The stainless steel
It controls my life
It's cold to the touch
But in my heart
It is warm
How I love this metal
The metal sweetly caresses my skin
Gently, so gently
The blood comes out warm
Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 12:51 PM UTC
O' Warped Tour
On the hot blacktop we stand
In front of your various stages
The beautiful bands grace us with their angelic,
or if they prefer, demonic, voices.
O' Warped Tour
The people we meet
Girls in bikinis
Boys with ****** noses
Teenagers sitting on shoulders
O' Warped Tour
Mosh pits in the front
Singing in the back
Crowd surfing
To running circle pits
O' Warped Tour
With your merchants
And band autographs
With your cigarette smoke
And crazy teens
With your summer days
And loud music
We never want to leave
O' Warped Tour
We love you
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 12:53 PM UTC
I just want to scream
Scream at her
Scream at her family
Collapse on the sea floor of my own tears
Drown in front of them
Die with one last scream in my lungs
Save that scream for God
Scream at God for letting this happen to me
WHY GOD?! WHY ME? WHY US? WHY HER?
And He will calmly tell me everything happens to make us stronger in the Lord
And I will Scream
All the way down to Hell
Not to Heaven. Thats where she is. I want to avoid her for the rest of eternity
But really I just need to scream
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 12:37 PM UTC
I miss you
Like a clock misses the time
Like a lion misses its voice
Like a heart misses a best friend...
I would have taken a bullet for you
Instead you are the one behind the trigger
A smile on your face when you pull your finger back
Shoving hatred into my heart.
All of a sudden you hate me
I will never understand why
I wish you would have told me
I am trying to forget you
I want all love I have for you to fade away
I miss missing you
Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger...
My whole life is darkness right now
When will it get better?
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 12:33 PM UTC
Death has many hands to do his ***** work
But one is always occupied with me
His hand is around my throat
Suffocating me
I have a narrow ledge that I like to stand upon
This ledge is called suicide
If I should step off my ledge
Well you know
Death's bony fingers would win my battle
A victim of suicide in his noose
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 12:24 PM UTC
He was 25 and married
She was 18 and single
His eyes we the color of irresistible caramel to a girl with braces
Hers of an ocean wide and lonely for they often rained
He wanted her so bad
She needed him badly
His head said no
Her body said yes
What is left is history
Or so they say
Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 8:59 PM UTC
Complexity
I love you breathlessly
My mind is full of wanderlust
Like a modernist
Butterflies gather
Hearing laughter
Suddenly I awoke
I am alone
My mind is too complex.
Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 8:37 PM UTC
There is a wall of glass between us
I am to scared to go near it
It is thin
Fragile
If it breaks I will have to talk to you
Share the air you are breathing
So I stay away
Sometimes I get too close and run away
You don't chase because you never notice me
Will you ever look and see me?
I think not
So I continue to look at you and sigh a lovers sigh
There is the great Wall of China between us
In separate worlds now
I think of you when you never knew my name
How I wish the wall was fragile glass again
I would break it and run to and not away from you
Then we could walk the Great Wall of China together
Hand in hand
Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 8:19 PM UTC