What's the point?
I feel like I have no purpose.
So why live?
Why live when I feel worthless
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 10:06 PM UTC
I'm feeling weak.
My arms are getting heavy,
I've been trying to hold myself up
In this sea called depression for so long.
I'm not sure if I have enough strength
to hold myself up anymore though...
I'm tired.
Maybe drowning,
can be my sleep.
Mar 2, 2018
Mar 2, 2018 at 11:21 PM UTC
A huge wave is forming
Little by little
It comes and goes back
Growing bigger
Getting stronger
I can feel it inside of me
I'm not sure how much time I have until it finally crashes
Until it finally destroys everything and everyone in its path
I'm not sure if I want to stop it either.
Should I let this tsunami overtake everything?
Should I let this tsunami consume me?
I guess we'll see.
We'll see when the wave finally crashes.
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 9:59 PM UTC
These scars on my wrist
Are not here for attention,
I'm calling out for help,
Yet no one will listen.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 9:57 PM UTC
I may seem happy at first glance,
or like I have everything according to plan.
But
That's just a mask.
It's what I want you to see.
On the inside, I'm breaking,
Every second I feel like I am going to explode.
I have the urge to cry,
but I have no idea why.
I have the urge to die
and knowing that no one will miss me
or bat an eye,
pushes me to do it
more and more
every.
single.
day.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 9:00 PM UTC
This is what society wants.
Big butts.
Big *****
Looks like I need to improve.
Small waist.
Long hair.
Do I even belong here? Anywhere?
Tan skin.
Smooth complexion.
Wow, I am terrified of rejection.
This is what society wants.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 8:20 PM UTC
Some people take pills
for medical purposes
Some people take pills
to get high
But
Some people
Take them to **** themselves
Some people
Just want to d
i
e
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
There are voices in my head
Wishing me dead
They never go away
Always wanting to play
Anything and everything I do
They judge me and laugh
They tell me terrible things about me that everyone is thinking,
They make me cry
sometimes (most) even encourage me to die
maybe I should take their advice
and die
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 8:12 PM UTC
I'm tired of fighting.
I feel like I'm slipping.
I'm tired of living
yet here I am sitting
thinking that one day
maybe everything will turn out okay
maybe one day
someone will finally love me for me.
But
I'm too tired to dream
I just want to sleep.
Sleep for eternity,
and never wake up.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 8:09 PM UTC