Old scars still hurt like a fresh wound.
Forever must have been different to me and you.
Flashbacks like whiplash of your face inside my head.
And all the times you said you loved me burn to ashes in the end.
Like a moth, drawn to an open flame;
I needed your heart throwing me like a hurricane.
I find solitude in the thought of death, I want to lay my memories to rest. Because what's next to come is such a mystery, I tear out my stitches to keep the pain going.
I've grown accustom to the tightness in my ribcage.
We're slaves to a substance; a substance named truth.
You held my heart inside your hands. Safe and protected in your palms, slip up once; **** it's gone.
Love is such a funny thing because once it starts to fade, there's no stopping it from going.
Once it's gone, it's gone; it doesn't come back.
You're like a stranger now and it's so strange to think how once you held me in your arms so close to your heart and I heard it beat. It screamed my name, trapped inside your chest.
We fell pure like snow but we landed and became ***** and corrupt by our surroundings.
Our scars like dirt, changes our color.
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 9:12 AM UTC
Dig your nails in my back
And I will swallow your hate
I'll be your poetic *****
If you'll be my metaphorical ****
We already lost ourselves
But I want to forget the memories
Take control of me
Let's **** the pain away
Jan 3, 2014
Jan 3, 2014 at 6:06 PM UTC
Hi Kirsten
This is Sydney
It keeps signing me in as you
So I decided to write this poem
Roses are red
Violets are blue
My name is Sydney Rain
And I love you
C;
Dec 11, 2013
Dec 11, 2013 at 8:45 AM UTC
I caught myself missing you again
last night in bed
I was trying to sleep
without the thought of you next to me
I thought of what we used to have
and how tender and rare it was
We should've nurtured it
and fixed our love
But we both gave up
This sounds so washed out just typing it but
You were my best friend
and with your love I started to love myself
Now you're gone
and I have no one
I have nothing
Dec 8, 2013
Dec 8, 2013 at 7:10 PM UTC
The wall that I built to keep you in crumbled to dust
And now just like my kingdom there's no more of us
I let you take my breath, just another mistake
Because once a **** up, always one now here's another breath to take.
Who knew the rope that tied me to you would turn to a noose?
YOU SAID YOU'LL LOVE ME ALWAYS
YOU SAID YOU'LL NEVER HURT ME
Now you're saying "I love you, but things just aren't the same."
You were my whole world and I thought I was yours.
But I guess I was wrong because all promises bound were eventually cut loose.
I still need you but I don't think I want you back.
I just wish it never ended, I don't want to start again.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 9:05 PM UTC
"Hey Sydney, I don't wanna upset you but things haven't been the same between us. I don't wanna hurt you, but I think we should break up. I'm so sorry, but I know you feel the same way."
And like that you were gone. My best friend, my life line. Everything. Gone. And now nothing matters anymore.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 8:49 PM UTC
Do you still think I'm the most beautiful girl
Do you still think about me always
Do you doodle my name on your papers
Do you still look at my pictures and smile
Do you still wish you were with me all the time
Do you still want to be mine forever
Do you still pretend I'm with you at night
Do you still dream of me
Do you still love the taste of my lips
Do you still get shy around me
Do you still have to restrain from always kissing me
Do you still love me
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 10:13 AM UTC
I like feeling this way
I like having a break from the sadness
It's just a good day
I have no complaints
Though I'm still confused
I'm happy right now
The smile is real
Why does my chest still feel tight
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 9:56 AM UTC
Thank you, Jesus.
Hallelujah.
It must be a miracle.
I'm saved.
Face it, *****
No ones up there hearing your prayers.
You beg and plead for an ounce of hope.
You're just gonna have to face reality and grow a backbone.
No one's gonna save you so you're gonna have to do it yourself.
I stare into lights.
It hurts my eyes, but I can't seem to turn away.
We have no hope.
We're all going to hell.
All us sick, twisted humans are going to hell.
Thank you, Jesus.
Hallelujah.
It must be a miracle.
I'm saved.
**** that.
YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 9:43 PM UTC
Impulsive destruction
Human consumption
Update your status
Beg for attention
We pray for a change
That never came
Because were praying
To the ******* grave
Create Division
Built upon one person's opinion
This is the land of the free
Home of the diseased
Living the American dream
For eternity
Nov 5, 2013
Nov 5, 2013 at 6:34 PM UTC