Motivation always helps. Even If you feel like it isn't. You always last that extra minute That you needed.) When you feel like giving up the first time, That's when your palms become clammy Your heart starts to pound And your brain runs wild "What if I can't keep going? What if I need to stop?" That person you saw giving in the other day Is now becoming you. Oh God, now you're that person And that pushes you even harder (Who knew you still had something left?) And when you crash You don't realize what's hit you. "But I was doing fine! I don't know what happened to me!" And then the tears flow. And you begin to f a l l What are you falling into? It could be anything actually Depression Anxiety Your self-esteem could crash And then come those thoughts (How far could you drop down? Far enough) Those thoughts that eat away at your being And your mind And your body And your soul And everything you thought couldn't be touched Now your tears are flowing freely And you're eating yourself alive There is something wrong with this picture You are alone. Completely, utterly, alone. Where is that person, dog, cat etc.. That is supposed to be there Comforting and caring for you When you drop so low Are they dead? Did you push them away? Did they push you away? Whatever the circumstance maybe You are alone. The right thing to do now Is go look for that person, dog, cat etc.. And convince them (if they aren't convinced enough as they see the bags under your eyes and the way you've lost the pep in your stride) Once you've got that down Pour it out All of it Let it go (Like the song) And pray they are the person you think they are And comfort you the way you think they should You'll feel better afterwards You'll pick up all your pieces. But them in jar Carry that jar with you And hope You never, ever have to endure that Ever again You'll regain that pep in your stride And with that person, dog, cat etc.. You think to yourself 'I'm not alone in this fight' (Unless you push this certain person, dog, cat etc.. away and that is when you fall into the vicious cycle of learning, forgetting and learning again the hard way.)

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And when the time comes You'll realize That you aren't perfect You can never be perfect But, God you'll try so hard You'll put on makeup You'll do up your hair You'll find a way to make your smiles look real. Once you're done Wasting all your money and things You didn't need in the first place All of this emotion Will rush at you And smack you right in the face You'll do things you're not proud of You'll drink till you can't anymore You'll dance till your feet bruise You'll cry till you've wasted all your tears Even after all that You still strive to be perfect You'll never learn You'll never quit You'll never stop Until you do. And let all this emotion Wrap around you Embrace you And then you'll learn You are perfect. Just the way you are. I know I sound Corny as **** But you'll learn that you are perfect.

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Aug 30, 2016

Aug 30, 2016 at 1:20 PM UTC

When You Realize Some Things Just Can't Be Done

And when the time comes You'll realize That you aren't perfect You can never be perfect But, God you'll try so hard You'll put on makeup You'll do up your hair You'll find a way to make your smiles look real. Once you're done Wasting all your money and things You didn't need in the first place All of this emotion Will rush at you And smack you right in the face You'll do things you're not proud of You'll drink till you can't anymore You'll dance till your feet bruise You'll cry till you've wasted all your tears Even after all that You still strive to be perfect You'll never learn You'll never quit You'll never stop Until you do. And let all this emotion Wrap around you Embrace you And then you'll learn You are perfect. Just the way you are. I know I sound Corny as **** But you'll learn that you are perfect.

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If you paint paragraphs Onto a wall Will it become a new room? Or will it remain The same?

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Dec 31, 2015

Dec 31, 2015 at 7:28 PM UTC

A New Face ( Last Poem of 2015 )

If you paint paragraphs Onto a wall Will it become a new room? Or will it remain The same?

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Come,Come! She'd scream Come,Come with me! I'll make your dreams come true Put your heart in my hand Follow me into a strange land Come,come with me, won't you? Follow me into Neverland Follow me into Neverland We'll meet with Peter Pan Follow me to Neverland.

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Oct 4, 2015

Oct 4, 2015 at 7:53 PM UTC

Follow Me To Neverland

Come,Come! She'd scream Come,Come with me! I'll make your dreams come true Put your heart in my hand Follow me into a strange land Come,come with me, won't you? Follow me into Neverland Follow me into Neverland We'll meet with Peter Pan Follow me to Neverland.

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**Oh, oh no! There it goes! There it goes. My box of humanity! Oh,oh no There it goes! Where did I put my key? I feel it slipping deep deep down Can you find it for me? It's deep deep down, can you find it for me? Please! Please! Please! Help me find my key? Please! Please! Please! Help me find my key? Help me unlock my box of humanity.**

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Oct 4, 2015

Oct 4, 2015 at 2:55 PM UTC

Pandora's Box

**Oh, oh no! There it goes! There it goes. My box of humanity! Oh,oh no There it goes! Where did I put my key? I feel it slipping deep deep down Can you find it for me? It's deep deep down, can you find it for me? Please! Please! Please! Help me find my key? Please! Please! Please! Help me find my key? Help me unlock my box of humanity.**

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She shot into the sky Her eyes alight Her fingers shooting Bullets of light

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Sep 19, 2015

Sep 19, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC

Bullets Of Light

She shot into the sky Her eyes alight Her fingers shooting Bullets of light

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Viens! The planet of Peace welcomes you Before you pass through the gates Put all your hate, grief, envy and anger into the box. Put your soul in the box next to it, For two days you must leave your body and your soul bare Your past actions must be reflected upon Now.. You are cleansed- Excuse me Ms.Seraphina! You have a note from yourself It reads: We'll meet on the reflection of our river ~ xoxo, S

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Aug 29, 2015

Aug 29, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC

Seraphina & Soul PT.2

Viens! The planet of Peace welcomes you Before you pass through the gates Put all your hate, grief, envy and anger into the box. Put your soul in the box next to it, For two days you must leave your body and your soul bare Your past actions must be reflected upon Now.. You are cleansed- Excuse me Ms.Seraphina! You have a note from yourself It reads: We'll meet on the reflection of our river ~ xoxo, S

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The X marks the spot But you're still no where to be found I've had stars in my pocket, but I've thrown them all out. Why can't I find my poor other half? The arcs of our dreams have all been burned down. Endless days turn into endless nights Haven't I looked hard enough? Why must you be so hard to find? ( I won't cry.. No I won't ) Follow the path to our planet, the path our peace it told me Forget.. Forget..Forget.. Forget me not said the Soul ~xoxo , S

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Aug 29, 2015

Aug 29, 2015 at 3:51 PM UTC

Seraphina & Soul

The X marks the spot But you're still no where to be found I've had stars in my pocket, but I've thrown them all out. Why can't I find my poor other half? The arcs of our dreams have all been burned down. Endless days turn into endless nights Haven't I looked hard enough? Why must you be so hard to find? ( I won't cry.. No I won't ) Follow the path to our planet, the path our peace it told me Forget.. Forget..Forget.. Forget me not said the Soul ~xoxo , S

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Lovely crazy fox man Swinging through the forest I have a special spot for you By the Hanging Tree Lovely little Lizzie Sit right beside me I have a special seat for you By the Hanging Tree Crazy little fox man I know you love her There is no else above her So do this special deed Pretty little Lizzie Do you know he loves you ? There is no one else above you He'll love you till he bleeds Crazy ol' fox man They're about to lynch me **** everybody Then you'll have her heart Lovely little Lizzie Chop your mommy and daddy **** everybody Then you'll have his heart Lovely crazy fox man Pretty little Lizzie They love each other In sweet insanity

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Mar 28, 2015

Mar 28, 2015 at 1:39 PM UTC

Crazy Fox Man

Lovely crazy fox man Swinging through the forest I have a special spot for you By the Hanging Tree Lovely little Lizzie Sit right beside me I have a special seat for you By the Hanging Tree Crazy little fox man I know you love her There is no else above her So do this special deed Pretty little Lizzie Do you know he loves you ? There is no one else above you He'll love you till he bleeds Crazy ol' fox man They're about to lynch me **** everybody Then you'll have her heart Lovely little Lizzie Chop your mommy and daddy **** everybody Then you'll have his heart Lovely crazy fox man Pretty little Lizzie They love each other In sweet insanity

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