I am smiling so beautifully today
That you will cry
Seeing ne smile like this.
After every thing that you did to me
I still dare to smile.
Do you know why,
Because you can no longer hurt me.
After all, a withered rose
Won't wither more.
It's all black now.
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 12:31 AM UTC
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER,
That's what i assumed we were.
And why wouldn't I?
I used to share every little detail with you.
I used to share every silly joke which made me laugh like a donkey.
I will tell you of all those habits of mine, which made people call me a monkey.
I used to tell you how my eyes were all red
Soaked in tears.
I will tell you how i dreamt of being taller over the years.
I'll tell you what her new dress looked like,
I'll tell you how bad i wanted to look alike.
I'll tell you how i fell off my bicycle while riding way too fast.
And I'll tell you to go to bed in the last.
Sharing every little thing with you,
Was more of a habit of mine.
That is why i used to call you everyday
In the evening, When clock struck nine.
Youbwant to leave after this,
To me it doesn't sound fine.
My heart has begun to lose hope
And my eyes are losing their shine.
And it hurts even more
When you yourself cannot speak out your heart to me
And to convey your feelings, you resort to thee.
One who wanted to be more than bff ,
Just want to distant himself, if not so.
In the last you just wanted to go.
It is so funny how i called you
BEST FRIEND FOREVER.
This forever sounds so fake to me.
I want to be that close again,
When that again will be?
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 7:47 AM UTC
Tears were rolling down my cheecks
And you were busy explaining
Why you have to leave.
So far, i have lost people
Because they hated me.
Now i am losing them,
Because they loved me.
Strange, isn't it?
And still you are here,
Explaining why we should avoid each other.
Why we should talk less,
Why we should not be as close as we were.
Strange, isn't it?
The one who wanted to love you
Ended up being someone hating you.
One who wanted to stay forever,
Decided to leave for our good.
Strange, isn't it?
May 12, 2020
May 12, 2020 at 7:23 AM UTC
She appears to be A weak and
fragile creature,
Containing a ****** hell in her,
Which is capable of trapping the demon
That lives in you.
Once trapped, you will only remember the way in and out of that hell.
She is a women in her curtain.
Oct 25, 2019
Oct 25, 2019 at 9:14 AM UTC
Her veins are full of happiness
Though fake
But yes it exists
She tries to pe happy every now and then
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 12:01 PM UTC
Wanna leave??
Go, i won't stop you!
I won't ask you why,
I won't judge you either.
I won't keep things from you,
I won't lie to you,
Afterall, in the end,
I don't want to be like you :)
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 12:42 PM UTC
Mere Dil ne jab bhi unke pyaar ke kaside padhe,
sach kehti hu dil to chup raha par panne ro pade.
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 12:38 PM UTC
Was waiting for you to come to take me out of my misery,
Was looking for you to wake me up from that horrible dream,
Was searching for you in that dark forest of night to help me out safely,
Was waiting for you to help me out of the puzzle of my life.....
But you were never there
For you were the misery yourself
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 8:09 AM UTC
It doesn't really matter to me
What the world will think of me.
What matter to me is you.
I write, not because i love to.
I write, not because i wanted to.
I write, not because i want some one to hear me.
I write, not because i want to spread an idea.
I write, because i want you to read it.
I write, because i want you to know what i am going through.
I write, because i want you to know what is going inside me.
I write, because i want you to know what you are to me.....
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC
I hate it when you go silent all of a sudden.
I hate to observe, how the length of our conversation shorten day by day.
You are so busy in your own world that you don't have even time for me.
You were and you still are my world.
Whenever there is a text, i hope it's from you.
Whenever my phone rings, i pray i get to hear your voice from the other side.
Whenever i laugh, it reminds me of all the time that we have spent together.
Whenever i cry, it reminds me of all those tears which you have dried.
Whenever i look back at my past, i see memories........
Our memories.......
They are still holding me, governing my actions......they are still there by my side.
Everything, every place, every face from those memories is almost the same except for you.
You have somehow moved on leaving me behind with that hollow promise of never leaving me. ......
May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC