that-one-girl - Hello Poetry

Sitting at a crossroad with decisions to be made, that conflicted feeling is one of the worst mindsets. A debate with yourself is the most pointless thing on earth. No matter how vast the victory, the defeat is also resting on your shoulders. So then, the question still stands. Which path will you travel? What turn do you take? Who is it that you really are, because if you don’t know, who will?

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Mar 31, 2014

Mar 31, 2014 at 3:36 AM UTC

Stuck at a crossroad

Sitting at a crossroad with decisions to be made, that conflicted feeling is one of the worst mindsets. A debate with yourself is the most pointless thing on earth. No matter how vast the victory, the defeat is also resting on your shoulders. So then, the question still stands. Which path will you travel? What turn do you take? Who is it that you really are, because if you don’t know, who will?

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I have mixed feelings about you Sometimes you make me smile I want to curl up and watch a movie and just relive how uncomplicated everything used to be But thinking about you makes me sad I remember how we said goodbye and really meant it this time I wonder if we will ever get that second chance

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Dec 7, 2013

Dec 7, 2013 at 10:42 PM UTC

Second Chances

I have mixed feelings about you Sometimes you make me smile I want to curl up and watch a movie and just relive how uncomplicated everything used to be But thinking about you makes me sad I remember how we said goodbye and really meant it this time I wonder if we will ever get that second chance

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It's sad how much one person can affect your life. Don't get me wrong, sometimes that can be positive but not always. I can't begin to express the distain for the hold I allow people to have on my life. I need to start living my own life. The question is how do I start?

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Nov 28, 2013

Nov 28, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC

Hold on

It's sad how much one person can affect your life. Don't get me wrong, sometimes that can be positive but not always. I can't begin to express the distain for the hold I allow people to have on my life. I need to start living my own life. The question is how do I start?

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have you ever had someone in your life who shouldn't be? all they do is cause you pain and endless heartache but you can't seem to say fairwell. the time and energy spent on someone who doesn't care you exists could be used to build up your nonexistent self esteem. what does that say about your personality? caring about someone who doesn't give a **** is it inspired and kind or just utterly stupid?

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Nov 26, 2013

Nov 26, 2013 at 11:59 PM UTC

sorry

have you ever had someone in your life who shouldn't be? all they do is cause you pain and endless heartache but you can't seem to say fairwell. the time and energy spent on someone who doesn't care you exists could be used to build up your nonexistent self esteem. what does that say about your personality? caring about someone who doesn't give a **** is it inspired and kind or just utterly stupid?

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I utterly hate those days where you try so hard to pretend everything is ok but nothing really is. I haven't decided which is worse... When everyone can tell but no one cares, Or when no one knows and you have to pretend that much more. Either way it reinforces why I like my isolation. The darkness that surrounds me isn't always bad. Sometimes it is the light that will blind you.

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Nov 26, 2013

Nov 26, 2013 at 11:31 PM UTC

Alone

I utterly hate those days where you try so hard to pretend everything is ok but nothing really is. I haven't decided which is worse... When everyone can tell but no one cares, Or when no one knows and you have to pretend that much more. Either way it reinforces why I like my isolation. The darkness that surrounds me isn't always bad. Sometimes it is the light that will blind you.

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what's the point in trying if you're already dying I heard someone once say that 100% of non smokers die too. It got me thinking, why should I go out of my way to make others happy when it makes me sad. I try to help others when I can't help myself. The hypocrisy of my life is a crying shame. I can't handle faking anymore, but no one wants the real me.

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Nov 8, 2013

Nov 8, 2013 at 2:20 PM UTC

Should I push forward or pull back

what's the point in trying if you're already dying I heard someone once say that 100% of non smokers die too. It got me thinking, why should I go out of my way to make others happy when it makes me sad. I try to help others when I can't help myself. The hypocrisy of my life is a crying shame. I can't handle faking anymore, but no one wants the real me.

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We're all going to die someday so nothing we do matters. Why fight to preserve life when we know its going to end someday.

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Nov 8, 2013

Nov 8, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC

It's over

We're all going to die someday so nothing we do matters. Why fight to preserve life when we know its going to end someday.

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my mind often wanders to a time when my thoughts weren't tainted with suicidal thoughts before I made that first cut before my world came crashing down back when I was still me now I am no one a sad stranger wondering but forever lost hoping to find my way back back to a place where things made sense back to a place filled with hope back to a place filled with love back to a place where I shined brightly instead of where my light strains to flicker to fight to keep from dying out there is no going back to the way things were but maybe there is a better tomorrow one filled with acceptance and love and hope for even me...

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Oct 28, 2013

Oct 28, 2013 at 2:06 AM UTC

maybe

my mind often wanders to a time when my thoughts weren't tainted with suicidal thoughts before I made that first cut before my world came crashing down back when I was still me now I am no one a sad stranger wondering but forever lost hoping to find my way back back to a place where things made sense back to a place filled with hope back to a place filled with love back to a place where I shined brightly instead of where my light strains to flicker to fight to keep from dying out there is no going back to the way things were but maybe there is a better tomorrow one filled with acceptance and love and hope for even me...

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music on world off that statement couldn't be more true i personally believe the person who said music is universal is an idiot if i listen to the lyrics *can i still get into heaven if i **** myself* i would understand the meaning behind the question other people can hear and "get" lyrics, but not completely comprehend them that's why to me music is a savior i know it's tough but don't give up shows you people understand that is how music connects people but not everyone will connect to the same things that's why music is my life

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Oct 28, 2013

Oct 28, 2013 at 12:20 AM UTC

music makes my world spin

music on world off that statement couldn't be more true i personally believe the person who said music is universal is an idiot if i listen to the lyrics *can i still get into heaven if i **** myself* i would understand the meaning behind the question other people can hear and "get" lyrics, but not completely comprehend them that's why to me music is a savior i know it's tough but don't give up shows you people understand that is how music connects people but not everyone will connect to the same things that's why music is my life

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I was once told in order to be loved you have to love yourself I guess inspirational quotes are supposed to motivate you but that one make me wonder. What if you don't? I feel like there has to be someone willing to stick with you through anything. That might just be my feeble attempt at hope, but things have to look up right?

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Oct 26, 2013

Oct 26, 2013 at 11:09 PM UTC

what ifs

I was once told in order to be loved you have to love yourself I guess inspirational quotes are supposed to motivate you but that one make me wonder. What if you don't? I feel like there has to be someone willing to stick with you through anything. That might just be my feeble attempt at hope, but things have to look up right?

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