I've lost a piece of myself today
I've left pieces of me here and there
and maybe everywhere.
Can I rebuild myself?
A jagged piece is all that's left of me
It has sharp edges and cuts deeply
Don't mean for it to happen
Just trying to guard this last piece of me.
If I collect all the pieces I've lost of mine
Can I rebuild this broken heart in time?
Or I could leave every ripped off piece of me
and just guard the last, sharp, jagged piece and fly free?
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 4:48 AM UTC
I hate your style
I now hate brown
I hate your smile
I hate how you make me feel down.
I hate your mannerisms
I now hate wine
I hate your euphemisms
I hate how you make me feel lost in time.
I hate your tattoos
I now hate the park
I hate your cool shoes
I hate how you make me feel so dark.
I hate that I cant hate you truly.
I hate that I'll love you forever
I hate that you love me so cruelly.
I hate that I still love you however.
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC
If I give this to you,
tell me what would you do?
Would you treat it like a treasure,
love it beyond any scope or any measure?
Would you cradle it gently,
keep guard like a knightly sentry?
Can you nurture it slowly,
patch up each peace that's holy?
Could you keep my heart beating,
or are you also fleeting?
May 13, 2019
May 13, 2019 at 1:17 PM UTC
Cried my heart out from your brashness.
Wiped my teardrops from my glasses.
Stitched my bruised heart back together,
harsh words hurt now until forever.
Marked now in big red letters as fragile content,
wrapped in cotton, placed in storage,
will one day brush away the cobwebs
right now though,
heart of mine,
stay fragile content,
protected by a thorny vine.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
I need someone to tell me that I'll be okay.
I feel like I'm drowning and spiralling and I'm losing everything.
I need someone to tell me I'm strong enough, because I'm breaking and I dont know what to do.
I need someone to tell me that it's okay to be me, and want different things in my life.
I just need someone
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 1:41 PM UTC
The fear, its numbing
my hands are clammy,
can hear my blood, rushing,
with my heart accelerating
keeping in beat with
my
breathing.
I'm scared
my thoughts an endless maze,
have too much on
my
mind.
Am I making the right choice?
Can't listen to my inner voice,
my heart kinda made that clear,
it misses you, even when you are
right
here.
The fear, its numbing
but oh the heart stopping joy you bring me
is truly a thing of
ABSOLUTE
BEAUTY.
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC
Want to walk around with a "free hug" sign
so that someone would hug me back.
Mar 16, 2019
Mar 16, 2019 at 6:24 AM UTC
I'm here for you, you say,
yet when I needed you,
you walked away.
A good thing I would discover,
I've learnt, I'm still strong
on my own, alone,
and will make it through this day
without you, my lover.
Mar 15, 2019
Mar 15, 2019 at 4:32 AM UTC
My mind travels
So fast my world unravels
Into threads that can be
placed on a weavers beam.
Imagining my future
realising I am now mature
but my soul yearns for the child
Who used to walk out in the wild.
This concrete jungle I find myself in
Has kild the wild child
Who used to live within.
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 2:14 PM UTC
Can you feel my pulse beat
Can you feel my heart drum in my chest
*** da dum
Can you hear my blood flow
Through my vains as you listen to my
Heart
Beat
Fast
Bada *** da dum
Can you feel my soul reach for yours
Can feel this flame inside
Tell me something...
Do I make your heart beat fast?
Mar 10, 2019
Mar 10, 2019 at 8:54 AM UTC