As my days and nights turn into a haze. My thoughts linger of things Ive said and done that I cannot change.
My feelings are overwhelming,and my head begins to stir. I'm left at a lost of all my worried thoughts that have occured.
Overwhelmingly darkness lingers ahead and the thought of processing it makes me feel sick in my head.
My mind plays tricks on me that I feel are so ovsured. But parts of me finds truth in to fill the void within
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 2:53 PM UTC
Now I understand why some people are addicted to things like drugs and alcohol. It alters your state of mind and you barely feel pain anymore. It's a way to feel the happiness you've been longing for.
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 9:03 PM UTC
I have a horrible habit thats diffiuclt for me to control.
Every inch of happiness I gain I latch onto it.
I ruin it the moment I gain it.
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 9:03 PM UTC
As my days and nights turn into a haze. My thoughts linger of things Ive said and done that I cannot change.
My feelings are overwhelming,and my head begins to stir. I'm left at a lost of all my worried thoughts that have occured.
Overwhelmingly darkness lingers ahead and the thought of processing it makes me feel sick in my head.
My mind plays tricks on me that I feel are so absurd . But parts of me finds truth in to fill the void within
Feb 3, 2020
Feb 3, 2020 at 8:45 PM UTC
The feeling, and thought of you touching me makes my skin crawl.
I feel sick with myself, and I hate the fact that I let it happen.
I've tried so many times to convince myself that its not my fault.
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 1:40 AM UTC
I hate myself.
I hate myself so much.
I hate the fact that I let you get to me so easily.
I hate the fact that I let you in.
I hate being a lone.
I'm surround by people, who must think Im invisible.
I can't eat, and I can't sleep.
I hate myself.
I hate myself so much.
I hate the fact that the only reason why you wanted me is, because you thought I was a ******
I hate the fact that the only reason why you loved me was because of my body.
I hate the fact that you can make feel so guilty.
I hate the fact that you talk to girls behind my back, when you're saying," I love you", to my face.
But mostly, I hate myself more.
I hate my body, my 3 AM break downs, and the fact that you never cared.
Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 5:23 AM UTC
Isn't it sad how someone like you can make someone like me feel this way?
I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't be this way at all. Thinking about you sickens me, but you're all I can think about. I want you out of my head. You ****** me up physically and mentally. I feel so many emotions, but two of them stick out the most, sadness and anger.
The effort you put torwards everything was lazy.
You made me feel worthless, yet I did absolutely nothing wrong.
I'm so angry with myself, because I shouldn't have let you in nor should I miss you.
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC
Poetry is my go to. Even if I'm horrible at it. Endless writing showing your emotions and the deepest darkest things you've hid inside.
My bodies numb and their is a absence in my heart.
I miss them so much, I miss him so much, I miss her so much. Everything around me is a reminder of them. The only thing I have left that's the closest to me is the darkness in the night. 1 o'clock turns to 3 o'clock and so on.
I can't seem to escape how I feel, nor can I escape to my safe haven, sleep. It's like my brain gets pleasure of putting me through so much pain. The pain is even worse at night. When your all alone and your thoughts creep up on you.
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC
Pretty guys like him don't go for ugly girls like me.
Jan 11, 2017
Jan 11, 2017 at 6:12 PM UTC