
Only a taste
That's all I get
Fleeting moments
Happy thoughts, a tease
I'll get just that
But they're longer and longer
Between there and now
The day's roll by
Where happiness is constant
Rather than elusive
Feelings of guilt
For those that don't have it
But then I'm appreciative
Because for the longest
I wasn't
Oct 7, 2014
Oct 7, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
Behind my eyes
Resides a beast
An animal
Barely controlled
On a thin leash
It looks at you
Through everyone
Past you
All you are
Just another meal
I see you
But you don't understand
With your
"My you have pretty eyes,"
I see you as flesh
Something to be devoured
My hands hook to claws
My fingers itch for blood
My mouth waters
For a taste of your meat
I lick my lips
And speak pretty
I fear my eyes betray me
But you'll lie
And be trapped
Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 12:27 PM UTC
Embrotic memories of a time
Pieced together and stitched
An incomplete puzzle
From the childhood nightmare
Like reflections
In shattered glass
Staring back
The child stares at me
Probably wondering, curious
Questioning how this came to be
When the memories push
Catapulting me into the present
A journey built on a foundation
Always seeming to crumble
With every step, splitting
Between right and the conditioning
Depression looms, drowning darkness
I see the light, diffused above
Reaching I gasp, crying
Shadows twist and tangle
From the weeds pulling me back
A touch, gentle, a grip
Takes my hand, pulling
My face breaks the surface
A lover's kiss, no
The Lover's Kiss, Devine
Breaks my lips
Breathes, gives, sparks life
Hope
That takes me from the edge
Dispels darkness, clears for light
Forever I'll struggle
Tempted by others
Taunted by the past
Threatening to topple
I am resolved to stand
The shell is broken
My child grins, plays
In my shadow, my present
Gives, providing her safety
Not then, but now,
Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 11:50 AM UTC
Sits up on a mountain
But turns all those
Who come away
He'll spend a day
Maybe four or five
And eat what he likes
A solitary life
Up, up, up
Down, down, down
He might wonder
Which is more difficult
The ups or downs
But if you asked
And if he answered
It would be neither
And leave you
In question
Because
You wouldn't get it
It would be the journey
And he's trying to make it
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 6:14 AM UTC
The day is mine, ours
Futures will become today
Such is my life, ours
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 11:44 AM UTC
Slowly
A
Feather
Falls
Low
Discarded by its wing
Dropped away
Without a thought
It drifted, pulled
Pushed
By currents
Beyond it's control
Tugged and tousled
Tossed like a boat in the storm
This is life
Too many thrown away
Drifting to make a difference
Or crushed beneath the heels of bills
Bouncing back and forth
Without, they say, their chance
But, it's personal
When I say
The chance
Is in your
Hands
Right
Now
So take a breathe
Take another
Look to the skies, the stars
Then grit your teeth
Work your fingers
They'll bleed
You'll pay
But
In the end, you'll see
You are the shining
You were meant to be
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 10:02 AM UTC
With a touch, he makes me erupt
Bound, by hand to foot
I am pleasured, first by tease
The smallest nibble
The smallest lick
Arching, straining bonds
Reaching for more,
Muscles contract, relax
And seek to break once more
I am forced to concentrate
Fists pull at my bindings
Over I twist, around I bend
Ankles to thighs, opened wide
Toys seek, penetrating,
My mouth, tongue to glass
Dripping, my want plays need
Throbbing, my button's desire
Far out stretched, wrists above
Tension increases the need
I am his, the ultimate in trust
He says to lick, my mouth invites
Guiding me, gentle to his ******
Knowing, he knows my want,
All my fears, delayed
My face cradled in his strength
I take, opening deep, but he won't gift
Just a tease, gets my breath hot
And I'm over again, wide and spread
I feel my lips open, blindfolded fun
His tip, it must be a sin
Vibrations wrench sweetness from me
His staff slides as his hands grip
Up and back, never in
Quivering thighs make me buck
I am denied, I am fulfilled
And I am on my knees
Arched high, opened wide
For hours he has teased
Will this be my moment
My teeth still my quaking lip
His hand again, I coat
Dripping down my insides
And he presses fingers to my lips
I drink, greedy, my taste
Not for me, but for him
A pleasured mess, I ****
Creating, overwhelming his own need
He takes it from me,
Pulling my cheeks wider
The tip, the tip, the tip!
I feel it grow, stretching me
Then the shaft, a hardness
Squeezing, throbbing my own need
I fight it back, to take more
Bound, his lust, gives more
Not a little but full ******
Split, I convulse
Against bind
In his hands, hard
My body gives
Lost, I am clay
Around him
I am molded
In fire, I am
Cast
I feel the urgency in thrusts
I feel his depth and ask for depth
His test takes me harder
And for more I ask
I give him myself
And I feel fingers press
Enter places, commanding more
Drawing more from me
Bringing me strange places
And I devour them all
Knees down and deep
Butting the pillow,
I am brought
Beyond flesh
To the place of my soul
And I am satisfied
Feeling his need
He pulls, plunges deep
Just above, my dripping wet
Giving me just the tip
I feel him swell
His knuckles play a song
Against my firm cheeks he plays
I squeeze and shutter
******* at his delights
I hold him tight
Letting him finish his cream
I feel it drip, both now
Down wet cheeks, inner thigh
Feral grin, this just begins
Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC
If there was a way to wither all storms
That protection would be a house
More, a home
Built of stone
Solid wood
Steel and
To last
The home will be strong
Built solid, on stone
Anchored deep
Bedrock, firm
Many will knock
And more will come
They'll be turned away
Cast out for their fears
And bringing unrest
Their storms are not wanted
And the home will stand
It is strong, not of straw
Not on sand, not to blow
The winds will not crash down
Not storm, only a light rain
Maybe repair a bit here
Or there
That's the price of a home
Building protection
From the storm
Defying the world
And being alive
Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 7:45 AM UTC
I'll make the devil blush
Turn his head with my legs
Heave heavy in his breast
My pleasure in laughter
Wincing when he delivers
A Catholic sin, to be so full
Riding it like a bull
Enjoying the drip
Flushing body
Replenishing soul
Good thing my God
Has blessed me with this
Insatiability and the chance
To heal, to be pleasures, pleasured
Killing off the demons in my mind
I'm built for speed, sleek, lithe
Hard bodies, desperately in love
Show it with my grind
Indulge it in kind
Hips bring quivering thighs
High heels, fishnets
Behind closed doors
My Man knows how to please
With lips, hands such a tease
Bringing waves, little deaths
One by one, until the big one
A sensual massage
That lasts for hours
To which, I lose
My mind
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 6:57 AM UTC
Be shade, beast or man
Hark, listen just to be clear
Beware lines in sand
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 4:52 PM UTC