breathing the same air, wearing the same old t shirts
thinking and remember the same old promises...
is hard to be forgotten
replaced by the name
erased from the brain
i knew this will happen, but...
is hard to be forgotten
this is now so past, the flowers grow again
he's earth has change its days
the wind stopped just one day
the same wind that just clutter and dusty my hair
i knew this will happen, but...
is hard to be forgotten
just turn the page
breathe...
and follow the new path
far away from the past
keeping my shadow behind
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
Today you are in my ears, in my eyes and a pice of you still in my soul
remembering the love you used to tell me, the love you used to sing ...
your poisoned love, that fake love surrounded by lies and compulsive control
this is the last letter, the last words for you, this is my good bye
i will stop wondering how is your world, i will stop worrying about your mental health, about your quietness, i will forget and forgive finally.... cause that is something that will not let me go, that keeps me listening to your songs and checking your updates rarely
i will forget everything about you, my heart will beat quietly to hear something about you, your culture, maps, cuy, pearl jam, with that world we create that faded away ... in the end, will finally end, buried, and will rest quiet this heart to give way to loneliness
good bye
Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 10:24 AM UTC
you turned me into ....
into an anxious person
passive aggressive
trembles at your absence
screaming your name
now I'm a scary puppy
licking my wounds
going around in circles
waiting for you to return
... your words
a gesture of love in your eyes
... to throw the ball
i wait ... and waiting I get weak
dehydrate me, I'm getting carbonized
my eyes are dry watching the window
my lashes fall
and my hands wrinkle
this time is cruel
makes me feel anxious, awkward, desperate
is like a tunnel crowded, which I can't leave
as tying the laces without hands
falling limply to the floor
without intermediaries
Here I'm
May 29, 2013
May 29, 2013 at 3:40 PM UTC
We have so much silence in common
anger and resentment
are now the "good mornings"
we have been writing
the story of our sorrows
we've been materializing
an invisible chain
at the same time that holds us together
tear us apart
instead of thousand miles
we have the silence
this silence that builds a barrier
these hands that separate us
this bed is cooled
and this heart that fades
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 10:33 AM UTC
echoes in my head
his deep voice yells
and paralyzes my senses
journeying in this life
full of walls
and with vacuum left by the failure
again and again, slowly dying inside
...... and aging
the reasons are finished,
the strength is gone
and with empty hands,
there is only the sound of rejection
flooding your mind
losing my mind
May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 10:19 AM UTC
walking in silence, there she is
the mud bride, walking now without despair
everything comes to an end
the end was the falling
she fell forward,
stained the whiteness of innocence
with the mud of reality
stained his feet,
knees, and his white dress dreams,
she rise up with the mud hands
and her cold lips
walking in silence,
walking now without despair
May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 10:03 AM UTC