*Her words were
like fire to my ears,
poison in my veins.
She triggered
something dark
and dangerous
within me.
Something I struggled
to restrain.
There was something
about her
that made me
feel sad and mad
at the same time.
She was a lone soul
stuck in the midst
of a chaos
she had no control over.*
Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 1:18 AM UTC
I'm still in love
With the way you took my hand
With how you said my name
I'm still in love
With your toothy grin
With your hearty deep laugh
I'm still in love
With the comforting hugs you gave
With how you wiped away my tears
I'm still in love
With a person already gone
With someone that's been replaced
I'm still in love
With the memories
Because, now, it's all I'll ever have.
Dec 31, 2016
Dec 31, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
*It was a night like any other. Then I saw you.
From that moment on, I wanted nothing more to stop and stare at you.
It was painful always having to look up to the heavens to meet your gaze.
But I endured it all.
I constantly wanted to be near you, even if you outshone me in so many ways.
I ran towards you.
But no matter what I did to get closer,
You’d seem much farther away from my grasp.
Then finally after so much I had gone through,
Finally I caught up with you!
I did it.
Then I looked again.
You weren’t as bright as I thought you would be.
I was disappointed.
Things weren’t going the way they were supposed to be.
I took one final last look at you.
Deciding that you weren’t my whole world after all,
I looked up.
I was surprised to see.
You were only one star among millions.
You didn’t outshine everything else after all.
I was just too blind to see,
That you weren’t the only star in the galaxy.*
Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 3:26 PM UTC
I never meant you to know me
I never meant to let you in
Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
You are a sickness
Turning me helpless
My mind muddled
Senses in unexplainable chaos
I'm completely wrecked
You alone
Affect me
This way
But simultaneously
You are an antidote
Making me whole
My mind clarified
Senses ultimately heightened
I'm in complete ecstasy
Only you
Affect me
This way
Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 12:05 PM UTC
The moments
we can never
retrieve,
The words
we've left
unsaid,
The places
we can't ever
leave,
The feelings
that have been long
dead.
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 6:44 AM UTC
The hurt isn't something that just goes away,
The pain has already come to stay,
It's already such a great price to pay,
But it must be endured come what may.
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 6:42 AM UTC
When something is lost,
The importance of it is found,
Everyone gives such a fuss,
Until it is safe and sound.
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 6:36 AM UTC
A pity party is what
I call this sad affair,
No matter what I say or do
nothing seems fair,
The world is an ever
disappointing place,
None understand or even care
All turning out to be a despicable race,
I'm alone, tears running
down my face,
And it seems everything
is such a menace,
For a soul to understand
it would be quite rare,
For now I'll just sit and sob
in my own depressing lair.
Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 7:45 AM UTC
They say sleep is a great escape
from everything,
But I say it's welcoming you
to a new terror,
And all you'll ever see is the
endless tunnel of nothing,
It takes you on twists and turns
of an entirely pristine horror.
Now for others it is where
their fears come true,
For some it is already reality
at the dead of night,
What they say is enough to
turn them purple and blue,
None but themselves
can help their plight,
I know this to be true because
I myself know,
That nightmares are not
to be messed around with,
Or else, instead of fading,
they will only grow,
They're horrific, lethal and
absolutely it is no "myth".
Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 3:38 AM UTC