taijarea-darius
American
laid back, down to earth and open minded to try new stuff. im 25yrs young and i like going to outings with friends and chilling with the family. no kids and i volenteer at a place that helps the homeless called urban ministry. love church and going to a.a meetings. anything else want to know ask im a open book.
last night was exciting, tussling through the covers. i remember the covers moving smoothly over my body as i gently play on my kitten.
soft touches i began to moan i realize that this is better fun then with someone it seems that i can really get the cat to purr.
my favorite music in the background cheering me on thinking i'm not stopping ill have to play another slow jam as the beat speeds up i move my hand faster i'm in the zone.
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 6:27 PM UTC
mysterious lover hidden in the darkness , with that sad look on your face that I remember when I think of you.
beautiful lies said to each other to become closer.
when was the last time you danced acapella .
dark rose im taken by your essence, its amazing how you continue to pull me in with strings of deception but the illusion is making me want the honest you.
I cant give up on us, I have tried and I just keep coming back for you.
why do I call you dark rose, its because you been beaten by love drained from trusting and left with sad images that you cant seem to let go of.
dark rose you re still a rose to me .
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 12:35 PM UTC
Sometimes a open heart leads to heartache,
A open mind gets you through the pain.
Thoughts of not wanting to be alone.
People say be patient with love,
I find myself rushing into relationships.
Thinking they will love me better than the last.
Disturbed details about your experience with old lovers,
Keeps me grateful you haven't given up on us.
He's left with shadows of old lovers,
They follow us broken,secrets only we know.
I try to run they haunt me with remembrance of how i used to feel while in love.
I guess this is why i call this love broken shadows.
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 10:21 AM UTC
I'm African American , a chocolate covered brown .
My sister a deep dark.
We may all be African American but we all are different shades this isn't to make war within the race but to ignite a passion for our differences .
Your beautiful no matter what color
I'm strong minded , my thoughts are set in stone
I'm a long kisser.
I'm bold.
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 5:36 PM UTC
im captured by brilliance,
your intelligence pulls me like rivers ever flowing.
i indulge in your company.
beautiful lady why are you hidden from love?
is it because youve lost hope while i remained a hopeful romantic.
driven by the thought.
im here like a knight in shining armor ready to devour your thought of deception and mis guidance.
you ask me do i need you.
Yes i need you , i want you and im only persuading you to stay.
knowing you youll read this poem thinking its all game and im lame for not saying this to your face.
maybe your right but what i feel words cant express.
Apr 14, 2014
Apr 14, 2014 at 8:31 PM UTC
those who are content , with those that lick they lips.
and switch they hips.
gets girls that are superficial.
give you headaches like a menstrual.
so teach the young men principals,
but with this pencil i intend a break through, hopefully i can reach the youth,
theres more to life than a hand bag, i see old hags trying to keep up with the fads.
we need more moms , dads to look up to.
we seen what slavery does to the mental keeps you closed minded and fearful.
but with this pencil i intend a break through.
mothers raise your daughters to be more than glamorous and trendy.
give them vaules that will honor them and build there communities.
then people would see how pretty its the sprit that glows with in you that makes you beautiful.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
die stress caused by old lovers, that remind me of heart ache.
unlike the deceased i feel your touch soothing me like a mother, to her new born.
with every lie i morn forgiveness this relationship is unhealthy.
die agony from lost words our conversations are uneasy, you lie to me instead of the truth.
i have to bury us and what was once shared. even though im living prof of excactly what love can do if its not with someone who cares about you.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 6:30 PM UTC
How beautiful .
Your eyes I mean.
they can see the real and right past the fake.
Your eyes dreamy.
yet looking in them all i can think of is thoughts of lust.
Must you look at me that way eyes that say come ****
How seductive.
Are you from a island ?
can you tell me.
where?
so I can meet a girl that has eyes just like them.
Well boys and girls wonder nomore I'm from a place like heaven where the sun never stops shinning and the waters warm. Where woman are queens draped in jewelry.
Animals run freely.
But don't be content .
I'm homeless when there's no one to look upon .
That's when days grow long and lonely.
See I'm a strong believer that eyes are the window to the soul.
So lets gaze into each other eyes until there is nomore secrets, read me like an open book but as you turn the pages make sure your gentle.
you might just see my Skeltons.
**** it we all have sinned.
But unlike you I don't care who sees them.
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 8:55 PM UTC
Frustration the agony of being alone
Ever since you left there has been a empty space in my home.
Lost for words I find myself able to still say I love you.
Mom its been hell I never knew just how strong of a woman you were because you kept me sheltered.
Thanks that was your way of protecting me.
I remember being afraid of growing up not wanting to get old,My biggest worry now I'm slumped with worries,
not knowing where my help will come from so I treat people right just like you taught me.
being a big girl takes more then saying your grown.
I realize every day I'm growing.
I wish I had you here to hear you say change is coming.
I tell you, shes brave and I'm trying to be just as brave .
Oh I talked to dave he's doing alright not drinking I guess he found the light.
I've changed too not that little **** that kept on embarrassing you.
Not much to say I know your watching from heaven saying that's it she's finally getting it.
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 5:17 PM UTC
So thoughtful in the choice of his words not to hurt anyone feelings,
Why can't you stop beating around the bush.
So humble with everyone and thing always understanding things could be worst.
Why not see situation for what they are . ive come to realize that your the type of guy I can't stand your so one sided not letting my point of view in.
I just want to kick you . Telling you how I feel is giving me a rush,
Better yet being with you is like having a rash one that you scratch until the skin cracks.
And your ******* cuddling drives stevie wonder to see,
to be or not to be was the question whenever we were togather.
Your behavior was unbearable always complementing and asking of my welfare. Even if I told you I didn't care you would just try and fix it another one of your conversations about work it out .
So **** quite you could hear the **** birds cherp when asked any personal questions .
Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC