
Don't you have to know?
I still don't understand why you had to go.
Was it to soon, or was I too late?
Our love kept on spinning like the threads of fate
I've been here as long now as I was away
And our hearts were aching for that very day,
Until it had arrived and my feet touched the ground
Suddenly you darling, just were not around.
But what I don't understand is why you'd just go,
It all was for something...don't you have to know?
Feb 2, 2025
Feb 2, 2025 at 8:06 AM UTC
I knew I lost you in advance
I can't say I didn't have a warning
We were sitting on the couch
Like it were just any other morning
And I was struggling with a task
Can't even remember what
I asked if you would help and your reply
Twisted my hear into a knot
Why would you do that indeed
Yet somehow you always did
Until loving me was difficult
and you were not prepared to make that bid.
Oct 8, 2022
Oct 8, 2022 at 8:37 AM UTC
A beautiful verb, now only past tense,
Felt from that day, to all the years hence,
From beautiful voice, I held it so true,
But tell me just when, was it past tense to you?
We promised the moment, it happened we'd say,
But I haven't yet, and you didn't that day,
Sometimes conversations, they still feel like home,
Like you did that day, by the sand and the foam.
This poems not finished, no it doesn't feel done,
But as I think of a title, past tense's not the one
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 9:57 AM UTC
Should love feel like coming home?
Like shelter after you roam?
Like peace and quiet and hope and sleep?
Like a safe pair of arms in which to softly weep?
Or is it adventure we seek?
When on our lips of love we speak?
Within you you feel a fire burn,
For love's the adventure for which you yearn.
But perhaps my dearest, sweetest you,
Both of these loves are always true,
And in your love I've always found,
Both kinds tend to be abound
Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 8:50 AM UTC
Do you stare too at the dot of green,
Wondering why, and what did it mean?
Are you out there unfazed, unfettered, unseen?
Or do you sit too, and curse what has been?
Mad you said things that you didn't mean?
Or is it just I who stares at my screen,
Driven insane by that dot of green?
Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 7:51 AM UTC
The limelight dims, the curtains fall,
Unset the stage, we've seen it all.
The story's told, it's a such a shame,
The backdrop's new, the end's the same.
Why do we bother, to take our seat?
The play is sad, and all too fleet.
Through empty rows, his voice now leaps,
And into him, emptiness seeps.
Mar 14, 2020
Mar 14, 2020 at 7:26 AM UTC
So I say hey, how have you been?
I tried to stay mad but that isn't my scene.
I always freak out about what to say to you,
But who is it that I am really lying to?
Cause we all know, what it is I mean,
When I say hey, how have you been?
Mar 5, 2020
Mar 5, 2020 at 2:51 AM UTC
Bloodied knuckles, and a bleeding wrist
Waves of a feeling, I haven't missed
I thought I was done with feeling this way
I thought I was over crying everyday
It's just as bad as it ever was
It never ends it just goes on pause
Hurts for the reason it does every time
Hurts in the way that makes me rhyme.
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 6:59 AM UTC
I don't write them the way
I did when I was young,
And these days I don't
Show them to no one.
They're not here to impress
To lie or to win
They're just here cause I
Don't know how else to begin.
So ***** the time scheme
And accept the forced rhyme
I don't even remember
When those rules felt like mine.
I'm just here to practice
Til one day I know
I've written something
That's ready to show.
Feb 24, 2020
Feb 24, 2020 at 6:50 AM UTC
I hope he compares her eyes to endless stormy seas,
Because I regret writing poems that were anything like these.
I wish I'd never lost any sleep looking for the words,
So I hope he compares her voice to the song of birds.
But I hope he knows poems aren't enough,
She never deserved any of this stuff.
I never loved her, never will,
But I wish her the best even still.
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 7:39 AM UTC