terry-rucker
American
I've been writing poetry for years. Nothing solves my over analytically unsound mind like writing. I also contribute articles to Newsvine.com regularly. / I have a son who is 4 named Christopher Darren / and a daughter almost born named Isabella Destiny
There was a day the world stood still.
I saw the future held in your eyes.
It seemed to good to be true.
And alas, it was.
Ripped from my world,
To dwell in a house of anonymity.
Truth it reaches inside your soul.
At least this is a dream I hope you hold.
Tomorrow is another day,
And passed another year.
And you won't ever hear
The falling of this wounded tear.
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 12:44 AM UTC
Now the spirit raised
By a ******
or two.
Through hell
and back
But back
is where i choose.
A program of abstinence
Of ****** to ******
They know of this fire ice
thick and chunky.
The death
of one life
Birth of another.
Now i live
I give
No longer do i play,
But pray
For my brother
Who still desire
The fire.
Jun 21, 2014
Jun 21, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
I Speak and write only the truth.
The previous sentence is a lie.
I move throughout life without couth
I hate that word and this fly.
Simplicity at its best
Here in these words
A blue Jay in his nest
On my car, his turds.
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 7:01 PM UTC
a destructive force
that provides power
has resulted
in my darkest hour
The Sun has been hidden
And forbidden
from my eyes
through flaming hoops of despair
I must realize the son's eyes
worry for care.
sacrifice today
with tears of fear and pain
to enjoy a better tomorrow
without sorrow
from the destructive games
the days will brighten
as the Sun clears the clouds
I will move the Sun
if my emotions are loud
one more day
allow me to stay
then plunge me into darkness
until I can bring the world
for
which
the sun
exists.
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
I saw the sun today.
it did not rise nor did it set,
it lingered
in the air
at first my thought was of despair
then it turned
turned
Turned
to you for whom I care
the lingering sun then made me smile because i knew
you
could enjoy it for a while.
so when you feel the sun
gently touch your skin
Know I'm smiling from within
this horrible place
dark and dank
still
smilin'
in my prison
Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
Thoughts of a criminal father.
addict thief impoverished loss of riches gained.
wanting better for my only son
and only sin has brought us close
to our goal.
Thoughts move forward
putting criminality behind
while we are lowest in our life.
Overcoming these roaches and rats
no friends have come
and THEY have my son
I want my son.
go with what I know?
or take my time moving slow?
these are the thoughts of a
criminal father
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
Now I wonder how high the flame
when I think of those of Fame
how much better shooting ice
I draw it up and roll the dice
I register a fluffy vein
excitement excuses to pinch of pain
the flow is felt from pinch
to brain
and not just one
but every vein.
the burn in my body
is a foreshadowing event,
up in flames my will is spent.
I use to desire
"nice" and "higher"
now my soul wants ice
and it better be fire.
my life is gone
full of despair
only mama prays
or even cares
of course
she only prayed twice
since I died
from the
fire ice
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 1:14 AM UTC
My mind had started to slow.
Reverse this process
Let me go
Fast
My lungs become a freezer
To hold the
Fire Ice
Close my eyes and feel the crystal-
-ized
Ether poison of horridly wonderous taste.
Feeling better
Not fast enough in my haste.
While this is nice
I want to FEEL the
Fire Ice
Rock to powder
Powder to lines lines lines
Lines that lie
With the promise of power
Exhale, inhale
The burn I yearned
Tears
Feeling better burning higher
From the
Fire Ice
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
The beauty and joy
In the eyes of a boy
Fresh flesh with a loss of rest
Needed from the journey of darkness to light
A long fight is still ahead, But
I'm here until I'm dead
Christopher
a guide in this world
Is all I am
To show you how to be a man
The world is cold and unfair
I'll give you a piece if kindly you'll share
Simplicity is key
To accepting life with dignity,
Integrity is yours to make
Choose wisely as it is also your fate.
Forever with you in your being
Even when nothing is what you're seeing
I'll give you whatever your heart desires.
For love is an all consuming passion of fire.
Today you cry and I console.
Tomorrow I'll die, and watch over your soul
Christopher
Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 1:58 AM UTC