serial killer love 3/1/17
you've never killed anyone but you did ****** my sense of being, my hope in security, and any trust i still had left.
you never touch dead human flesh, but you made my skin melt, my heart skip, and my lungs gasp for air.
you'd never admit to it, but everything you said held my heart and your silence ripped it out.
did it feel good? making me feel bad.
do my tears get you off?
does my incapability to move on keep you going?
you are a person, but also a ****** weapon.
so next time you rip a girl apart, please stay to stitch her back together.
serial killer lover 3/2/17
but it wasn't even love at all. it was all part of the game you were playing. you are simply a serial killer lover, and nothing more. you break hearts to add to your collection, but you have no recollection of the bruised bitten bodies you leave behind on your search for warm flesh.
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 7:17 PM UTC
i should've never let you in
let you into my world
my heart
me
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 3:57 PM UTC
the mountains just sit there, helplessly beautiful.
bumpy and jagged,
the clouds cape over them.
and they don't realize
that every rock is in its place,
creating the perfect landscape.
and when the sun rises
over their curves
they don't see the beauty
in their layers and their history.
they allow nature to take them over,
without giving it further thought.
they let life explore its wonderland,
as the depths of the shadows get deeper,
and their peaks higher.
not even realizing the envy,
that they embrace.
although sometimes,
they do crumble and break,
under all that pressure,
but that doesn't even faze their onlookers,
because even their downfall
is a sight to see.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 2:16 PM UTC
don't get hung up on me
because im about to hang up the phone
got him knocking at the door
silencing you
no need to call me back
it'll ring twice
then dial tone
you should've known
not to get hung up on me
because i'll hang up on you
i don't have to be nice
when you're trying too hard
to kiss me through the phone
muted
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 2:14 PM UTC
i really want to talk to you, and lie with you, and ask you why you left without saying goodbye, and why you chose her over me, and why you couldn't wait just another short moment, because i've spent a ton without and in that time i have realized that i have nothing to say to you.
the glow you put into my eye has dimmed and the seeds you planted in my heart are dead and need to be dug up because you are dead to me.
you died the second that you sent that, interrupting my thoughts.
and now instead of feeling your thumb run back and forth along my leg, i feel my blood start to boil when i think of what you've done to me and how your hand will never have the chance to move from my calf to my thigh.
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 2:13 PM UTC
feeling belittled and trampled down
and can't seem to find out how
to make people stay
some one please tell me
why i drive people away
when you're alone so often
you start to wonder
and conclude
that it's all just you
how do i make everyone want to leave
i try so hard to show my love
but it must be wrong
it's hard to the ones that come and go
when i'm the only one still here
i get walked on because i wish on it
i just wished it wouldn't be that easy
Sep 24, 2015
Sep 24, 2015 at 12:23 AM UTC
when the number of miles exceeds the number of beats skipped
and the number of tracks exceeds the number of skips allowed
and you're forced to hear every word spoken through your headphones
and with every lyric is a stab in the chest
and a painful reminder of the lights flashing past
and so I wipe under my eye
and try to forget his hand wrapped around the steering wheel
and how nine hours never gave us a chance
(nine hours away, you are, nine hours away)
there isn’t a mile short enough for us
not enough love to make up for the distance
the distance between us
because you’re falling through my fingertips
and I can’t keep this grasp if there’s no reception on your side
and you can’t hear me in Arkansas
saying I want to be wrapped in your arms
i need you here with me
to help me see
why it can’t be
when the number of miles exceeds the number of beats skipped
and the number of tracks exceeds the number of skips allowed
and you're forced to hear every word spoken through your headphones
and with every lyric is a stab in the chest
and a painful reminder of the lights flashing past
and so I wipe under my eye
and try to forget his hand wrapped around the steering wheel
and how nine hours never gave us a chance
(nine hours away, you are, nine hours away)
should’ve never lead me on
knew you’d be gone
trip should be a breeze
driving out of my grip
but I need you here with me
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:26 AM UTC
i'm turning the page
changing the chapter
and forgetting you
the words you never said
only the ones i ever read
so talk
talk
talk to me
don't need to be close
just feel close
want to run my fingers right through you
but settling for a screen
so much space
between
us
sleeping on skype
sigh on the phone
not letting you go
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC
i'll let you go on
won't hold you back anymore
don't wanna tie you down
shouldn't have to make you stay
so leave
leave me today
this isn't easyy for me
but you need to leave
leave me today
can't do this countdown
don't do goodbyes
won't plan for the future
no, play it by ear
because you can't be here
and i can't make you stay
cause you won't even look back
to see me collapse
we'll be alright
what are we holding onto anyway
can't hold you back anymore
so move on
move on
move on
don't want to tie you down
so leave
leave me today
because you're already gone
and weren't even mine to begin with
so move on
move
from what we're not
don't want to leave
don't want you to stray
but i can't make you stay
so move
baby, move on
from everything we're not
everything i wanted us to be
leave me
leave me today
couldn't make you stay anyway
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 11:22 AM UTC