The lonely
That's what I am
That's who I am
That's what we are
Dead
Well
That's what they said
Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
Know where
There is absolutely know where I can go
Without you following me
Without you watching me
I'm never ******* good enough you *****
You want to see everything I do
**** you
You want to know everything I think
Get the **** away you ******* ********
Privacy is not it your vocabulary
GET A ******* DICTIONARY
Anything I say
Is wrong
Whatever I do
Is wrong
You want my grades up
But you don't want me to study
You want me to talk more
But only when you feel like listening
You want me to spend time with you
But when I do
You call me selfish, self-centered and lazy
So I stay in my room
And you say I'm isolating my self
You want to know everything I
Post
Tweet
Write
Say
And do
You say it your right
WELL *****
I HAVE RIGHTS TOO
You tell me
I don't have to say 'I love you'
To people I don't love
And yet
You force me to say it to you
Telling me that I in fact DO love you
***** when did I tell you that?
You tell me I can make my own decisions
Do what I want
Because its my own life
But you seem more interested in it
Than I am
I just want you to leave me the **** alone
Please
You create so much pain in my life
And you will forever create more
You don't need to know everything
You CAN'T know everything
And I swear to whatever ******* ****** *** god you believe in
You won't ever know everything
Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
I'm on the highway to Know where
First class ticket in my pocket
And I'm going to go there
Absolutely nowhere
So if you need me
That's where you'll find me
Letting sadness take the lead
Letting fear take the road
With my hand on the blade
Fingers down my throat
Taking the long way
On the highway to Know where
Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 12:17 AM UTC
2 steps forward
4 steps back
All fun and games
Till someone gets hurt
Shall we play a game,
With no return?
Go places we've never been
Who gives a **** if we don't make it?
That's why we do it
Test the limits
Risk it all
Just to see who would care
Just to reassure ourselves
That if we're gone
They would send a prayer
Let's go there
Leave at the crack of dawn
Gone
That's what we'll be
Forever
Gone
Wild
Free
Together
You and I
I hate you most
Always together
That's what we are
They say it's an allusion
All in your head
They drive you crazy
Until your dead
That's were I'm headed
And your coming with me
Because if I'm the car
Then you're the key
So lets go to a new nowhere
Start over until that **** gets to old
And we'll keep going
Just you and me
My Demon
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 3:21 AM UTC
You did it again
You got in trouble
Because you were desperate
5 years clean
Your streak is now broken
You couldn't stay off the ***
Now you're effecting me
Him
Us
You said you could do it this time
You could be a good mother to him
You ******* up with the first 2
But this one was supposed to be different
You were supposed to do it right
5 years clean
You were 5 years clean
You have a history
You realize that right?
And because you're a liar
Because you're unsafe
Because you're a thief
Because you're a criminal
I can't trust you
And I don't know
If I ever will
Now all your actions
Are coming back to haunt you
But its not just effecting you this time
They effect me
And him
And this is it
Whatever that judge says
Is going to change everything
He may be your son
But my brother
And I'm not going to let you
Ruin his life
I don't want him to grow up
The way I did
Different houses
Different people
Never knowing where you were
And then finding out
Your behind those bars again
Because you were desperate
They may be watching you
But so am I
Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 12:57 PM UTC
They say it will help
If you draw a butterfly on your wrist
So you'll stop cutting
Because every time you cut
You **** the butterfly
Good thing I don't like butterfly's
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 4:21 PM UTC
Please leave me alone
They say the dead don't like to be disturbed
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:38 PM UTC
They speak to me at night
Telling me to go with them
Every night they tell me
We'll be happy
Take those pills they say
You'll be free
That's what I want
It's all I want
To be free
I want to escape
Go with them
Maybe I can be happy
But you can't be happy with your Demons
They torture me
Every night
I want them to go away
I want them to leave me alone
They whisper lies every night
But I want them to take me
Far far away
I try and get them out of my head
But the truth is
They are part of me
Woven in my bones
Whispering lies
Telling me stories
Of Wonderland
You're free in Wonderland
They can't hurt you in Wonderland
You can be happy
But will I really be happy?
Just because you can't see the scars
Doesn't mean they aren't there
I want them to leave me alone
But I also want them to stay with me through the night
Whispering to me the stories of
Wonderland
Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 8:33 PM UTC
You ran from us
I'm glad you did
Because if I had gotten my hands on you
You would've been dead in 2 seconds flat
You hurt her
I hate why you keep smiling
Why are you smiling
You hurt her
So why do you keep smiling
Your stupid smile isn't going to fix things this time Jeremiah
So stop
Or I can make you stop
Because
If I had gotten to do
What I had wanted to do to you
You would have no reason to smile
You didn't need your own little messenger team
Just because you don't have the ***** to tell her
But you can tell everyone else
"Were not really together"
"Were friends with benefits"
"We were never together"
Then you tell her this
"I'm busy"
Well end it stupid
Don't keep her wondering
If you even think about her anymore
She waited for you
Waited for reassurance
Waited for you to give her the time of day
Waited for you to realize
You are dating
Well... were dating
But Jeremiah
She isn't a dog
She can't keep waiting for you
You need to realize she isn't a toy
You can't just use her when you want too
Excuses
So many BS excuses
Because for
5 days
You ignored her for 5 days
Making excuses
To save your own ***
But your plan back fired
So who's the idiot now
I hate you
She hates you
We all hate you
Don't talk to me
Don't talk to us
And for the love of god
Never
Ever
Talk to her again
Because I will
Cut off your *****
So you can't ever get what you want
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 11:44 AM UTC
I just want it to be over
I want you out of my life
Out of my mind
Out of my heart
So many lies have happened because of you
So much trust has been broken because of you
I have been broken because of you
But I have to be honest
I am part of the problem too
I let this happen
For too long
It was too long
I kept it going
Thinking your ambitions would change
Thinking you would love me
Not my body
I was wrong
So very wrong
I gave you what you wanted because I thought it would fix things
I wish this never happened
I wish I listened to everyone
And now
I get to face the consequences
So thank you
For ******* up my life even more
I just want it to be over
I. Want. It. To. Be. Over.
I'm scared
So scared
But it's my fault
So do I have a right to be scared?
I should
But I guess I can't
I let it go on
But it's done now
So
Please...
Just be over
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 12:33 PM UTC