When needed the most
you were no where around....
why cant you just see
its your hand that I need
not you condemnation
or intimidation.
Oct 10, 2014
Oct 10, 2014 at 11:45 AM UTC
I used to be able to control
what was exciting and what was dull.
Then you where hit by life
and the everyday daily strife.
If I could go back and remove that day
when you looked at him that way,
it might have saved you some pain
but the lessons learned are all gain.
You loved from the very start,
you always love with all your heart.
We don't always get to know the reason
some people are only for a season.
Don't let it force you to give up
try letting life fill your cup
don't look for the easy way out
that's not what life is about
take hold of your dreams.
Don't ever settle for what just seems.
Dig deep inside
and never hide.
Never forget who you are
for you have always been our star.
From the first thought of you in that dress
we knew you would always be
our little mess!
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 9:22 PM UTC
Spiting words out like daggers,
as she trips, walking with a stagger.
All dizzy with confusion,
falling down filling with contusions.
Blood pooling under her eyes,
from all the tears falling as she dies.
Little by little she's draining away,
with not much left to make her stay.
If she could taste the words wisely,
maybe then she could live finally.
But all the anxiousness
leaves a pit of deceptiveness
that can't seem to be shaken
leaving her empty and vacant...
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 6:58 PM UTC
*When you think you're all alone,
don't let your heart turn to stone.
Keep and open heart
let nothing keep you apart.
It's scary to be so close,
not sure of what you want the most.
But you have to love to be loved,
and held as close as a glove.
Go to where love finds you
and be the love to him too!*
Apr 24, 2014
Apr 24, 2014 at 3:26 PM UTC
*Oh anxiety how you have a grip on me..
Trying to control what I can't even see.
Reaching and grabbing
Yet all that's left is stabbing
Causing wounds that might not heal,
because hearts are turning to steel.
As I plummet to the ground
drowning never to be found.
Hopeless and so depressed
feelings that can't be suppressed.
Weighed down with the garbage
I have to unload the baggage.
I want to take hold of the door
and see what could possibly be in store.*
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 11:25 AM UTC
*When the mind is full of fear
the heart can not see clear.*
and vise versa
*When the heart feels nothing but fear
the mind can not see clear.*
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 6:32 AM UTC
*She hoped to be held up by you,
She hoped you could be that glue.
She tried so hard to take your hand
as you sank further into the sand.
But the weight drug her down
dragging her ripping her gown.
Try as she might
all that was left was fright.
Then came the fears
and fights left with tears.
Now she is numb
can't even hear her heart's drum.
Of how it still beats for you
and how you still love her too.*
Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 6:32 PM UTC
Standing up, dusting off, pulling free
All she wanted was for you to see.
You had so much love to give
but you held back and wouldn't live.
All you talked about was getting out
with no mind to what she was about.
You had so much in common
but you never knew....
Why did it have to be so hard?
Why so scared and so marred?
She poured out every last drop
as if it could make you stop.
Giving you every ounce
as if it even counts.
But you needed a savior,
and she had lost all favor.
She had a glimpse of what used to be
and oh how she missed it desperately.
Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 9:23 PM UTC
*She entered in with great hesitation,
Carefully stepping with trepidation.
As the whirlwind spun her around,
She could feel her feet leaving the ground.
It seemed as if time was standing still,
As she dangled from that window seal.
The air grasping her holding her to a spell,
Continuing to tarry the deeper she fell.
Once she stopped to survey the damage
It took all she had to breathe and manage.
She was drained from every pore,
Bleeding out all over the floor.
Rushing to mop up the mess,
She started dissolving into nothingness.
Begging and pleading for someone to hear
That all she wanted was to be held dear.*
But her cries fell on deaf ears…
*As she cleaned up every speck of blood
Her heart was now dripping with mud.
Tears could never clear up
the stains on that broken tea cup.
When she noticed how she was shattered
She decided she could no longer help the tattered.
For they would have to find solace on their own,
Because she was now crushed to the bone.
She’s been told that broken bones heal stronger
And that maybe next time love will last longer.
But that doesn’t help the hurt felt now
Or the brokenness in her smile.*
Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 9:05 AM UTC
I just want to hear the music so loud
taking me to a place above the cloud.
To a place that I haven't been in so long,
That place that I felt that I belong.
When all that mattered was what you wore
and what the night might have in store.
Where the beat moved me
as if in waves of the sea.
Where everything revolved around black
oh please take me back...
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 9:15 PM UTC